I'd like to meet:

Who was,Who will be,Who is,I AM

Its hard to eat, hard to sleep In my life its hard to find peace, hard to breathe I cant be pleased But never the less I am Square bitches think I’m funny Cause I have outlandish dreams to conquer money A constant process forward in this land of milk and honey But never the less I am Addictive personality that strays from reality In actuality this reality defines my taste I desperately walk with blind faith Which creates my blind face But never the less I am People think their in the right when telling me what I should do But these same people couldn’t last two steps in my shoes I have absolutely nothing to prove to you Your empathy will never know my wounds But never the less I am My heart bleeds with my struggle But my mind refuses to listen My soul holds on tight to ambition My tongue gets ready to unload the ammunition I cant seem to lure my pride away from wrong decisions And my eyes will never believe in wishing But never the less I am My delusions may keep you confused Thinking I’ve never been bruised nor abused I tell you this I will never be scared to lose The passion in my eyes can only find more to improve Standing at the rock bottom looking up is a beautiful view Cursed, condemn and damned I feel your judgmental eyes despising who I am But never the less I am
Sucka fo Love
I’ve been, holding my hands to my cheeks Never thought I’d be sick, cant sleep and aint ate for weeks But I cant blame you for doing what you did I already knew you were a easy, so selfish, cant please me bitch I’m a Sucka fo Love Tried to make a skinny bitch thick Tried to speak to you the knowledge of my past on the streets You were addicted to my confidence and the style of my speech I had your mind hypnotized and you made a Pisces fall in love with you eyes How I loved to stroke those thick milky thighs I couldn’t trust you and couldn’t believe your lies How minds changes and time changes A man of my stature with a diamond tongue Bowed my head and let your mouth run Till I was stuck, fucked and love drunk I’m a Sucka fo Love I cheated on you so many times with the streets I cant be mad at you for sharing our sheets While you were sharing our bed I was out flirting with death and fucking my bread Keeping bitches broke and letting them give me head I know a female like the back of my hand But this time I actually thought I had a plan And that you would understand That whatever I was going through I had to stand On my own two as a man I’m a Sucka fo Love, so Love Sick I damn near seen, heard and said it all My compliments to you my dear Cause you made a real pimp fall Once upon a time you made a short man feel tall I know where I made my mistake I really thought you were feeding me steak When actuality it was bologna And all this time I thought it was you that was phony Until I looked in the mirror and knew it was me Cause I was really trying to be, something I could never achieve Respect from a selfish bitch, True love and a Family Knowing my home was never in your arms Countless nights I couldn’t sleep I had to realize my true home was in the streets I’m a Sucka fo Love, so Love Sick My focus was cloudy, my motivation was blinded All the time, I noticed your heart was lifeless dead weight I steadily came to knowing you were my biggest mistake My biggest downfall was giving you my heart from the start The worst pain I ever felt in my life Was never physical, but the absent of the ability to think or speak Losing my Mind Left me with my hands on my cheeks I really cant blame you, for doing what you did Now that I think of it Why wouldn’t you, shit I’m a Sucka fo Love, so Love Sick I am a King Now my crown is tainted with shame I played myself, thinking I would leave this game When others run inside, I gain comfort from the rain And I would be lying if I didn’t say I was addicted to this pain If the finger of blame wanted to blame you I would have to slap blame in its face cause it wouldn’t be true I cant blame you, for doing what you do Because I already knew you before you even knew you So why must I keep speaking till my face turns blue I’m a Sucka fo Love, so Love Sick I’ve been putting money where my mouth is since I was 15 Infatuated with the triple beam that weighed my c.r.e.a.m. The ambition to never buy but only to sale dreams And by any means to dig my plot at the mountain top These hands have always had a gift to create What my platinum mouth and diamond tongue couldn’t manipulate Believe you-me, my mind is back after going through the worst Blessed again with the gift of gab, but still my curse Ass last, purse first I replaced a females so called love With the lust of money that will never turn its back I’ve lived a life full of experiences that most wish they could kiss I cant be mad at it, cause I’m a Sucka fo Love, so Love Sick And never again will my heart be held by the hands of a scandalous bitch I’m a Sucka fo Love, so Love Sick I have not touched a drop of alcohol since Nor do I entertain the thought I don’t wish for the false comfort it brought Cause I am very comfortable with myself within my skin The love that was lost or should I say that love that never really was Had its end And do to the heartaches that was done unto both parties Has given me strength to breathe again Your poisonous love has let me scarred So my heart will never truly mend, but until then I’ve already bumped some odd number of bitches, just like you And they have all prayed to God on this dick and begged me please to make them cum, just like you Scandalous by nature, selfish-self centered creatures, just like you All acting like they don’t need the affection of a man, just like you Which is all, so not true The only difference is, they respect my mind And grateful when I bless them with my presence and time Money motivated bitches in my camp and its back to the pimpin life Bookoo bucks in my hand and in mind I’m finally living right I accepted who I am Money has always been my bottom bitch And love is my mistress What can I say? I’m a Sucka fo Love, so Love Sick Love is fo Sucka’z, Love is so Sick
Every night I sit down to read the good book It’s a moment in my life when my heart got shook But who wants to give a chance to an old crook With a new lookWater into WineI am more than a man, but less than divine It is I, that walks beside you in the sand Learning the recipe for turning water into wine They want to cast me to my belly to slitter the land The touch of your love keeps me upright The restlessness to reach above brings sleepless nights The word has been spoken and has been heard in incomparable heights The earths dirt speaks with envy, yearning for a drop of blood While the curse that’s within me will never give up A righteous passage awaits me through the mountains of sin I carry the cross on my back with the help of the Blessed wind When the tempter left my soul Is where my life begins Alone, I thought is where I stand Only when I felt the caress of your hand It is only now that I understand I am more than a man, but less than divine The strength of your word kept me inline I hold my destiny in my own hands The recipe for water into wine

