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About Me

A painfully shy, reclusive loner in the truest sense; wandering aimlessly in a cloudy haze through the underground, searching for that proverbial Lost Highway .... Well.....not all the time. Thats just part my story................... I have always loved good music and going to concerts; dont matter what kind of music as long as it is good and has some substance and originality to it; definitley not the "you-want-what-you-get" world of mainstream radio and television. I love the juxtaposing of eclectic musical styles, as long as the artists share the same ideals, integrity, and honesty when it comes to music. Reality tv, pop-country music, hip-hop, Top 40 pop music, and anyone or anything affilated with MTV, CMT, or and any other media outlet that poisons minds with useless, heartless, senseless, idiotic, mind-numbing bullshit can kiss my ass. In other words, just about every damn thing we see once we turn on a tv or everyting hear when we tune in FM radio stations. Its all garbage( save for a VERY small portion). I have always bucked popular trends and the useless, no-talent hacks that corporate America tries to force feed an unsuspecting society. Just who are those people who sit high up in some office and make decisions on what we should or should not like; and basically bury the truly talented artists who truly have something to express? They dont know anything, so screw them. Same goes the pretensious, fake people of this world. I have no time for them, either. I have a passion for both music and sports; I have gained a fair amount of knowlege of both, because all I did as a kid was hide away and read The Sporting News and Rolling Stone voraciously (even though I had no clue of what they we're talking about some of the time. I mean how can a 12 year old kid possibly comprehend the meaning of "salary arbitration" when he has no money?). Plus, my dad was a radio DJ for 25 years(back when DJ's and radio stations really mattered) at radio station WZEP out of DeFuniak Springs, FL, my hometown. Hanging out at that radio station was an incredible educational experience for me even though I didnt know it at the time. It introduced me from everything to traditional country, gospel, bluegrass to rock n roll, folk, the blues, and soul music. I took in anything and everything. I could go on and on about this, but it would take forever, and the artists who stopped by? Well I could go on forever about that, too. My, how things have changed since then. It was good to at least get a fleeting glimpse at the golden age of radio and music than mattered. I cant play a single note on any musical instrument and my singing is even worse, but music has always had a special place in my heart. To me it is the language of the soul. A truly divine sound that communicates with us on a totally diffrent plane of consciencenous, and is some thing to be truly treasured. Musical artists are truly doomed when they are assigned a "genre". (I hate that term, by the way). Their freedom to create and expand on the unlimited possibilities that music offers is pretty much gone gone; the door slammed shut. They become pawns of the corporate juggernauts out there who are bent on destryoing everything that is beautiful and pure; and that is where the real tragedy lies........................................................ Am fascianted by UFO's, extrateresstrials, the unexplained and the paranormal; there is alot more to this earthly existence we live in than most people would care to know about. Yeah, I'm weird like that, not in an annoying or creepy way, though...................................................... .... My favorite album is "West Of Rome" by Vic Chesnutt. To me, its one of the greatest albums ever. If you have never heard the music of Mr. Chesnutt, you have truly missed out on some of the greatest songs and music ever by one of the most talented singer/songwriters of any generation............................................. My first real paying job was as a dishwasher at a restraunt; and it was quite fun at the time. I started doing it at the age of 15 during high school and did it all the way to age 21. I could sling dishes with the best of them. Throw me in the dishroom of any restraunt and I would have it running like clockwork in a matter of minutes. I was unstoppable. The best of the best. Driven beyond belief. I may have been soaking wet and smelled like the food on the hot bar at the end of the night, but it was really fun. One of the few jobs I've had where I could just let loose and go full throttle and actually felt like I accomplished something. Sure, I wasnt finding the cure for cancer or re-inventing the wheel, but people cant eat out of dirty plates or use dirty utensils, right? Someone had to wash them........might as well have been me. And I loved every freakin minute of it!! It helped me to pay off my first car; this 1969 Cutlass Surpreme that I bought at age 20.(Great car, and, man, do I miss it), and have money to go do a ton of stuff without having to bum money off my family, which I really hated to do. I've always liked to earn every cent I get. I remember Mother's Day was a real bitch at the restraunts. Just about everyone in town bought their moms out to eat that day. Not a pleasant day for me at all ........ Who knows; I might be washing dishes again one day. Just like the phoenix rising from the ashes, I will return to claim my rightful throne at the top of the dishwashing world! This will be the REAL second coming (written with a lot less irony than you would suspect).................................. Love books. My favorite, by far, is "On The Road" by Jack Kerouac. That is my personal Bible. The book completely blew my mind; and opened up my eyes to a whole different world and culture I had no idea existed beyond the conservative and rigid confines of the Deep South where I grew up. After reading that book, I was ready to "unbuckle that old Bible Belt and light out for some desert town", like Gram Parson's sang about in what I consider the greatest song ever recorded "Return Of The Grievous Angel"...................................... I love and have loved the beach and the desert, the darkness and the light, Jesus and The Devil, the dark deserted highways and by-ways of this land, listening to the lonesome wails of the ghost trains in the distance from my grandparent's back yard, to the majestic, radiant life and lights of the big cities. The nuns from my Catholic education, Sunday school teachers from my Southern Baptist education, to the hooker who I lost my virginity to in Spain. To staring deep into the abyss and seeing nothing but the infinite darkness, to standing at the crossroads like Robert Johnson did; waiting to sell my soul to that cloven hooved gangster himself, the devil, but instead selling it cut rate to the United States government and several rotten bankers throughout the years....... Listening to my aunt play those sweet gospel tunes on the piano during church on Sunday morning during my youth; making me realize that innocence,redemption, and salvation is possible on any given Sunday morning. All these things and all the friends I've gotten drunk with, fought with, laughed with and lived with; all have had a hand in shaping this soul throughout the years; and hopefully years to come. .......................... Hanging out at the radio station where dad worked exposed me to another world outside of the one I lived, where I was able to see beyond the rural Southern landscapes and catch a glimpse of the bright lights and big cities that came in the form of Asscoiated Press news releases, that we're always coming in on the hour, every hour, through this weird sort of telegraph machine(you had to see it to believe it;(remember this was WAY before computers, the world wide web, cable tv, and other technological advances). Listening to my dad read those stories off those papers that came from those funny looking machines, about news and stories from places far away as New York to Tokyo, fascinated the hell out of me. Those big cities with all those people......man, I thought, something good must be going on there!! God, how I wanted to go. I was just a kid and could just dream about those places; and I did....... alot, some say way too much. I guess that was the main difference that seperated me from the rest of my peers; I was a compulsive dreamer, I felt more at ease daydreaming about things than normal interactions with other kids. Even though I've pretty much been out of the South for several years, I'm still a Southern boy at heart; I still have that deep Southern drawl and accent that I've been blessed with to prove it; and thank God, I've never lost it. Where my journey ends up, only God knows; but I'm just blessed to be out here in search of my ultimate terra firma, which I hope to find one day. No hurry though.........the silence hasnt killed me yet, so I guess I'm going to be hanging around for awhile...................................................... ............................................................ ."anything that comes out of the South is going to be called grotesque by the northern reader, unless it is grotesque, in which case it is going to be called realistic" -Flannery O'Connor

