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melanie

I am here for Friends

About Me

everyone in my life has gone fucking psycho and i am the last sane soul...

"My pessimism extends to the point of even suspecting the sincerity of the pessimists."-Jean Rostand

My Interests

"And Shepherds we shall beFor thee, my Lord, for thee.Power hath descended forth from Thy handOur feet may swiftly carry out Thy commands.So we shall flow a river forth to TheeAnd teeming with souls shall it ever be.In Nomeni Patri Et Fili Spiritus Sancti."

I'd like to meet:

whoever keeps stealing my tee shirts... i think thier are tee shirt gnomes...

Music:

blatz, fugazi, black flag, circle jerks, ramones, sex pistols, floggin molly, johnny cash, NOFX, social D, op ivy, beastie boys, agent orange, cramps, bloodhound gang, dropkick murphys, skankin pickle, pennywise, nirvana, pixies, the vandals, the stooges, babes in toyland, me first and the gimme gimme gimmes, lagwagon, propagahndi, nina simone, d.o.a, germs, kinks, velvet underground, lost boyz, agnostic front, bad religion, bloodynightmare, buzzcocks, calamity jane, candy 500, why are you weird, us3, union 13, trinket, the misfits, the muffs, the humpers, bloodhound gang, barbarellas, straightjacket fits, skunk anansie, phenobarbidols, socialcasuallty, pussy crush, new york dolls, jane's addiction, cramps, gg allin, dead kennedy's, crass, mc5, minor threat, dead milkmen, adicts, butthole surfers, 999, the chords, stiff little fingers, blondie, generation X, minor threat, subhumans, the exploited, descendents, beatles, bob dylan, donovan, pink floyd, simon and garfunkle, the byrds, janis, mammas and the pappa's, neil young, ministry,

Movies:

fight club, full metal jacket, quills, the hole, requiem for a dream, the red violin, braveheart, hackers, sleeping beauty, nightmare before christmas, lotr, empire records, dogma, chasing amy, truman show, shawshank redemption, napolean dynamite, house of 1000 corpses, godafther, goodfellas, pulp fiction, resevoir dogs, kill bill I&II, true romance, killing zoe, fifth element, star wars, momento, american beauty, se7en, taxi driver, american history x, the pianist, saving private ryan, the wizard of oz, willy wonka and the chocolate factory, alice in wonderland, jaws, 2001 a space odessy, the shining, trainspotting, snatch, basketball diaries, 12 monkeys, dr.strangelove, american beauty, love actually, the thin red line, boondock saints, swingers, where the day takes you, kids, welcome to the doll house, harold and maude, haggard, jackass, cky-series, 25th hour, amadeus, being john malkovich, slc punk, rock n roll high school, but i'm a cheerleader, eternal sunshine of the spotless mind, suicide kings, death to smoochie, slapshot, raising arizona, grosse point blank, the filth and the fury, romper stomper, sid & nancy, the last picture show, angela's ashes, natural born killers, blow, drugstore cowboy, girl inturrupted, taxi driver, boiler room, casino, rounders, mommie dearest, prozac nation, nosferatu, la femme nikita, nosferatu the vampyre, run lola run , life is beautiful, jacob's ladder, american psycho, shaun of the dead, the omen, rosemary's baby, the exorcist, clerks, pi, the secretary, american movie, high fidelity, return to paradise, from hell, lock stock and two smoking barrels, the usual suspects, garden state, rounders, we were soldiers, primal fear, keeping the faith, rosemary's baby, people v larry flynt, pink floyd the wall, hotel rawanda, cruel intentions, may
and my new absolutely favorite movie is BLOOD FEAST!!!

Television:

law and order ci, law and order svu, south park, jeopardy, rescue me, sopranos, house, shh if you don't tell anyone ER too!

Books:

1984, 9 short stories, the adolecent, fear and loathing las vegas, heavier then heaven, captain and kings, watership down, harry potter, steal this book, fight club, clockwork orange, dude where's my country, lotr, the picture of dorian gray, haunted, the metamorphisis, all books on religion, survivor, choke, invisible monsters, kiss me judas, urban spacemen and wayfaring strangers, the plot against america, i hate corporate america, bush's brain, lunar park, shampoo planet, spin docters, generation x, penny dreadful, please kill me, tales of a punk rock nothing, one flew over the cukcoo's nest, the girls guide to hunting and fishing, merchant of venice

Heroes:

marla singer
and lovely courtney...

My Blog

nothin new

today I did "ran" 15 miles on the eliptical machine at the gym, 5 backwards and 10 forward... I use to get out of breath walking up a flight of stairs.  I really do love pushing my body.  Wh...
Posted by melanie on Wed, 05 Sep 2007 12:29:00 PST

justice prevailed...

well kinda...I was released on OR.  pretrial conference on oct 5...  this is all SO stupid... you would think they would have more important things then persue me!  Here is the story fo...
Posted by melanie on Sat, 01 Sep 2007 04:06:00 PST

going to court

Hey,'I know long time no write.  Too much going on to even write.  So much has changed in my life, some for the better, some for the worse.Anyway tommorow I have court, and I am hoping I wil...
Posted by melanie on Thu, 30 Aug 2007 02:48:00 PST

if you don't know now ya know

All my numbers have been changed...new cellnew homeplease drop me a message here if you have yet to recieve it via text message...
Posted by melanie on Fri, 02 Feb 2007 02:10:00 PST

destroy your cell phone

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Posted by melanie on Thu, 25 Jan 2007 10:57:00 PST

misanthropic

here it goes...this is the end. the end of me helping people outi cant do it. too many times this week i have heard tales of how good all of your lives are and then looked around at my shit life and...
Posted by melanie on Wed, 24 Jan 2007 11:08:00 PST

walls

my walls are up againleftover from strugles fought back thenpain inside, i tried to keep you outmy frustrations is what i shoutshout them at my walldid you ever care at allwords of disquietude you use...
Posted by melanie on Tue, 21 Nov 2006 11:43:00 PST

when will it ever end?!?!

First I had the stomach flu.  It was awful.  Now I have a cold... these mother fuckers hit me back to back... I have been taking copious amounts of vitamin C.  Alas it has not helped......
Posted by melanie on Tue, 14 Nov 2006 11:03:00 PST

whiskey tango foxtrot!!

have any of you seen that show  meet the carters or some shit like that?  god what a fucking train wreck, I never thought I would find a family that makes mine look sane.  hell that sho...
Posted by melanie on Tue, 07 Nov 2006 12:20:00 PST

that guy...


Posted by melanie on Wed, 18 Oct 2006 12:23:00 PST