Auburok - ProfilesArchive

About Me

I am a man, though, not like any other man. I share the same organs as a man. I share the same lusts as a man. I share the same capacity for wisdom as a man. It's the molecular differences that seem to sway me from general disarray which is "man".
My humanity is stifled, at best. I've come to cast away things that are considered basic needs. The need for constant approval. The need for mental busy work to feel validated as intelligent. I need no validation. I will come, and leave, as I am. Even if I try to alter any objectively persistent habit, it's still something that's encompassed within my nature. It wasn't an act of god, nor was it from a supposed "life-changing" event. The will to do something shouldn't be compromised by lack of motivation. Any potential to do great or small, is almost predestined within someone.
Despite my outspoken opinion, I don't see myself as hard to get along with. I enjoy all walks of company, and I judge based on the caliber of honor someone has. The refuse is easily sorted these days.

My Interests

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I'd like to meet:

Anyone worth conversation, no matter how brief it may be.

Music:

Under Construction:

AC/DC, Aerosmith, Alice in Chains, Billy Idol, Blue Ã–yster Cult, The Clash, The Cure, Danzig, Deep Purple, Depeche Mode, Dethklok, Don Henly, Dragonforce, Duran Duran, Europe, Garbage, Grandmaster Flash, Guns n' Roses, Judas Priest, KISS, Living Color, Lockjaw, MDP, Melt Banana, Men Without Hats, Motorhead, New Order, Nine Inch Nails, The Pixies, Placebo, Poison, Portishead, The Ramones, Rammstein, Richard Cheese, Robert Palmer, Romeo Void, Rush, The Sex Pistols, Simon Viklund, She Wants Revenge, The Smiths, Soft Cell, Stray Cats, VNV Nation, Zeromancer.

My Blog

It’s been a while.

As assumed, I've been busy.Work, family, death, wrought-iron cages. But if made right even the most imprisoning birthright stipulations can be beautiful when one takes time out of the focus on sufferi...
Posted by Auburok on Sun, 20 Jul 2008 02:36:00 PST

Crystal Vision

The heat streaks rule the skies. The clouds have been usurped by the smoke. The horizon is crimson, yet, the sun is straight above.He stands alone in a ruined street; the modest buildings around lay i...
Posted by Auburok on Fri, 08 Feb 2008 03:17:00 PST

Askew

Reality is twisted daily for some, more often for several more.The small things that make up your day can be so different in a flash of crimson. Anything you're willing to bleed for, figu...
Posted by Auburok on Wed, 30 Jan 2008 09:59:00 PST

Plannable.

Things tend to happen for whatever reasons they do. Losing jobs, deaths, inventions of mind and spirit, love, moving away, new careers, break ups and completely shutting off.Humanit...
Posted by Auburok on Thu, 24 Jan 2008 07:04:00 PST

Hand-off.

I've decided to go full force on one of my New Year's resolutions. I've always thought of blogs as a cry for attention. Some people moreso than others. It's all in the wording and disclosure. I will c...
Posted by Auburok on Tue, 22 Jan 2008 11:27:00 PST

Be Where You Stand

During the course of any mortal strand, occurances of a great variety pile like ash on to the thinnest means of support. Each life is as frail as the next; no amount of bone or sinew could give you th...
Posted by Auburok on Sun, 20 Jan 2008 11:34:00 PST

Changes.

Many, many things have changed in the past several months.My car died, got a new one. Lost my apartment. Shifted to a new job. Met some new people, weeded out even more. It's been an odd sort of end o...
Posted by Auburok on Sat, 12 Jan 2008 11:47:00 PST

Burning.

I may be able to move on soon.Because the anger is beginning to build up.I remember when I had this strength before. I've missed it so. I've become weak without it.Stuffing down my problems was a new ...
Posted by Auburok on Sun, 16 Dec 2007 03:57:00 PST

That Haunting Melody

Your work is never entirely done,With obscure tides of turmoil, so deep,While others fumble, fuss, and run,You steel, you stand tall, and never creep,A glance has done you little favor,As you're soon ...
Posted by Auburok on Fri, 07 Dec 2007 12:58:00 PST

Wednesday.

So, as my last blog scratched; my birthdays have a history of being lonely and depressing. Some of my lonelist memories are of my past five birthdays. Having a girlfriend and wanting to go do somethin...
Posted by Auburok on Tue, 27 Nov 2007 01:48:00 PST