I AM KINGI LIVE TO LOVE LOVE TO LIVE LIFE LOVE OF HUMANITY ALL WRAPPED UP OF SIN YOUR SANITY JUST TO SAY THAT YOUR FAVORITE IS VANITY I ANOINT YOUR SOUL AND BLESS THE WHOLE WORLD THAT LIES AND STAYS UNTOLD YOUR LIFE WILL ALWAYS BE WITHIN IN THIS LAND YOU ARE GIVEN CHOICE AND WHEN I DIE, I WILL TAKE YOUR SIN WHEN MY LIFE ENDS, YOURS WILL BEGIN TWO IN MY WRIST, ONE IN MY FEET LIFE COULD HAVE BEEN BLISS BUT HOW I FEEL DEFEAT I SHOUT OUT LOUD TO MY FATHER THROUGH MY TEARS WHY DO YOU FORSAKEN ME AS MY FLESH IS PIERCED WITH A SPEAR I AM KING I WEAR THE CROWN OF THORNS AND TO MY FATHERS CHILDREN I AM SWORN FOR THE URGE OF KILLING, LIFE IS BORN YOU SHALL BE TEMPTED, BUT BE TEMPTED NOT LIVE LIFE OF FAITH SOMETHING THAT CAN NEVER BE BOUGHT MY LOVE TO ALL RACE IF YOU EVER FEEL YOU LIVE IN THE LAND OF THE LOSS SEEK FOR ME, THE ONE ON THE CROSS I HAVE BEEN AWARDED A THROWN TO SIT BY THE RIGHT HAND OF GOD IF ITS FOR YOUR FAITH TO BE STONED TAKE YOUR PERSECUTION I TELL YOU, YOU ARE NOT ALONE YOU WILL BE GIVEN THE KEY TO MY GATES TO JOIN ME, WHERE NO ONE HAS A FACE SO JOIN ME, IN MY HOUSE OF GRACE

Music:

MichaelRaise your head above the soil Let your eyes see pass the turmoil Your kingdom is waiting upon your return Map out your journey straight through the land of ashes that burn Do not set your compass around the mountains of sin It will only delay your conquest at its end Knowledge spoke with the wise wisdom and decided your destiny That struggle and burden will never let you rest easy You were Gods first creation With the hands of war, a heart of loyalty and a mouth of a king You were named Michael Which means “who is like god” in Hebrew you were born with a crown on your head and a sword in your hand Destine to fight those who thirst for the blood red and to protect the mothers land You need not ask, but demand for you are the Pharaoh of prophecy Sent to complete your odyssey You feel mans pain and wish to consol their fears This is why you stay in the rain trying to replicate their tears But you were never built to feel affection only emotion Raise your head above the soil Let your eyes see pass the turmoil Your kingdom is waiting upon your return Gabriel will inform you of the king of kings deliverance At this time you shall not part Till every soul has been judged by their heart The seven horsemen under your authority shall act in order accordingly At this time take all seven stones placed in your crown and cast them into the seven seas Then the morning star will have his way with the rest Keep your obedience Michael You mustn’t even raise your neck Put away your sword and wash your hands Even though you hear the screams of man in all distant lands You must ignore their pain and don’t think to consol their fears Your battle for man is at its end even though they burn Let them alone Your kingdom is waiting upon your return Michael, come back home

Movies:

Catch 22

In this life I'm starting to learn
I'm Damned if I don't and Damned if I do
It cuts deeper then knives and it's starting to burn
Wondering to what, or to who that I have to prove
and this is to whom it may concern
Pretty soon I'm going to have to pick up and move
Gambling with my life waiting my turn
I will struggle all that it is, but I will not lose
I think it's time to spread my wings and take flight
I'm tired of all the things that just don't care
I will try to hold my emotions back with all my might
Into the deep abyss I will stare
and like a zebra can you tell the difference from my stripes
I am a diamond in the dirt, oh so rare
It's time to take some consideration for my life
and without a spark for the fire there is no flare
It's all another day, all another hour
So many wasted steps upon my path
The sweet sent of your words taste so very sour
but in the end I will have my wrath
This love is starting to make me feel like a coward
I need honor and respect, that I don't recieve from my very own staff
This knowledge that I recieve gives me no power
I hear the wise wisdom starting to laugh
and untill I find something to replace you
I will always be in this Catch 22
Damned if I don't and Damned if I do
and untill I find something to erase you
I will always be in this Catch 22
Damned if I don't and Damned if I do

