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About Me

Overview:
artist. lover. child of nature.
tourtured. blessed. sinner.
faultered. writer. dancer. singer.
liar. mystifier. obsessive. disgusting.
actress. expressive. maven.
I just got back to California.
So, I'm just kind of starting over.
^I go there^
adopt your own virtual pet!
My name is [br]Andi
& I lost myself on my last adventure.
Music. Art. Dancing.
Expression. I write. I sing.
I can love. I can hate.
I like to try to live life to it's fullest.
& usually pay for it in the end.
Activist. Feminist. Treehumper. Vegetarian.
Please don't wear fur; it's dead.
Anti-conformity. Anti-nonconformity.
I smoke. I drink.
& I'm not ready to
give up some things just yet.
Philosophy. Debate. Talking.
Intellectual conversations turn me on.
I belive in the 100% Freedom of:
Speech, Religion, Marriage & Reproduction.
I hate censorship.
I have a uterus.
I♥Photography.
Music saved my life.
I'm a nerd at heart.
I love to travel.
I love to go on
random excursions
to far off lands.
Fashion. Hair. Makeup. Film.
I'm gonna be famous one day. ♥
I absolutly love

My Interests

Pirates.
Poetry.
Writing.
Film.
Journalism.
Textiles.
Hot Trash.
Photography.
Dancing.
Music.
Skittles.
M.A.S.
Blues. Whites. Greens. Reds.
K
Helicopters.
Fungus.
Old Punk.
Rock.
Punk Inspired Rock.
Metal.
Techno.
House.
Drum & Bass.
New Wave.
Trance.
P.L.U.R.
Raves.
Emo.
"Sellouts".
Screamo.
Hardcore.
Bass Guitar.
Photography.
Local Bands.
Thrift Stores.
Design.
Small Venue Concerts.
Driving With One Headlight.
401.
Ottawa.
Psychology.
Philosophy.
Astronomy.
Contemplating The Universe.

I'd like to meet:

My life doesn't really revolve
around the prospect of finding someone
to spend my life with.

I don't have to justify myself
with someone by my side.

I want to find someone who
makes me a better person
when I'm around them.
& I do the same to them.

Someone whose
entire joy in life
isn't scoring.

Someone who could
keep up with me
on an intellectual,
& emotional level.

Where are you?

I think I got him.

In the mean time::
Politicians. Artists.
Musicians. Peta lovers.
Actavists.

People that break the
cliche of a mold.

Someone ugly. Someone dumb.
Someone beautiful. Someone smart.

Oh, Howlin' Pelle Almqvist
would be wonderful.

msn: [email protected]
aol: yourfailedstar
livejournal: x___failedstar

Music:

Different people bring me different types of music. The people I meet, and the music that's gotten them through life amazes me. Music amazes me, every damn day.

3 Inches Of Blood.

A Perfect Circle.
A Static Lullaby.
AC/DC.
Adam And The Ants.
Adema.
AFI.
Agent Orange.
Agnostic Front.
Alanis Morisette.
Alexisonfire.
Alice In Chains.
Amazing Transparent Man.
Anti-Flag.
Atreyu.
AVAIL.
Avenged Seven Fold.

Bad Brains.
Billy Idol.
Billy Talent.
Bjork.
Black December.
Black Flag.
Black Label Society.
Black Roses. [RIP]
Bleed The Dream.
Blood Brothers.
Blondie.
Blur.
Bob Marley.
Brain In A Cage.
Brand New.

Cake.
Camper Van Beethoven.
Choking Victim.
Circle Jerks.
Closet Monster.
Coheed And Cambria.
Cradle Of Filth.
Crass.
Cursive.

Dead Kennedys.
Dead Poetic.
Death Cab For Cutie.
Desa.
Dexter Danger.
Die Trying. [RIP]
Distruction Made Simple.
Disturbed.
DNA.
Dropkick Murphys.
Drowning Pool.

Electra-Kill.
EndeverAfter.
Even In Blackouts.
Everytime I Die.

Facing New York.
Fear Before The March Of Flames.
Filibuster.
Finch.
Finger Eleven.
Fishbone.
Fisherspooner.
Flogging Molly.
Forces of Evil.
Franz Ferdinand.
From Autum To Ashes.
From First To Last.
Fugazi.
Fule.
Funeral For A Friend.
Further Seems Forever.

G. Love.
Garbage.
Generation X.
Glassjaw.
GodSmack.
Goldfrapp.
Gooser.
Gorillaz.
Gosling.
Grade 8.
Green Day.
Guns N' Roses.

Halfway to Nowhere.
Hawthorne Heights.
Hot Hot Heat.

I Hate Kate.
Incubus.
Interpol.
Iron Maiden.

Jack Johnson.
Jack Off Jill.
James Black And The Whites.
Jimmy Eat World.
Jimmy Hendrix.
Johnny Cash.
Johnny Thunder And The Heart Breakers.
Joy Devision.

Key To Arson. [RIP]
KillRadio.
Killswitch Engage.
Knuckledust.

Led Zeppelin.
Leftover Crack.
Liam Lynch.
Locale AM [RIP].
Loudermilk.
Lucky Boys Confusion.

Marilyn Manson.
Matchbook Romance.
Matthew Good.
Maxeen.
Metallica.
Michael Franti & Spearhead.
Mind Driver.
Minor Threat.
Moby.
Modest Mouse.
Moist.
Motion City Soundrack.
Motley Crue.
Motograter.
Mudvayne.
Murderdolls.
Muse.
MxPx.
My Chemical Romance.

New Mexican Disaster Squad.
New York Dolls.
NIN.
Nirvana.
No Doubt.
NOFX.
NothingFace.

