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David Howard

Good news, you are here: the bad news/everyone else is over/there, in the northern hemisphere/where

About Me

Since we don't know one another I'll wear a tie and talk formally, as if this was a job interview.... After working as a pyrotechnic and special effects supervisor for acts like Metallica and Janet Jackson I retired to Purakanui in order to write. (The rural hinter is perfect for this; by getting clear of the social whirl you realise what matters is the dirt under your fingernails.) My collaboration with photographer Fiona Pardington, 'How To Occupy Our Selves' was published by HeadworX in 2003; a draft of the opening poem 'There You Go' featured in 'Best New Zealand Poems 2002' and the full text was set as a fresco for mezzosoprano, reciter and piano trio by the Czech composer Marta Jirackova. 'The Harrier Suite' appeared in 'Best New Zealand Poems 2004' and was collected in 'The Word Went Round' (Otago University Press, July 2006). Recently I collaborated with Brina Jez-Brezavscek on a sound installation in northern Slovenia. My poetry has been translated into German, Italian, Slovene and Spanish. There's a curious homecoming when you approach your own work in a foreign language, as if all languages are dialects of a greater silence. Let's try my bio note in Spanish:David Howard (Nueva Zelanda, 1959) es poeta y editor. Fue director fundador de la revista literaria "Takahe" y ganador (y subsecuente jurado) del Premio Anual otorgado por la Sociedad de Poesía de Nueva Zelanda. Ha sido también ganador del Premio de Poesía Gordon y Gotch y quedó finalista en el Premio de Poesía Davoren Hanna, de Irlanda. Su trabajo poético ha sido reunido en las colecciones "Los mejores poemas de Nueva Zelanda" en los años 2002 y 2004. Ha publicado cinco libros de poesía y su obra poética ha sido musicalizada por los siguientes compositores: Brina Jez-Brezavscek (Eslovenia), Marta Jirackova (Checoslovaquia), Johanna Selleck (Australia), and Franck Vigroux (Francia).- Whatever the language, that's the official version. It reads like a set of performance targets rather than a life. But I don't assume that others are interested in my trivia, nor do I feel compelled to spill my guts to strangers. So, if you want to know more, become a friend. Then we can begin to understand one another rather than pretend that the visible is the real. What we see is rarely what we get, thank God, and the interior is funnier than the exterior. I explore this unoriginal notion here: http://www.otago.ac.nz/deepsouth/2002_01/howard.html

My Interests

- Collaborating with artists who can test my assumptions.- Fire-working: 'The world, an entity out of everything, was created by neither gods nor men, but was, is and will be eternally living fire, regularly becoming ignited and regularly becoming extinguished.' [Heraclitus, c.535-c.475 BC]- Antique brick, which came from the fire, weathered by decades of coal smoke, wind-whipped rain and nameless fungi.- History, because no one can make meaning without context.- Portrait photographs, because they hint at privileged knowledge: 'I could tell you, however....'- And language, how it turns around the world, searching the pockets of discarded jackets for secrets. See, here is a piece of crumpled paper:I’ll ride your smile/ into the night. Here,/take the nails/ from my index fingers/ for security: I’ll come/back. Carefully/ adjust your kiss/ until it slips/under this collar/ bone. Open/my body: pick/ the rib that carries/ the curve of your breast—/set/ that bone between/ an oak and an elm/as a cradle/ for our child.The New Zealand Electronic Poetry Centre, which is hosted by Auckland University, maintains a web resource on my work: http://www.nzepc.auckland.ac.nz/authors/howard/index.asp

I'd like to meet:

If your favourite activity is counting to infinity then apply elsewhere. I don't collect 'friends' as if they were stamps for display in this virtual album. No I won't pay your airfare to America; no I don't (necessarily) want to see your fluorescent thong. Nor do I want to read your 'proof' that the fossil record is a devilish trick. I'm more interested in exploring, with poignant humour and fledgling joy, what Samuel Beckett described [in his novel Molloy] as 'The within, all that inner space one never sees, the brain and the heart and other caverns where thought and feeling dance their sabbath.' So I like people who understand that a life of consumption leaves you with nothing rather than everything. I try to give more than I take, welcoming collaborations with other artists. However frivolous it appears, art is one way of walking the high wire that stretches from the known to the unknown: Draw your spliced eye/ toward the hoist/ hook with the help of a pulley/ block. Tighten it/ and your ribs lift./Now guy wires designate the known./ This wind could move/ mountains? Step out,/ shouldering the magnetic pole/and you control/ all horizons./ Somersault. The line is your spine:/ convex, concave/ as you pursue/the shortest path between two stars.

