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Vicky and I rock the fucking photobooth."Those three words are said too much. They're not enough."
Currently: dreading how it all ended and how my weak spot was revealed. Believes: TRYING to believe that it's not supposed to hurt this much. Wishes: that I didn't have to feel this way. Loves: that I have really good friends who won't ever leave me. Hates: that I can't stop loving that one person who hurt me... but I can't blame him for anything.. width="425" height="350" ..I'm currently in love with Katherine Moennig... The L Word is the SHIT... width="425" height="350" ../ROSELAND BALLROOM: Storyoftheyear. Lostprophets. Anberlin.
/KNITTING FACTORY: Hidden in Plain View. El Jezel. Spitalfield. Waking AShland. This Day & Age. Panic! At The Disco. The Honorary Title. Cobra Starship. Straylight Run. Gym Class Heroes.
/IRVING PLAZA: Story of the year. Spitalfield. Funeral For A Friend. Anberlin. Lostprophets.
/FUSE STUDIOS: Story of the year.
/CURIOSA FESTIVAL: The Cure. Thursday. MUSE. Interpol.
/The CONTINENTAL: Waking Ashland. Spitalfield. Sunset West.
/VIRGIN MEGASTORE IN-STORE: Panic! At the Disco. The Academy Is... Head Automatica (2)
/HARD ROCK CAFE: Hoobastank. BAMBOOZLE FESTIVAL: HIPV. Valencia. This Day & Age. The Pink Spiders. Thursday. Fall Out Boy.
/HAMMERSTEIN BALLROOM: MUSE
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I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo
A Combusting RadioheadI love watching my favorite musicians going WILD on stage..."My mind's a better author than I could ever be."
"We live like vampires and we love like killers. we all die like infants and we trust like mirrors."
"I wear this crown of shit, the only thing that's real. // ...My empire of dirt. I will let you down, I will make you hurt. If I could start again a million miles away I would start again, I will find a way."
"I am an illusion, a mirage of sorts. A collection of memories scattered on your floor... so quickly you forgot, how pathetic I remember..."
"Head like a hole, black as your soul, I'd rather die than give you control. Bow down before the one you serve. You're gonna get what you deserve."
"there's a hole in the trust that we mapped out in my bed for six full months"
"I would stop time to stay with you, I would stop time so we don't move."
"You're a million ways to be cruel..."
"Come and I'll take you under these beautiful bruises colors. everything fades in time it's true."
"It's sadder than the saddest movie I ever saw but without the beauty so I stopped watching, I stopped caring. I lost all interest and I stopped wearing these plastic smiles I splash my hands clean, forget that you forgot about me..."
"Pardon me while I burst into flames. I've had enough of the world and its people's mindless games."
"People are people so why should it be? You and I should get along so awfully."
"You are the best drink i never should have drunk. You are the body hiding in the trunk // Like a car crash I see but I just can't avoid."
"All our sins come back to haunt us in the end to hang around, tap us on the shoulder and smile, silent. It's all implied, 'you'll die trying to live this out. you might as well forget it.' 'cause I'm convinced giving in is the worst thing there is. So we bottled and shelved all our regrets, let them ferment and came back to our senses. Drove back home, slept a few days, woke up and laughed at how stupid we used to be."
" I was scared to death of eternity. I was saved by grace but destroyed by naivety and I lied to myself and say it was for the best. Faith is replaced with a logic so cold. I disregarded what I was now that it's over. and I know much more than I did back then but the more I learn, the more I can't understand. I've become content with this life that I lead where I drink too much and don't believe in much of anything and I lied to myself and say it's for the best."
"Bite my lip and close my eyes, take me away to paradise."
"We're the therapists pumping through your speakers delivering just what you need... We're the chemist who found the formula to make your heart swell and burst... I'll keep singing this lie if you'll keep believing it..."
"I've got more wit, a better kiss, a hotter touch, a better FUCK than any boy you'll ever meet, sweetie you HAD me."
"I'm not breaking down, I'm breaking out."
"You seem to find the dark when everything is bright. You look for all that's wrong instead of all that's right. does it feel good to you to rain on my parade? ...If I were you, holding the world right in my hands, the first thing I'd do is thank the stars for all that I have... if I were you. So what's it going to take for you to realize? It all can go away in one blind of an eye. It happens all the time."
