Os iusti meditabitur sapientiam,
Et lingua eius loquetur indicium.
Beatus vir qui suffert tentationem,
Quoniqm cum probates fuerit accipient coronam vitae.
Kyrie, ignis divine, eleison
O quam sancta, quam serena,
quam benigma, quam amoena
O castitatis lilium
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UpDaTeD 29 October 2007
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"Its strange to see how different you've become from long ago. Not only physically, but spiritually and mentally aswell. Many say I've changed for the better, seem to look like a brighter happier person, but at the end I don't really feel that way. At times of course, everyone has they're moments of happiness, joy, all with the sense of freedom. Completely carefree. But once you fall back into the world of reality, all that seems to shatter. You see yourself stuck, completely lost, with no way of turning back. The only way to move on is to move forward, never going back. In some ways I'm glad for that, you are completely unaware of what will be ahead of you but you grow stronger and wiser from all the pain lessons come to teach you on that walk. Some pain I wish to do without...but you can't help it, pain comes and goes its just the matter of you not giving up. Always have something to look forward to even if it looks completely hopeless. With the loss of a love I thought it would be completely hopeless too, but at the end it isn't. There was time for many tears but then ended with a thought, a single thought. Its not the end...The story will continue, my path still leads on. Alone at this moment but who knows what lies in wait for me, I just need to keep walking. I see the light at the end, still far from me but its there. My hope, my reason to move on. Whatever that light reveals, be it life, be it death, I'll be happy...for I have reached it."-Gabriela
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