Myspace Layouts For Girls Only - MyGirlySpace.comBefore I was a Mum I never tripped over toys or forgot words to a lullaby. I didn't worry whether or not my plants were poisonous. I never thought about immunizations. Before I was a Mum - I had never been puked on. Pooped on. Chewed on. Peed on. I had complete control of my mind and my thoughts. I slept all night. Before I was a Mum I never held down a screaming child so doctors could do tests. Or give shots. I never looked into teary eyes and cried. I never got gloriously happy over a simple grin.I never sat up late hours at night watching a baby sleep. Before I was a Mum I never held a sleeping baby just because I didn't want to put it down. I never felt my heart break into a million pieces when I couldn't stop the hurt. I never knew that something so small could affect my life so much. I never knew that I could love someone so much. I never knew I would love being a Mum. Before I was a Mum - I didn't know the feeling of having my heart outside my body. I didn't know how special it could feel to feed a hungry baby.I didn't know that bond between a mother and her child. I didn't know that something so small could make me feel so important and happy. Before I was a Mum - I had never gotten up in the middle of the night every 10 minutes to make sure all was okay. I had never known the warmth, The joy, The love, The heartache, The wonderment or the satisfaction of being a Mum. I didn't know I was capable of feeling so much before I was a Mum.I am 26 years old and a proud parent to my 4 year old daughter. I love art and creativity and anything pink and sparkly. I'm very spiritual, have bee reading tarot cards since i was 12. My taste in Music is random,A BIT OF EVERYTHING but mostly smooth RnB. I do a bit of writing here and there, used to write loads while i was younger before i had my daughter but now time is limited. I also make jewellery and mini art cards. I used to also do a bit of sculpting. I have studied GNVQ's both Intermediate and Advanced in Health and Social care and also a HE in Criminal & Youth justice. I'm also starting to get into a bit of modeling to get a portfolio together....exciting ey!. I am not on here for a guy...or some cheap chat! If i wanted that i already know plenty of guys!. I'm here to network with people into the same kinda things as myself or intersted in the same things as myself.
When I stand up for myself and my beliefs, they call me a bitch. When I stand up for those I love, they call me a bitch. When I speak my mind, think my own thoughts, or do things my own way, they call me a bitch. Being a bitch means that I am free to be the wonderful creature that I am, with all my own intricacies, contradictions, quirks and beauty.Being a bitch means I won't compromise what's in my heart. It means I live my life MY way. It means I won't allow anyone to step on me. When I refuse to tolerate injustice and speak up against it, I am defined as a bitch.The same thing happens when I take time for myself instead of being everyone's maid, or when I act a little selfish.I am proud to be a bitch! It means I have the courage and strength to allow myself to be who I truly am and won't become anyone else's idea of what they think I "should" be.I am outspoken, opinionated, and determined.I want what I want, and there is nothing wrong with that! So try to stomp on me, try to douse my inner flame, try to squash every ounce of beauty I hold within me. You won't succeed. And if that makes me a bitch, so be it. I embrace the title and am proud to bear it.
HE CAN COMMIT, JUST NOT TO YOU - Stephanie MySpace Blog
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