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iXtasis

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am was. by E. E. Cummings am was. are leaves few this. is these a or scratchily over which of earth dragged once -ful leaf. & were who skies clutch an of poor how colding hereless. air theres what immense live without every dancing. singless on- ly a child's eyes float silently down more than two those that and that noing our gone snow gone yours mine . We're alive and shall be:cities may overflow(am was)assassinating whole grassblades,five ideas can swallow a man;three words im -prison a woman for all her now:but we've such freedom such intense digestion so much greenness only dying makes us grow

I'd like to meet:

But we desecrate at a touch! And touch defiles Afloat on the evening tide It's light and it's sadness Growing fainter and fainter Growing fainter and fainter This war of emotion The fate of our age It rains slashed and sweaty To the brow of our death Cut off from despair The true deceitWith dedication With will So purged of purity Perished in the night Where every dream With every hope In someone else Has been betrayedThe passion The devotion The knowing The nothing The echoes The names The sadness The blame - Douglas P.

Music:



Movies:

metropolis, network, pi, american beauty, birth, wild at heart, fire walk with me, lost highway, blue velvet, mulholland drive, the fountain, the machinist, I 3 huckabees, donnie darko, pump up the volume, doom generation, the island, the trial, f is for fake, beyond the valley of the dolls, equilibrium, fear and loathing in las vegas, true romance, rosencrantz and guildenstern are dead, Mrs. Parker and the Vicious Circle, Your Friends and Neighbors, Short Cuts, Playing by Heart, Harold and Maude, Legend, Evil Dead trilogy, Dead Alive, Reanimator, nadja, dead man, requiem for a dream, the shining, the prestige, 300, tetsuo: the iron man, gummo, thx 1138, the sentinel (1977), annie hall, hannah and her sisters, New York Stories... oh yeah, and American Psycho.. I like Fellini movies.. Russ Meyers as well.. Orson Welles was cool.

Television:

CURRENT MOON lunar phases

Books:

"You'll know so much about suffering you will go through rapid cycles of cruelty and kindness, insight and maniacal blindness. You'll probably go mad. Then you'll be sane again. Then you may forget who you are.""Lo, a shadow of horror is risen In Eternity! Unknow, unprolific, self-clos'd, all-repelling: What Demon Hath form'd this abominable void, This soul-shudd'ring vacuum? Some said "It is Urizen." But known, abstracted, Brooding, secret, the dark power hid. Times on times he divided & measur'd. Space by space in his ninefold darkness, Unseen, unknown; changes appear'd. Like desolate mountains, rifted furious By the black winds of perturbation... Dark, revolving in silent activity: Unseen in tormenting passions: An activity unknown and horrible, A self-contemplating shadow, In enormous labours occupied... The petrific, abominable chaos.""Last night two superb Satans, and a not less extraordinary Sataness, climbed the mysterious stairs up which Hell launches it's assaults on the weakness of sleeping man, and communicates with him in secret. Gloriously they stood before me, like actors on a stage. A sulphurous splendor emanated from the three personages thus standing out in relief against the dense background of night. They looked so proud, with so imperious an air, that at first I mistook them for real Gods.""Uncertain hypothesis cannot justify a certain evil unless an equal evil is equally certain on the opposite hypothesis.""Whoever cannot bless, should learn to curse.""It was suffering and incapacity that created all afterworlds-this and that brief madness of bliss which is experienced only by those who suffer most deeply.""Logic, intelligence, and reason could not master the dark forces in man that had a volition of their own and a hidden purpose... Man is bound to be guilty; our reasoning judgment can only intensify our pain, not relieve it. The good that I would I do not; but the evil which I would not, that I do.""For it is the function of consciousness not only to recognize and assimilate the external world through the gateway of the senses, but to translate into visible reality the world within us.""The only thing to love is Fear itself. Love of Fear is the beginning of wisdom. The only thing to love is Fear itself. May Fear and Fear and Fear be everywhere... I am shaken like a leaf in the teeth of glory. His beard is lightening. Lightening is in his eye. His Word charges and illumines the universe. The air crackles with his blue-tongued lightning-haloed angels. His love is the twenty-story leap, the rope at the throat, the knife at the heart. He forgets not his own."

My Blog

love is dying

we are whores killing love cant you feel the blackness in your heart nothing lastsonly pain fake to remember, hold me close, close your eyes, kiss my lips, touch me, tell me that you love me once...
Posted by iXtasis on Mon, 20 Aug 2007 12:13:00 PST

the devil in the black dress..

fell through the center of the earthfingertips brushing through descending apparitionseyes following chasms of my hearts descentI suppose you want to know why I've come here where I chose to be in the...
Posted by iXtasis on Sun, 12 Aug 2007 02:01:00 PST

coldisdance

the cold distance between your eyes and my heartonce ignited passionnow decay and desolationthe cold distance between your touch and my soulpenetrated the pain within as I consumed the final flameI re...
Posted by iXtasis on Sun, 12 Aug 2007 11:50:00 PST

there is no hope

and everything came and came again and then it came over me and i plundered  the depths of consciousness. i swam in vast darkness gasping for breath and screaming for help but the screams of the ...
Posted by iXtasis on Sun, 12 Aug 2007 10:01:00 PST

flesh serenade

retched, this anguished heart from my bodystapled eyes closedtied me to the bed postslegs sprawledresonating lamentations my guilt in black and whitestabbing my wound with a dull bladeflesh serenade-s...
Posted by iXtasis on Sun, 12 Aug 2007 12:59:00 PST

ghost destruction

mind, dark distortionflesh, unclean soul, corrosive, flammablelost vision night stream glaring motion under lights blurredmyself, falling inward then backwatching her ghost fade into recent pastdissip...
Posted by iXtasis on Sun, 12 Aug 2007 12:24:00 PST

Milton and Blake: A Preliminary Investigation on Influence

In this essay, I argue that while Blake took freely from Milton on matters concerning organized religion (especially in regards to ceremony, conformity, and in anti-clergical sentiment), that when it ...
Posted by iXtasis on Fri, 03 Aug 2007 12:37:00 PST

topy transmission

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Posted by iXtasis on Thu, 19 Jul 2007 01:06:00 PST

scott church

http://www.scottchurch.net/
Posted by iXtasis on Mon, 16 Jul 2007 10:47:00 PST

Declaration of Independence

According to my aunt, William Whipple, a signer of the Declaration of Independence, was an ancestor of mine. Whipple being my mothers maiden name.when was the last time you read it?http://www.ushistor...
Posted by iXtasis on Tue, 10 Jul 2007 03:46:00 PST