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[Paul M. Tian]

A life spent making mistakes is not only more honorable but more useful than a life spent in doing n

About Me

To be honest, I only fill this section out nowadays because it looks nice. Describing oneself is always the most difficult even for the most brazen and cocky. I am both at times, but more reserved than anythings. Sometimes I chase dreams that I'll never catch and catch those I never chased. Rarely simplified, I am confusing not only to those who love me, but to myself. I don't know why this is, but I've came to accept my shortcomings. I have fun most of the times and sometimes have too much fun. Am I perfect? Perfectly flawed! What else...nice? Too much. Fierce? Always! So that's basically all I want to say here...Njoy.

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My Interests


My interests include;

The rehabilitation of the long lost temples of Kampuchea and Siam.

Cyanide & Happiness @ Explosm.net

I'd like to meet:


Ferdinand Marcos

William Tecumseh Sherman

Morrissey

Kofi Annan

J-Dilla and DJ Shadow

Anyone cool

Music:



Musical Interests include

The lyrical genius of Slug and Murs reppin' L.A. and the Midwest!

Coming down off a drunken stupor with the melancholy verses of The National or the Editors

Dedicating a song to the ones I love via Lifehouse, The Fray, or Nickelback...what you know about LM or NL??

Listening to the memor of Jay Dee aka J-Dilla as he makes history on Donuts or The Shining

Flowing with the new breed breeze with DJ Shadow as he reps the Bay Area with his euphoria-inducing beats

Catching the real indie vibe with Aesop Rock, Immortal Technique, and Brother Ali as they bring underground to the surface!!

Movies:

-50 Pills -Everything Is Illuminated -Dead Presidents -Almost Famous Menace II Society

Television:

Dexter
Nip/Tuck
House

My Blog

Red Ring of Death

If anything more tragic happens than receiving the infamous "red ring of death," then I haven't experienced it yet. Okay, so it isn't the end of the world to lose the services of a video game console,...
Posted by [Paul M. Tian] on Mon, 29 Oct 2007 08:58:00 PST

Tiresome

What a weekend! Between running around and getting my drank on, I managed to watch my incomparable niece and enjoy a few hours with the greatest remaining influence in my life, my mom. After being pre...
Posted by [Paul M. Tian] on Mon, 29 Oct 2007 08:34:00 PST

Gouda Concepts

Between the sounds of the diner's usual clientele is a hushed truth. If you swear you've been here before, then you already have. Throughout the crass orders being yelled in a mixture of broken Englis...
Posted by [Paul M. Tian] on Wed, 24 Oct 2007 12:29:00 PST

Incalcitrated Desires

The solemn smell of fear and solitude covered the walkway like some invisible cloak meant to be seen by the weary. Lost amongst the kind words spoken by the machina were the spent shells of something ...
Posted by [Paul M. Tian] on Tue, 23 Oct 2007 01:43:00 PST

An Unsavory Demise and Versace

Funny how people argue to no end that they've grown up and/or that they command respect from you when they have never earned it. Last night I hit a low point in dealing with people I had once respecte...
Posted by [Paul M. Tian] on Mon, 22 Oct 2007 03:28:00 PST

R.I.P. Dr. Linda Evans

Today is the memorial service for one of my all-time favorite teachers and I'm still in shock. She was pretty out there and I'm sure that I gave her grief as I was continuously getting reprimanded for...
Posted by [Paul M. Tian] on Fri, 19 Oct 2007 12:32:00 PST

Certainty On A Cloudless, Rainy Day...

What if Cupid was nearsighted?   The arrow points the way it should be, directly at the target. But this timelike so many times before, its trajectory is off¬ unlike the promises I once made...
Posted by [Paul M. Tian] on Fri, 19 Oct 2007 12:00:00 PST

Poetry is not a luxury, it’s how I’ll break this home.

Lyrics to Something Special by Voxtrot This time of night I could call you up I'd get angry with athletic ease, break common laws in twos and threes If I die clutching your photograph Don't call me bo...
Posted by [Paul M. Tian] on Wed, 17 Oct 2007 04:45:00 PST

Method Acting at a Narcotics Anonymous Meeting

"What if I told you the universe you've shown me, kept me alive?"  She said. I replied, "I've only shown you what you're willing to see. Anything else is just that, anything."   Only then di...
Posted by [Paul M. Tian] on Mon, 15 Oct 2007 10:33:00 PST

The Boaters Stamp

Do you remember that smell? The smell of fish sauce as it permeated more than your sense of smell? Or, the smell of Tiger, Monkey, Elephant Balm as that, too, clung to you like a pretty smile? I remem...
Posted by [Paul M. Tian] on Wed, 10 Oct 2007 12:07:00 PST