If I asked you nicely, would you stab me in the neck with a screwdriver? |
Something unseen, hidden away. Not knowing rhe person that beside you lay. Infatuation, not love is what they feel. When you've stolen a heart, whats left to steal? Yet still he continues this charade...
Posted by ... on Sat, 05 Nov 2005 10:14:00 PST |
I Just Want The Fucking World... Is That To Much To Ask For?! |
Forsaken was I when animosity began its rule. Mindless actions betrayed my own will. The remorse felt was ephemeral. Pitying the undeserving seemed immoral. All too familiar is this sense of distortio...
Posted by ... on Sat, 05 Nov 2005 09:51:00 PST |
How Can A Nothing Be An Everything? |
My outlook on everything seems so distorted and I realize this. Everything I have is fading away second by second, minute by minute. Maybe not fading in reality but in my own eyes they are. I ju...
Posted by ... on Sat, 27 Aug 2005 09:15:00 PST |
Im Baaaaaaaaack! |
Well... I have use of the magical internet for the moment.... I am currently in a Holiday Inn Hotel in the middle of nowhere that is Cambridge, Maryland. I am not liking this hotel internet for cursin...
Posted by ... on Mon, 22 Aug 2005 12:59:00 PST |
Erased Void |
Absent faith replaces the devotion. Echos of the voiceless voice linger. The shadows dance amog the light of night. Hold true to all that you think you know. Traded innocense for the unnatural high. E...
Posted by ... on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
Believe in the lies until they become the truth |
Fuck me. Fuck it all. Slice my wrists. Watch it fall. Erase me. Cease this pain. Convert my mind. Make it sane.Lash out. My body is yours. Dig deep into the gushing sores.Answer my prayers. Lost withi...
Posted by ... on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
Rainbow knee highs and sparkly hair |
I feel really empty... Like my life is just going on to merely entertain someone or something but serves no purpose otherwise... Random moments I will speak his name and wonder if he hears me so many ...
Posted by ... on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
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I am so sorry...
Posted by ... on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
Nothing is forever. |
I feel so fucking alone in life right now... Why be in a relationship if you never see or even speak to the person? I can't allow myself to be dependant on someone who is not dependable... ...
Posted by ... on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
Induce the blood. Induce the vomit. Induce the tears. |
I sit here with nothing upon nothing to do. I smoke cigarette after cigarette, I even went to the point of putting make-up on though there is no one to impress. How sad that my life is this ...
Posted by ... on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