Music:

Whatever I do there is an impromptu soundtrack that either intensifies or corrects my mood. If you visit here (http://rateyourmusic.com/~maxgate) you'll see that I'm not a completist; I sample rather than devour my favourites. Those who pretend that their preferred performers never went in and out of form are ignoring something we learn as we're hurtling down the birth canal, things change. Not even populist gods like The Beatles recorded albums of uniform value - so how can we trust the judgement of someone who thinks 'Beatles for Sale' is as realised as 'Revolver'?I enjoy classical, jazz, pre-war acoustic blues, and folk. I find pop/rock commodified beyond belief; its reductionist tendencies are too pronounced for me to hear (over and over) again. So my preferred musicians are modest innovators: Johann Sebastian Bach, Paul Bley, Gavin Bryars, R.L. Burnside, Marc-Antoine Charpentier ('I was a musician, considered good among the good and ignorant among the ignorant. And since my condemners were far more numerous than were my admirers, the music rendered me little honour but became a heavy burden to me.'), Alice Coltrane, Kenny Dorham, Esbjorn Svensson Trio, Bill Evans, The Fall, Fennesz, Billy Harper, Roy Harper, The Jean-Paul Sartre Experience, The Kinks, Leonin, Gyorgy Ligeti, Franz Liszt, Magazine, Gustav Mahler, Mississippi Fred McDowell, Jackie McLean, Meredith Monk, Modest Mussorgsky, Maurice Ravel, Steve Reich, Alessandro Scarlatti, Franz Schubert, Small Faces, The Soft Machine, Lepo Sumera, Franck Vigroux, Chris Whitley, and Robert Wyatt - whose 'Sea Song' is a minor miracle:You look different every time you come from the foam-crested brine/ It's your skin shining softly in the moonlight/ Partly fish, partly porpoise, partly baby sperm whale/ Am I yours? Are you mine to play with?/ Joking apart when you're drunk/ You're terrific when you're drunk/ I like you mostly late at night - you're quite all right/But I can't understand the different you/ In the morning when it's time to play at being human for a while/ Please smile!/You'll be different in the spring, I know/ You're a seasonal beast/ Like the starfish that drifted with the tide, with the tide/ So until your blood runs to meet the next full moon/ Your madness fits in nicely with my own, with my own/ Your lunacy fits neatly with my own - my very own/We're not alone...

Movies:

Andrei Tarkovsky, especially Nostalgia and The Mirror: 'Taking occasional puffs on a cigarette, Mother kept her eyes fixed on the road. Somebody walking along the road vanished behind the bush. If he now came out on the left of the bush, then it was HE. If it was on the right, then it was not he, and now he would never come back. He came out on the left hand side of the bush.'

Television:

As proof that hubris exists, I was once production manager for an American cable network (assignment: live satellite uplink broadcasts from remote locations) so, having been inside the belly of the beast, I don't own a television. Apart from art films and quirky documentaries, the medium seems slight yet self-important. Too often it is the graveyard of the imagination.Like most people worth knowing, I can entertain myself. And I would rather watch a snail leaving its trail over the finger of a gardening glove than endure a sit-com; the snail has an earthier humour.

Books:

The peaks: Vicente Aleixandre, Samuel Beckett, Bertolt Brecht, Elizabeth Bishop, Callimachus, Paul Celan, Cyril Connolly, Andre Gide, Guido Gozzano, W.S. Graham, Thom Gunn, Llywarch Hen, Philippe Jaccottet, Osip Mandelstam, Andrew Marvell, Eugenio Montale, Robert Musil, Ovid, Blaise Pascal, Pier Paolo Pasolini, Cesare Pavese, Fernando Pessoa, T.F. Powys, Pierre Reverdy, Arthur Rimbaud, Yannis Ritsos, Tayyib Salih ('What is death? Someone you meet by chance, who sits with you as we are sitting now, who talks freely with you, perhaps about the weather or women or shares on the stock market. Then he politely sees you to the door. He opens the door and signs for you to go out. After that you don't know.'), Louis Sebastian-Mercier, George Seferis, Kotuku Shusui, Baruch Spinoza, Salah Stetie, Denton Welch, Eudora Welty and Jacques Werup. For those who want to wander in the foothills, there's an on-line second edition from Trout Press of my 'Shebang: Collected Poems' (Steele Roberts, 2000) here: http://www.trout.auckland.ac.nz/press/shebang/shebang.html

Heroes:

My son, Luc, who survived his parents. - Arshile Gorky, who didn't. - Philippe Petit, who rendered the idea of parents irrelevant.

My Blog

E.S.T - What Though The Way May Be Long

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=66aCaw_27Oo ...
Posted by David Howard on Wed, 18 Jun 2008 02:33:00 PST

Valve

Dad's radio, a valve Pye shortwave from the late 1950s. Stuck unceremoniously atop the Leonard refrigerator, it delivered the soundtrack to my childhood. Flushed, I heard for the first time 'Jumping J...
Posted by David Howard on Thu, 12 Jun 2008 12:38:00 PST

Book-keeping

I value books, like distant friends, the more for seeing them less. Now we should never try to own friends (although possessing lovers is another matter) so I borrow my best friends in library edition...
Posted by David Howard on Mon, 10 Mar 2008 12:43:00 PST