"the bridges are crumbled, the water soaks into rocks and fell at the bottom of the road (at the end of the time). The time that we lived in, the memories shaken apart from the weeds that grew over the sidewalks- running away from the streets we knew... like the time we thought was made for you. Out in the front porch watching the cars as they go by (18 blue 21 grey). looking ahead for the first that we could drive out on our own to speed away..."
"The light looks good again the briuses on your cheeks, another medal that you have to wear this week."
"This could be a movie, this could be our final act. We don't need these happy endings."
"We flirt with the tiniest notion of self conclusion and one simplifying motion. See the trick is that you're never supposed to act on it no matter unbearable this misery gets. You make it sound so easy to be alive. tell me how am I supposed to cease this day when everything inside of me has died?"
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: Keeko.O Nakadai
Birthday: December 26th 1990
Birthplace: Flushing, Queens
Current Location: TriBeCa - Downtown Manhattan
Eye Color: Brown
Hair Color: Current: Dirty brown. this will change next season.
Height: 5 ft? I really don't care anymore. I've been the short one my whole fucking life
Right Handed or Left Handed: right
Your Heritage: Japanese. Most people like to think generally- 'ASIAN.'
The Shoes You Wore Today: (Most) Asian families don't allow shoes in their houses...
Your Weakness: that's hard...
Your Fears: tomorrow.
Your Perfect Pizza: thin and crispy
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: I don't like goals
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: haha or yeah
Thoughts First Waking Up: FUCK. I need caffine.
Your Best Physical Feature: I'm no fucking barbie doll.
Your Bedtime: when I feel like sleeping.
Your Most Missed Memory: when I saw The Cure at the Curiosa Festival
Pepsi or Coke: as long as it's caffeinated
MacDonalds or Burger King: neither.
Single or Group Dates: as long as I have LOTS of fun with interesting people...
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: as long as it's not too sweet
Chocolate or Vanilla: I like both...
Cappuccino or Coffee: GET MY COFFEE. NOW!
Do you Smoke: I don't need to smoke. I'm 2nd hand smoking everyfuckingday.
Do you Swear: ... nope.
Do you Sing: when I'm happy.
Do you Shower Daily: I love showers.
Have you Been in Love: fortunately, yes.
Do you want to go to College: yeah
Do you want to get Married: let me think about it. It's most likely a 'no'
Do you belive in yourself: belive? BELIVE? no
Do you get Motion Sickness: unfortunately, yeah. one of the worst things about me.
Do you think you are Attractive: the question is: Do YOU think I'm attractive? (RHETORICAL QUESTION!)
Are you a Health Freak: sometimes. I mean, perfection's not my thing, but health is important...
Do you get along with your Parents: Mother, yeah. Father- no.
Do you like Thunderstorms: as long as I'm with someone I like
Do you play an Instrument: drums... sometimes piano but I quit private lessons long time ago after being abused
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: yeah. I just... don't remember
In the past month have you Smoked: thanks to my mother and sisters
In the past month have you been on Drugs: I don't need those. I have this dangerous, orgasmic drug called CAFFINE everyday.
In the past month have you gone on a Date: yeah
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: no I don't really like shopping
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: ew
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: probably
In the past month have you been on Stage: no... not in the past month.
In the past month have you been Dumped: by a friend, yes.
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: no. I wish I did
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: no
Ever been Drunk: hahahaha... oh man
Ever been called a Tease: yeah many times, but I don't know what they're talking about...haha
Ever been Beaten up: yeah many times by people who should burn in hell
Ever Shoplifted: no
How do you want to Die: in bed after sex...? At a concert perhaps?
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: actress or a musician
What country would you most like to Visit: Japan
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: I don't care
Favourite Hair Color: I don't care
Short or Long Hair: as long as it looks good on them
Height: same as or taller than me
Weight: as long as he or she is not overweight and depressed about it
Best Clothing Style: who needs clothes?
Number of Drugs I have taken: what does this have to do with what I want to see in a boy or a girl?
Number of CDs I own: ... a tower
Number of Piercings: three hopefully I wil get more
Number of Tattoos: none. really want one though
Number of things in my Past I Regret: I shouldn't be thinking about them
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