There’s only two more shots left to sip

As I turn over the fifth and watch the sorrow drip

I smell the anger in the air tonight as truthful lies saturate my lips

The heart of a lion is ready to fight infatuated with the pain that gives

The dark elegance of bitter wine is distracted by the mind that lives

A bitter sweet world that’s attracted by ones time within

Before you think the last breath is over, it has just began

Destruction winks at loves rollercoaster which must come to an end

In time torn hearts shall mend

don’t tell me anymore fairytales my friend

I’m all grown up now, no more pretend

Television:

Breathe for meSit down close your mouth & open your ears Let your mind scream loud be proud & wipe those tears didn’t you know courage came from fear This aint Georgie Pourgie kiss the girls & make them cry & who ever told you, you were lower than dirt Told you a lie Because I am the Dert & I stay alive I spit on the Hurst that passes me by Dieing to give me a ride Even though you get chopped at the knees & took off your feat Still feel not defeat From the land that produces grain will always offer you a morsel to eat I am a man who sheds tears with the rain So you wont see my pain I don’t want you to be touched by the water from the sky of sorrows I want you to live for what’s not promised to you and that’s tomorrowHow are you living
You fall fast asleep to everything and awake to nothing Your dreams fulfill your conscious more than your reality You waist your breath and thoughts on fixations of self ovations You have fine taste of ambition, but cant stomach the patients Everyone running around with hidden agendas within What if you knew for certain tomorrow will never rise again How are you living Rush our traffic its all but a habit to reach that 9to5 Useless arguments with love ones that brings tears behind those eyes Breaking off commitments and cutting off all ties don’t try to save face by converting to a new faith of understanding The addiction of your leisure’s has overdosed and left you abandoned
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A Pisces Dream
The past has fallen in the wet grass
Its calling for reasons so fast
Summers pollen fly’s away at last
My emotions are there but you are not
The ocean waves are fair but you are not
Loves potion wares and I am left with only the memory
But you are not
The power of life lives strong
The hour of trifle lives wrong
The tower of love sings this song
I am a Pisces so set me in the water in a rainy day
Let me fly through the currents so that I may pray
Alone of anger sets the sky gray
Tears fall asking for you to stay
Tiresome eyes wants a pillow to lay
Weak and alone
Cast me the ground a stone
For it will feel at home
Alone and weak
Cast me the dream a vision
For it may sleep
I was once the shepherd that’s now a sheep
Once a leopard that’s in too deep
Stay with me Lord for you will see
Stay with me Spirit for I wont be weak
Stay with me Dream for I may not sleep
I am the King of sorrows
Hoping for another day tomorrow
But only if your love I can barrow
I am in dept of this love
Trying to make payments when I slept
Waking to an empty dream
The clouds in the sky scream
Lightning strikes the wet grass
And electricity attacks my past
Summers pollen fly’s away at last

THEY JUST DON'T KNOW
they say you don't try
they say you don't care
it takes effort from you, to cry
it takes effort from you, to stare
they say you can be better and amount to so much more
all you notice is your emotion is the weather that creates the storm
your smile can shine bright and create such life
you walk the long mile at a distance at your own stride
constant reminder of the lost that once was
to begin to rewind time is the end of your fine line
they say you don't try
they say you don't care
it takes effort from you to cry
it ta kes effort from you to stare
they say you need to wake up, because whats coming is much more greater then pain
well, they just don't know whats coming has already came, left and coming again
you have been immune to whats near and can't seem to escape the same tear
oh, how they wish you were the old you
and oh how you miss the view thats no longer true
THEY SAY, THEY SAY
well, i say don't try to cry and don't care to stare
and lets see if they make the effort to still be there
Words From a King to A Princess

I stand, to set my Crown down
In my land, looking around
and this is what I found
Those precious eyes, your forever giving lips, your beautiful smile
I close my eyes to see your face but only to open them to see so much more
Those three little words, i love you
How about I say I love you princess to make it four
Please, for my love don't dismiss it for I will only love you forever more
I know it can be hard to deal with a King and his ways
But many diamonds come in many rings and many tastes
You probably wonder why my sky is gray
and I reply, life just be that way
But know you are the light
You are my sushine
Soon to be wife
Soon to be all mine
From time to time I would love to wine and dine
But at this time I will recognize what I find
Or should I say found
A Princess beneath
and to you my lady
Here is my Crown