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Supposedly I'm a nice person...with my bad moments. I'll think something over ten times before actually doing it.........or do it right away and then regret it. Im Dominican and French (for lack of a better word). I only like funny people, or someone who can keep my attention....so if you can't do either just dont waste my time. I love my music...everything except for techno n country. I like to write and to read...although some may find that strange. I'm terrified of trusting...so people learn to give me time. Strange things get me happy...like fitting rooms and organizing. I can't make decisions, even if my life depended on it. I find comfort in being alone yet i seem to seek company whenever possible. I very rarely give up but i think about doing it everyday. The sun makes me sneeze....and i cant wink or whistle. I love my family to death no matter what I do or say. I like driving golf carts in the dr....while singing with my friends to make up for there being no radio. Chavon will always be my second home....n i feel extremely content when im there. Even if you took out all my family and friends that feeling wont go away. I guess it's just one of those places where you feel at home or peaceful without having to try. I love animals...mainly because I find they know something us humans will never figure out. I love to play softball...not just because we get to wear tight pants. I dont particularly enjoy surprises ...and I hate when people sing me Happy Birthday. I'm afraid of becoming less than what I want to be....and excited to see how it all turns out. I should probably take my own advice...but why avoid a life lesson..rite? I think ginger tastes like Dial soap...dont ask me why. I think Grey's Anatomy is possibly the best show ever created and Ben Stiller never fails to crack me up. I think that forgiveness is attainable but it is comepletely useless to try to forget. I think that smoothies are a gift to earth and my great grandmother is the best cook alive.....as well as the sweetest person to grace me. I think I'm extremely lucky to have such great friends. No one will ever know me better than Rachael and no one will ever understand me more than Jared. I am addicted to chapstick....and I'm not thinking about quiting anytime soon. I hate not remembering being a child...because that is the one thing I miss most. I choose not to understand the concept of loss...at times its easier that way. I always notice the little things you do...even if I dont mention it at the time. I hate the fact that if you love someone you want them to be happy, even if its not with you. I've accepted the fact that timing is everything...no matter how hard you may try. I love to collect things that remind me of people...so when they leave me I'm not completely lost. I like to drink coffee....probably because it makes me feel older than I am. I like doing good deeds.....still knowing they don't and never will make up for my sins. At times I underestimate how much people care....but then it gives me a nice surprise when I find out how much they actually do. I cry...for the smallest reasons....that hold the biggest memories...or lack thereof. I laugh....even if things aren't funny....because it makes my day go by a lot easier. I miss not caring what people thought of me. I'm scared of what might happen when I fall in love...but I'm still willing to find out. And this list will probably never end....but I also dont have all dayI edited my profile at Doobix.com
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