My Interests

music with a heart and soul, travel, wanderlust, concerts, books, Ham radio, Coast To Coast AM radio show, 2012, the comedy of Andy Kaufman, Gonzo journalism, Cryptozoology, The Mayan calendar, The Shroud of Turin, Jim Rome radio show, outlaws, The Three Stooges, The Illuminati, voodoo, aliens, the timeless genius of actor Peter Sellers; the macarbe, the night sky, chupacabras, the Florida Skunk Ape, Cosmic American Music, the artwork of Georgia O'Keeffe, The Bottom 40, traditional country music, the blues, jazz, bluegrass, and electronica; the late, great Taylor Made Opry hosted by the legendary Farley Taylor out of radio station WTVY in Dothan Alabama(the way "real" country radio and music was meant to be. RIP to Farley and that great radio show, you are sorely missed); Room #8 of the Joshua Tree Inn, lost highways, the Mojave Desert and the rest of the high desert, the swamps of the Deep South, Mardi Gras, The Jersey Devil, Remote Viewing, clairvoyance, ayahuasca, absinthe, the secret of the pyramids, The Coral Castle in Homestead, Florida; Cassadaga, Florida; dinosaurs; Atlantis; The Association of Research and Enlightenment(ARE) in Virginia Beach; the paranormal and other things that go bump in the night.

