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Magdalena

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About Me

The black colour to me is the mystery of man, something undiscovered within the human nature, that cannot be named, or encapsulated by any field of knowlegde (apart from philosophy maybe), combination of peace and quiet with chaos, harmony and rebellion, battle and no battle. Contradictions from which flow great wisdom and truth of life. If there is one. Colour that cleanses and requires peace. Because I’m searching for peace, name it spiritual, I like this sheltering camouflage...
I took liking in Stachura’s thought: “So I’ve seen all this brighness beyond the window, but still I couldn’t describe the feeling I had, seeing all this: the whole brightness. Not sadness, not despair, not fear, not terror, not indifference, and not joy, not hope, not peace and not rapture, but what?” Professionally I am a clarinettist. I love sounds, but much more the sound of words...
Kolor czarny to dla mnie tajemnica czlowieka, cos co w ludzkiej naturze nie odkryte, czego nie mozna nazwac i ujac chyba w zadnej nauce (moze w filozofii jedynie), polaczenie ciszy i spokoju z chaosem, zgoda i bunt, walka i brak walki. Same sprzecznosci a w nich wielka madrosc i zyciowa prawda. Jesli taka istnieje. Kolor oczyszczajacy i wymagajacy duzo spokoju. Poniewaz szukam jakiegos spokoju, niechby i duchowego, lubie te barwe ochronna...
Bliska mi refleksja Stachury: "Wiec widzialem za oknem cala jaskrawosc, ale ciagle nie moglem okreslic tego uczucia, jakie odczuwalem, ze widze to wszystko: cala jaskrawosc. Nie smutek, nie beznadzieja, nie strach, nie przerazenie, nie obojetnosc i nie radosc, nie nadzieja, nie spokój i nie zachwyt, nie uniesienie, ale co?" Z hm... nazwijmy to "zawodu" jestem klarnecistka. Kocham dzwieki, ale zdaje sie, ze bardziej jednak slowa...
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My Interests

Thinking, Music, Movies, Literature, Poetry, Photography, Art, Philosophy, Psychology, Culture

I'd like to meet:

Polish writer Adam Mickiewicz wrote once, that each of us has one’s own tone. It is not a metaphore. My tone is “d”. D minor to be more precise. I would like to meet people sounding in d minor, no matter how ambiguous this may sound.

Adam Mickiewicz pisal, ze kazdy z nas ma swoj ton. To nie przenosnia. Moj to podobno d, takie bardziej dmoll. Chcialabym poznac ludzi dmollowych, jakkolwiek dwuznacznie to slowo brzmi

Music:

Muzyki slucham roznej. Raczej tej, ktora mi sie podoba, niz tej ktora wypada. Staram sie nie robic barier metal, jazz czy ambient aczkolwiek wciskacze typu hip-hop czy pop po prostu mi nie wchodza. W muzyce lubie zjawiskowosc i ogien. Ot i co.

Movies:

INSTITUTE BENJAMENTA, Fanny and Alexander, Amarcord, La Strada, Amores Perros, 21 Grams, Koyaanisqatsi, The Fountain, The Bridges of Madison County, Blue Velvet, Piano, Apocalypse Now, Dogville, Reqiem for a dream, Burnt by the Sun, A Short Film About Love, A Short Film About Killing, Three Colours: Red, White, Blue, The Double Life of Veronique, Dancer in the Dark, Breaking the Waves, Young Adam, Requiem for a dream, Lisbon Story, Buena Vista Social Club, Lost in translation, Garden State, Welcome To Sarajewo, Babel, Lost Highway, Andrey Rublyov, Magnolia, L.A. Confidential, Seven, The Departed, Coffee & Cigarettes, Grizzly Man, Big Lebowski, Wallace & Gromit, Monty Python, Baza ludzi umarlych, Ziemia obiecana, Wrony, Diably, diably, Pokuszenie, Day of the Wacko, The Heart Is a Lonely Hunter, Cinema Paradiso, The Thin Red Line. Almost everything this directors: Martin SCORSESE, Robert ALTMAN, Etan&Joel COEN, Ingmar BERGMAN, Federico FELLINI, Werner HERZOG, Woody ALLEN, Francis Ford COPPOLA, HITCHCOCK, Mike LEIGH, David LYNCH, Milos FORMAN, Andriej TARKOVSKI, Krzysztof KIESLOWSKI, Dorota KEDZIERZAWSKA, Jane CAMPION, Akira KUROSAWA, Darren ARONOVSKY.

Books:

Fyodor Dostoevsky, Franz Kafka, Gabriel Garcia Marquez, Hermann Hesse, Wiktor Pielewin, Michail Bulhakow, Milan Kundera, Josif Brodski, Emily Dickinson, William Blake, Wislawa Szymborska, Hans Christian Andersen, Waldemar Lysiak. And more and more gloomy writers.

Heroes:

Robert Kincaid? ;-)