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butterfly

I am here for Dating, Serious Relationships, Friends and Networking

About Me


.."that is all I want in life: for this pain to seem purposeful...".."tis the refuge we take when the reality of the world sits to heavy on our tiny heads..."

My Interests

.."a prayer for the wild heart kept in cages...".."some people never go crazy, what truly horrible lives they must lead..."

I'd like to meet:

those who are fearless......."dream as though you'll live forever, live as though you'll die today..."

Music:

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Movies:

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Television:

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Books:

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Heroes:

my father ~ rip ~ kenneth jeffrey ray ~ 1947-2001

My Blog

black and blue

astounding as it seems I don't think it could have been avoideda train wreck are we and whatever rubble is between us I have felt so muchto have been given so little and the collation of my desires a...
Posted by butterfly on Thu, 24 Apr 2008 03:03:00 PST

chasing the dragon...

I’m still chasing the dragonthat illusive thingso seemingly beautiful so hard to obtain so deceptive and stubbornyet I fight with teeth to hold onto this thing that could never be what I only wa...
Posted by butterfly on Tue, 25 Mar 2008 05:14:00 PST

broken in you...

I find myself with desperate thoughtsin the times in betweenand with wants to escape even though I know I won't I can't tell you what it is that keeps me from walking awayI can tell myself what I alre...
Posted by butterfly on Thu, 20 Mar 2008 03:48:00 PST

they all love you...

they all love youthey all call out your namethey all want youapparently blinded by your gamebut I know the truththe incapability of your heart to unveilyour arms are like corset stringsthey only know ...
Posted by butterfly on Sat, 01 Mar 2008 10:42:00 PST

eyes so blind, heart so cold...

winter winds I cannot seethe light that holds onto me bitter words I cannot fight or stir or blink them away engulfed in tides hidden belowtransfixed and releasedunknowing you, I cannot forgetunwillin...
Posted by butterfly on Mon, 21 Jan 2008 12:27:00 PST

the death of me

to what I've survived I tip my hat the things I've achieved I know are great the lengths that I've come cannot be measured that I'm still standing is quite a feat but you just may be the death o...
Posted by butterfly on Tue, 06 Nov 2007 09:47:00 PST

freely beholden...

like rivulets that run through the corners of my mouth down the length of my thighs through the depths of my skin I awaken both you and I bring you to life again and beneath weight I hide unafraid bo...
Posted by butterfly on Mon, 17 Sep 2007 12:34:00 PST

pacific coast highway

  pacific coast highway zipping through the cliffs at dusk unsure of what lay ahead going forward destination unknown forward motion unmonitored speed unable to see what's around the bin whe...
Posted by butterfly on Tue, 28 Aug 2007 09:22:00 PST

can’t stop...

I keep losing my breath when I think of youI gasp, my heart raceswhat am I to do?I cannot escape the thought of youI cannot forget your taste on my lips confounded and shruggingI thought this was don...
Posted by butterfly on Tue, 21 Aug 2007 10:15:00 PST

waiting...

and in vain I seem to wait for something that will never come and if it does how will I know that I can even depend on what I feel that it will carry me to the ends of the earth like the words spouted...
Posted by butterfly on Wed, 08 Aug 2007 09:36:00 PST