I'd like to meet:

Gram Parsons, Jack Kerouac, Hunter S. Thompson, Andy Kaufman, Robert Johnson, Vic Chesnutt, Townes Van Zant, Leonard Cohen, Peter Sellers, Neal Cassady, Langston Hughes, Flannery O'Connor, Sylvia Plath, Kurt Vonnegut, Georgia O'Keeffe, Woody Guthrie, Warren Zevon, Art Bell, Emma Goldman, Aldous Huxley, Tom Waits, Aleksandr I. Solzhenitsyn; James Dean; an extraterestrial life-form, Carl Sagan, Edward Leedskalnin (who built the amazing "Coral Castle" in South Florida all by himself; an amazing story); "The Sleeping Prophet" Edgar Cayce

Music:

Artists that are true to their artistic integrity and give a shit about about making music that matters . Here are several: Gram Parsons, Vic Chesnutt, Neil Young, The Replacements, The Hold Steady, Lucero, The Drive By Truckers; Stellastarr*, Townes Van Zant, Tom Waits, Uncle Tupelo, TV On The Radio, Leonard Cohen, Robert Johnson, Slint, Big Star, Jesse Malin, Lou Reed, The Pixies, Gram Rabbit, Pavement, Elvis Costello, The Flying Burrito Brothers(with Gram Parsons and Chris Hillman both in the line-up), The Band, Wilco, The National, EXITMUSIC, Warren Zevon, Chuck Prophet, Peter Laughner, Maximo Park, My Bloody Valentine, Art Brut, The Flaming Lips, The Velvet Underground, The Arcade Fire, The Clash, Lee Hazlewood, The Stone Roses, Giant Drag, John Hiatt, Asobi Seksu, VHS or BETA, The Raveonettes, STAR, Nick Cave, The Knife, Grace Potter and The Nocturnals, Love, The Secret Machines, My Morning Jacket, Cowboy Mouth, Angry Johnny and The Killbillies, Johnathon Richman, Television, PJ Harvey, The Watson Twins, Hole, The Ramones, Cowboy X, The Sounds, Monsters Are Waiting, The Karabal Nightlife, Radiohead, Sonic Youth, Elvis Presley, Nick Drake, Elliott Smith, Tom Petty, Beck, Bob Dylan, Husker Du, Son Volt, Cory Branan, The Jesus and Mary Chain, Daniel Johnston, Grand Ole Party, Courtney Love, Centro-matic, Elvis Perkins, LCD Soundsystem, Johnny Cash, New Order, Annie Lennox, Ryan Adams, The Eurythmics, The Heartless Bastards, The Rapture, Whiskey & Co., The Shins, Wolf Parade, The New York Dolls, Moby Grape, The Doors, Leadbelly, The Fiery Furnaces, Jackson Browne, Viva Voce, Roger Clyne and The Peacemakers, The Police, Led Zeppelin, Lucinda Williams, Editors, The Pity Party, The Byrds, Tift Merritt, Interpol, Cold War Kids, The Futureheads, Patti Smith, Franz Ferdinand, Rilo Kiley, Samantha Murphy, Be Your Own Pet, Fugazi, Delta Spirit, The Prayers, The Noisettes, The Smiths, Morrissey, Bobby Bare, Jr., The Glossines, Dynamite Walls, Dwight Yoakam, Robert Randolph and the Family Band, The Happy Hollows, The Doors, Grateful Dead, Yeah Yeah Yeahs, Brandi Carlile, The Greenhornes, The Talking Heads, The Decemberists, Bad Brains, Kings Of Leon, Mickey Avalon, Van Morrison, The Walkmen, Nirvana, Brendan Benson, North Mississippi All-Stars, Junior Kimbrough, Lynyrd Skynyrd, Brazilian Girls, Black Flag, The Mother Hips, Metallica, Pink Floyd, Jeff Buckley, Joy Division, The Go! Team, Camper Van Beethoven, Guns N Roses, Pearl Jam, The Smashing Pumpkins, Whiskeytown, Bob Mould, Paul Westerberg, Hank Williams, The Bloody Hollies, Cracker, Regina Spektor, Rage Against The Machine, Bob Marley, The Dirtbombs, Eric Clapton, Massive Attack, Portishead, Keller Williams, The Allman Brothers Band, Nada Surf,The Brunettes, Nine Black Alps, The Shout Out Louds, Govt Mule, Deerhoof, Wolf Parade, Weezer, Mates Of State, The Nitty Gritty Dirt Band, Dinosaur Jr., Muddy Waters, John Lee Hooker, Howlin Wolf, moe., John Coltrane, Foo Fighters, Echo and the Bunnymen; Miles Davis, Hacienda Brothers, Jimi Hendrix, A.M. Vibe, Hank 111, Billy Midnight, David Bowie, O.A.R. Bloc Party, The Like, Modest Mouse, Jeff Buckley, Bob Seger, T-Rex, Syd Barrett, Shiny Toy Guns, Pere Ubu, XTC, The Rosebuds, Nellie McKay, Cat Power, Steve Earle; Silversun Pickups, Sparklehorse, Death Cab For Cutie, R.E.M, White Stripes, Cream, The Beatles, The Stones, Doves, The Dirty Dozen Brass Band, The Blind Boys Of Alabama, Galactic, The Jayhawks, Golden Smog, The Cure, Depeche Mode, Oasis, U2, Springsteen, Gomez, Calexico, Moby, Teenage Fanclub, Jim White, The Strokes, Soundgarden, Jet, Kasabian, Hot Hot Heat, The Meat Puppets, Whiskeytown, The Refreshments, Whispertown 2000, Deadboy and the Elephantmen, Frank Black, Yo La Tengo, The Black Crowes plus many more.......

