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break the cycle

Crowded rooms seem so empty The color on the wall turns grey your soul is about to collapse your hea

About Me


Home |Browse C |Invite |Film |Mail |Blog |Favorites |Forum |Groups |Events |Videos |Music |Comedy |Classifieds clutching my hands, nails at my skin, the rules of the game, come crashing in. my broken mind, my broken soul, your fucking lies, i sold every bit so we go. watch me bleed, watch me suffer, the game never changes, my hearts on the floor bleeding, for your silly smile. watch my head explode, going upward, then back on the floor, it's bleeding, the blood trickles on the wall, open your heart, and watch me fall apart. i never wanted it this way, don't you know i try so hard to make you, listen, you never listen, nobody listens, no body cares. they all just stare, at the sad sight i am, a loser with no mind, no home, no don't remind me, i know better, its all my fault, i should of tried harder from the very start, but they watch me, they kill me, push me down, i cant help my situation,, no life no, no life, nothing at all, just me, in discontent, watch as they stare at me, they stare at me, they stare at me, what a loser i am, i am, oh i am, death, dead, dead. hold my soul above my head, shoot it ten times instead, they walk in front of me and laugh, and kick me in the face, spit on me, shoot me, kill me, you don't care anyway. so what's the difference, i'm in pain, it never goes away, you just laugh at me, you laugh at me oh.... sorry i never predicted that this was the end of our relationship, i tried to make it better, to make it better. no one listens, no one cares, they all just stare, and laugh, then walk away, what's the big deal, i'm just a loser.......

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TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: Britney Manson
Birthday: september 29th
Birthplace: Escondido
Current Location: Van Nuys
Eye Color: Blue
Hair Color: Red
Height: 5'8
Right Handed or Left Handed: both
Your Heritage: russian irish
The Shoes You Wore Today: sandles w/ skulls
Your Weakness: animals
Your Fears: losing my self
Your Perfect Pizza: mushrooms and cheese
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: get married
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: lol
Thoughts First Waking Up: holy fuck why am i up
Your Best Physical Feature: eyes and maybe my boobs
Your Bedtime: whenever i drop
Your Most Missed Memory: my mother
Pepsi or Coke: pepsi
MacDonalds or Burger King: mcdonalds
Single or Group Dates: single
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: lipton
Chocolate or Vanilla: vanilla
Cappuccino or Coffee: cappuccino
Do you Smoke: sometimes when extremely bored
Do you Swear: every second of the day
Do you Sing: badly
Do you Shower Daily: yes but i like baths
Have you Been in Love: yes
Do you want to go to College: went to college
Do you want to get Married: yes
Do you belive in yourself: yes
Do you get Motion Sickness: no
Do you think you are Attractive: sometimes
Are you a Health Freak: yes
Do you get along with your Parents: no
&..39;Do you like Thunderstorms:' yes
Do you play an Instrument: no
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol:
In the past month have you Smoked:
In the past month have you been on Drugs: yes
In the past month have you gone on a Date: yes
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: yes
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: no
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: yes
In the past month have you been on Stage: yes
In the past month have you been Dumped: no
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: yes
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: no
Ever been Drunk: yes
Ever been called a Tease: yes
Ever been Beaten up: no
Ever Shoplifted: yes
How do you want to Die: something gruesome and horrible, so you will remember me or atleast the way i died
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: appreciative to be alive
What country would you most like to Visit: europe-vienna
In a Boy..
Favourite Eye Color: blue
Favourite Hair Color: dark brown
Short or Long Hair: long
Height: 6 feet plus
Weight: not skinn but not fat
Best Clothing Style: punk
Number of Drugs I have taken: 5
Number of CDs I own: i dunno i burn then lose em it a cycle
Number of Piercings: 2 in my ears
Number of Tattoos: 13
Number of things in my Past I Regret: i would love to say i regret things but i wouldnt be who i am today if they didnt happen

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Wings of fire embrace me Trying to analyze the signs on the wall Still it means nothing On the floor, with my head in my hands, Trying to understand, But there’s no answers. There’s no answers.Maybe, I should have figured it out Maybe there’s no sense at all Just an endless path of dreams Crushed down and destroyed by faith I’m shouting out your name in my sleep But you hear nothingHer beauty, clean as water Poison my soul Like a drug, tear apart my existence I’ll deny, I’ll resist I’ll survive- exist Seven days of rain, raining on my shoulders Should I accept that my throne lies in ruins I’ll deny, I’ll resist I’ll survive- existShould I accept the punishment When I’ve done nothing Should I accept the flattering words When I never deserved it Should I accept the clouded sky When I know – there’s the sun behind it Should I allow my blood to circulate – when I want it to stopHer beauty, clean as water Poison my soul Like a drug, tear apart my existence I’ll deny, I’ll resist I’ll survive- exist Send days of rain, raining on my shoulders Should I accept that my throne lies in ruins I’ll deny, I’ll resist I’ll survive- existI’ll deny, I’ll resist I’ll survive- existJust because there are things I don’t remember, Doesn’t mean that my actions are meaningless The world doesn’t just disappear when you close your eyes, does it?

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List of My Tattoos

Tattoos base of neck:vincit qui se vincit -latin for: he conquers who conquers himself back of neck:chaos star w/ skull in the middle left upper arm: resolved to ruin or rule the state le...
Posted by break the cycle on Fri, 07 Jul 2006 02:34:00 PST

i found this very entertaining

ONEIf you're ugly,stop acting like you don't know it.The captions under you picture that says"top model pose""sexy bitch""arnt i hot"doesn't convince anyone.TWOTo the people who have like 25,000 frien...
Posted by break the cycle on Mon, 17 Apr 2006 04:59:00 PST