..About Me....... HmMmm where should I start?? Lets just say the last couple of years have def. Been an impact on my life. In my 22 years of existance I've been through it all....... to the point where I just stopped givivng a fxck about anything and everything & then snapping back into reality and gaining my self composure back (although sometimes I might slip up back into that phase) BUT 4 the most part I always (eventually) come back 2 reality.
During the past couple of weeks I've been doing some serious thinking and re-evaluating of myself. I've learned to take the bad with the good and even stick it through when times get tough....... BUT I'm on a new mind state and big on Karma, Change, Choices and Acceptance as well as Will-Power and Self Control. The hardest part in life is accepting change; not only in the people around us but in ourselves. Aside from that moving on & letting go (of many & any thing) is probably even harder at times. But we all have choices and we choose to put ourselves in certain situations and when the cookie crumbles we can only blame ourselves because we chose to put ourselves in that predicament. I've come 2 the point where I'm trying 2 grow as a person & seek out my true endeavors in life, and stop dwelling on the past & holding on 2 things that will only make me think "What If??" It's true when they say "Old habbits are hard to break"....... BUT it just takes will power and self control not to fall back into the trap. Although sometimes it may be easier said than done (because I myself am guilty of sometimes back tracking and falling easily into the trap) I just have to stay strong and focus. On the flip side strength is a characteristic that can easily be manipulated by our temptations, & boy does it suck when that happens.......
I know that God will never put anything on anyone that he may think they can't handle, this is why I took a seat and analized my life and the things I've been going through and feeling lately. I have just come 2 accept it and move foward. I set forth new goals and aspirations for myslef that I know I will achieve. Change is good but change takes time, and with that I'm pushing myself to reach for the stars & if u know me like I know me....... I'M GONNA GET 'EM!!!!!!!
To the people I've come across in my life and those who are still in my life; some good, some bad, some I love, some I hate to love, some unforgettable, some who I feel like I still have so much 2 say but in the back of my mind think will it be worth it?? (so I don't say anything at all) and not to mention some who mean the world to me....... Well I just want each and every one of them to know they will always have a special place in my heart and I will keep them with me forever and always....... as well as accepting them "flaws and all" {Beyonce :)}
P.S ~~> 2 the myspace world (guys) I'm not here 2 meet u so please stop sending me messages I already know things will not work between us especially when it says "In a Relationship" on ur page & ur girl is number 1 on ur top (those days are over 4 me.......) Thanks!! Just save me the heart ache.......
UrS TrUe-Lee <3
**AdIvA 07**
*~*LoVe Me*~*The thing I LOVE ABOUT MYSELF is that I have DEFINATELY "gone through STRUGGLES BUT THE THING THAT SETS ME APART FROM EVERY OTHER WOMAN IN THE WORLD IS THAT I KNOW HOW TO PERSEVERE & CONQUER... I AM WHO I AM & I LET NO ONE PUT ME DOWN"!!!!!!! <~~ SLG Inc.
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