Movies:

GHOST WORLD; FEAR AND LOATHING IN LAS VEGAS; WHERE THE BUFFALO ROAM; PULP FICTION; RESIVOR DOGS, THIS IS SPINAL TAP; BLUE VELVET AND ALL OTHER DAVID LYNCH FILMS; SLING BLADE; THE BIG LEBOWSKI; DR. STRANGELOVE; EASY RIDER; DONNIE DARKO; ARMY OF DARKNESS AND ALL OTHER EVIL DEAD MOVIES; GARDEN STATE; APOCALYPSE NOW; SIDEWAYS; BEING THERE; THE VIRGIN SUICIDES; SLAP SHOT; PUDDLE CRUISER AND ALL OTHER BROKEN LIZARD MOVIES; THE FIFTH ELEMENT; JACKIE BROWN; LOST IN TRANSLATION; GOODFELLAS; STRANGER THAN PARADISE AND ALL OTHER JIM JARMUSCH FILMS; YOUNG FRANKENSTEIN; CASABLANCA; NATURAL BORN KILLERS; STAR WARS & THE EMPIRE STRIKES BACK; FULL METAL JACKET; CLOCKWORK ORANGE; REBEL WITHOUT A CAUSE; MALLRATS, CLERKS AND ALL OTHER KEVIN SMITH FLICKS; FARGO; FORREST GUMP; BLAZING SADDLES; BAD SANTA; OH BROTHER, WHERE ART THOU?; THE GODFATHER TRILOGY; SIN CITY; RUDY; KILLING ZOE; EL MARIACHI; CITY OF GOD; ANY AND EVERY GODZILLA MOVIE EVER MADE(YEAH, EVEN ALL THOSE CHEESY JAPANESE VERSIONS. YOU GOTTA LOVE EM).

Television:

THE HISTORY CHANNEL, SCIFI CHANNEL, THE TRAVEL CHANNEL, SCRUBS, THE SOPRANOS; SPONGEBOB SQUAREPANTS, AUSITN CITY LIMITS, SANFORD AND SON, THE JEFFERSONS & THREES COMPANY RERUNS

Books:

ON THE ROAD-JACK KEROUAC(PLUS ALL OTHER KEROUAC BOOKS); FEAR AND LOATHING IN LAS VEGAS-HUNTER S. THOMPSON; SLAUGTHERHOUSE 5-KURT VONNEGUT; TO KILL A MOCKINGBIRD-HARPER LEE; THE DOORS OF PERCEPTION-ALDOUS HUXLEY; HELL'S ANGELS-HUNTER S. THOMPSON; THE GRAPES OF WRATH-JOHN STEINBECK; THE SOUND AND THE FURY-WILLIAM FAULKNER; BRAVE NEW WORLD-ALDOUS HUXLEY; THE GULAG ARCHIPELAGO-ALEKSANDR I. SOLZHENITSYN; THE BELL JAR-SYLVIA PLATH; THE NAME OF THE ROSE-UMBERTO ECO; FORREST GUMP-WINSTON GROOM; ONE DAY IN THE LIFE OF IVAN DENISOVICH-ALEKSANDR I. SOLZHENITSYN; THE RED BADGE OF COURAGE-STEPHEN CRANE; THE CATCHER IN THE RYE-J.D. SALINGER; GHOST TRAIN: AMERICAN RAILROAD GHOST LEGENDS-ANTHONY W. REEVY; "WEIRD TALES" graphic novels; COSMOS-CARL SAGAN

Heroes:

OUTLAWS, TROUBADORS, VAGABONDS, PARIAHS, VAGRANTS, WANDERERS, ECCENTRICS, AND EVERYONE ELSE WHO MARCHES TO THE BEAT OF THEIR OWN DRUM.