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Cacharel♥ [Dearly Demented]

I'm changing everything coz you wont be there for me.

About Me


I am Cacharel, I am a monster.
I do things for myself, and at times nice things for others
I am who I am. There is nothing you can do about it.
I really don't give a fuck who you are, you are human just like I am, so get the fuck over it
I sin in jealousy all the time.
I am insecure and yet so secure.
I am not conceded in anyway.it's call being confident.
I fucking hate self pitty
I fucking hate bullshit ass fakes
I sometimes live in a fantasy world.
I laugh and eat the weak.
I believe in God whether you like it or not.
I don't take orders.nor request.fuck off
I like to be independent.
I have the hardest time letting go though
I am stubbern, until I get what I want
I keep my head on straight
I know what I want in life and nobody will bring me down
I believe everything happens for a reason.
I am not afraid.
I love metal :]
(Yup its that screaming in your ear) Get over it
I am OBSESSED with the twilight series, just like the rest of the world.
I think tight pants are for chicks.not dudes.
I think long hair is sexy
I think fuck is an amazing word
I kinda love demons.and Vampires fersure
I think bats are cute.
I want a pet bat :)
I’m rad chick.
I make myself happy
I'm scared of looking like an old lady
;] get to know me.I'm rad as fuck
FOR THE EMO FAGGOTS OUT THERE =]
Bre and Me :) were Rad!!
JenN!staFerrr and me :)
It's kinda a mother daughter thing ya know?

My Interests


This is why I'm hot!

Libby Lu 92
Mess with her Ill fuck your face up =)
Libby, has made me realize alot of things
and has been there every single step of the way
thank you! SO FUCKING MUCH!!!

Alyss
she's a cutie =)

Brittany
WHAAAWHOOOOOOO=)
Plastic Surgery (much) Romance™
Got Plastic Surgery?
Biting
Blood
being crazy!
anything cute
getting to know people
being with people
lust
watching the sun go up and down

road trips =)
Going to shows
Meeting new people
DIET COKE!
the word SUCKA
my kick ass web cam
My fishy cup [R.I.P.]

I'd like to meet:



Music:

Dark Tranquillity
Pantera
Bullet for my valentine!!
Heaven shall burn
Job for a cowboy!
Tyrant
bathory
candlemass
crypt of kerberos
necrophobic
gorement
insision
sin of kain
behemoth
at the gates
Daath
Dope
The Agonist
Bleeding Through
in flames
cryptopsy
Snake River Conspiracy
Emanuel
as i lay dying
Scar Symmetry
my dying bride
Alice In Chains
old mans child
machine head
white zombie
six feet under
quiet riot
cast the crown
Keep Of Kalessin
krisiun
faith no more
killwhitneydead.
Crooked
the bled
the haunted
marilyn manson
Trivium
Victim
fear my thoughts
DECAPITATED
Deftones
fuck the facts
Kittie
slipknot
The Misfits
murder dolls
the exies
cannibal corpse!
The darkness
Prince
dream scar
bleed the dream
Waking The Cadaver
Dr. Acula!!
dead like our love
XE03
lamb of god
exodus
fuck I'm dead
Rusty Eye
Arch Enemy
opeth
Bring me the horizon
kahtmayan
hatebreed
Purified in Blood
Bad Acid Trip
Nirvana
Ascension
Hail of bullets
kataklsym
Unearth
otep
System of a down
rise against
Gorgoth
Draconian
Deadstar Assembly
Hate in a box
still remains
dimmu borgir
children of bodom
Immolation
Old Lady Drivers
and...My never ending love for Good Charlotte haha lame I know

Movies:

SLC PUNK
underworld
underworld evolution
edward sissor hands
nightmare before christmas
corpse bride
charlie and the chocolate factory
the notebook
school of rock
a walk to remember

Heroes:



My Blog

wow

Me. I am addicted to the drug Caffine. For fucking real too. and its horrible. But its sooooooooooo good =]. I WANT TO BECOME A SUICIDE GIRL! Get the fuck over it. It doesnt make me a whore it doesn...
Posted by Cacharel♥ [Dearly Demented] on Wed, 14 May 2008 10:16:00 PST

Your Fall.

Today i stand to watch you fall, to make a stand and to lose it all, I hope to see you bleed, like what you did to me. I promise this will be the last of me, I just wanna watch you fall. To lose it al...
Posted by Cacharel♥ [Dearly Demented] on Thu, 10 Apr 2008 06:34:00 PST

untittled.

Hope for a new day,is like hope for a new night.Drown in your prayers,and die in your life.I’m running to the top,Please I’m drowning.help me stop.I’m tired of greed,I’m tired ...
Posted by Cacharel♥ [Dearly Demented] on Sat, 22 Mar 2008 05:17:00 PST

...

close your eyes,come closer and closer,take your heart,rip it out,give me all you have.Maybe I'll give you me. It's this lustric love.Where you suck me dry,until there's a little sigh,as I drift into ...
Posted by Cacharel♥ [Dearly Demented] on Tue, 09 Jan 2007 09:46:00 PST

wow.

  Damnnnnnnn what happend to me and writting??.................................................. ............................................................ ... Crushed at heart,broken at will.Its...
Posted by Cacharel♥ [Dearly Demented] on Sat, 18 Nov 2006 02:08:00 PST

Ithink im a ghost..atleast you hope :]

So your gonna take this.And fucking break this.With every will I have.You make it die.When you say its forever.Mean fucking never.So give me this chain.Rip it off for pain.        ...
Posted by Cacharel♥ [Dearly Demented] on Wed, 20 Sep 2006 03:07:00 PST

fhags..

Come watch me as I die.Haunt me as I cry.Fuck me as I scream.Hold me as I dream.Lets pretend this never happend.Lets say we were never forever.Were fucking dead now.Take this razor to her head now.Spl...
Posted by Cacharel♥ [Dearly Demented] on Mon, 18 Sep 2006 08:35:00 PST

ewwwwwww

I like how your hands are tight and around my throat closing in on my neck, killing every breath I have,You could possibly be the biggest heartbreak ever lets just take this day by day.Hope we make it...
Posted by Cacharel♥ [Dearly Demented] on Mon, 18 Sep 2006 08:22:00 PST

past

my past is dead.moving on is best I guess.how to move on...The million dollar question. how do you move on?ehh?All my sleepless nights.All my never eating days.All my gaging fucking idiodic stupidity....
Posted by Cacharel♥ [Dearly Demented] on Wed, 16 Aug 2006 12:06:00 PST

sincerely lost. Once again

My best friend...is really leaving me.wtf. dude I dont want to grow up I dont want to get married I dont want to have friends. for real it happends. I dont even have contact with my other "bestfriend"...
Posted by Cacharel♥ [Dearly Demented] on Tue, 25 Jul 2006 11:50:00 PST