Otep.
Ozomatli.
Ozzy.

Pain.
Park.
Pedro the Lion.
Pennywise.
PICKETline.
Pipedown.
Plain White T's.
Placebo.
Pretty Girls Make Graves.
Poison The Well.
Powerman 5000.
Primus.

Radiohead.
Rage Against The Machine.
Red Hot Chili Peppers.
Rob Zombie.
Roustabouts.
Rufio.

S.T.U.N.
Saves The Day.
Senses Fail.
Septura.
Shadows Fall.
Shinedown.
Skinny Puppy.
Slayer.
Smashing Pumpkins.
SneakerPimps.
Something Corporate.
Sonic Youth.
Static X.
Steriogram.
Still Life Projector.
Story Of The Year.
Subhumans.
Sublime.
Sugarcult.
Suicide.
Supermodel Suicide.
Switchfoot.
System of a Down.

Taking Back Sunday.
Talking Heads.
Tears For Fears.
Teen Idols.
Teenage Jesus.
Tegan And Sara.
Television.
Tenacious D.
Terbo Negro.
The AKAs.
The Ataris.
The Bags.
The Bullys.
The Buzzcocks.
The Clash.
The Contortions.
The Cure.
The Damned.
The Dead Boys.
The Dictators.
The Doors.
The Early November.
The Exploited.
The Faint.
The Five L's.
The Germs.
The Get Up Kids.
The Hives.
The Juliana Theory.
The Littlest Man Band.
The Matches.
The Matthew Good Band.
The Misfits.
The Moldy Peaches.
The Pixies.
The Pop Group.
The Phenomenauts.
The Queers.
The Ramones.
The Screamers.
The Secretions.
The Sex Pistols.
The Slits.
The Smiths.
The Stooges.
The Strokes.
The Transplants.
The Unicorns.
The Unleaded.
The Unseen.
The Velvet Underground.
The Vines.
The Weirdos.
The Ziggens.
Theoretical Girls.
Thursday.
Thrice.
Tiger Army.
Tool.
Tsunami Bomb.
Twisted Sister.
Type O Negative.

UnderOATH.
UP SyNDROM.

Vendetta Red.

Whorehouse of Representatives.
Winter Reign.

X.
X-Ray Spex.

Yeah Yeah Yeahs.

Zebrahead.

Movies:

This is what I wana do. One day, I'll be making movies. Film inspires me.

A Clockwork Orange.
Clerks.
Jay and Silent Bob Strike Back.
SLC Punk.
American History X.
Nightmare Before Christmas.
Edward Scissor Hands.
Ghost World.
Thirteen.
Kill Bill vol.1.
Kill Bill vol.2.
Dogma.
Pulp Fiction.
Reservoir Dogs.
Boondock Saints.
Foxy Brown.
Chasing Amy.
Mallrats.
Fear And Loathing In Las Vegas.
A Waking Life.
Titus.
Millions.
Office Space.
B. Monkey.
Donnie Darko.
Monty Python and the Holy Grail.
Monty Python::Life Of Brian.
Monty Python And Now For Something Completely Different.
Lucky Number Slevin.
Edward Scissorhands.
Eternal Sunshine Of The Spotless Mind.
Sin City.
Velvet Goldmine.
Stigmata.
Se7en.
Monster.
Ace Ventura: Pet Detective.
Zoolander.

Television:

Comercials suck ass.

Kingdom Hospital.
Survivor.br Fuse.
Spongebob Squarepants.
Seinfield.
Family Guy.
Simpsons.
Futurama.
Aqua Teen Hunger Force.
Reno 911.
Blue Collar Television.
The Daily Show.
Robot Chicken.
Sealab 2021.

I'm a certified: Independent Film Channel Junkie.

Books:

I want to have at least one Pulitzer before I die.

Freaks Amour
-Tom De Haven

Out Of The Silent Planet
- C.S. Lewis

The Dark Tower [series]
- Steven King

Catcher in the Rye
- J.D. Salinger

Lord of the Flies
- William Gerald Golding

1984
- by George Orwell

The Sun Also Rises
- Ernest Hemingway

The Fall Of The House Of Usher
-E. A. Poe

Murders In The Rue Morgue
-E. A. Poe

The Rum Diary
-Hunter S. Thompson

Better Than Sex
-Hunter S. Thompson

Heroes:

This girl and I go back to second grade, bitches

Kevin Smith.
Jack Black.
Quentin Tarantino.
Robert Smith.
Hunter S. Thompson.

It is the mark of an educated mind to be able to entertain a thought without accepting it.
-- Aristotle

My Blog

Life Is Short

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my apology

i didnt mean it how it sounded.the computer really doesn't allow for tones of voice.i meant; I used to see so much more in him& i think he has so much more potential than he allows.but, you were r...
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Before The Early Morning Makes Us Forget

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My obsession

Fall into a moonlit night, of plastic razor kisses. Dirty liquid rock, and toxic storm star domination. Killer cocktail lips, on a wasted pasion rainbow. Dark magick drama, and a sick chance of life. ...
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Hunter S. Thompson Will Forever Live

Gonzo Writer's Ashes Blasted Into Sky Hunter S. Thompson Asked to Be Shot From Cannon in Final Farewell By ROBERT WELLER, AP WOODY CREEK, Colo. (Aug. 21) - With a deafening boom, the ashes of H...
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to the one I left behind

He walked,talked,alonein the shadowshe satwhilea fantasy he createdfell,gone foreverinto oblivionBroken dreamshidden in nightmeresscaredwith onlya smileto conforthimselfColdercloserand closer stillfre...
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nearly a year old

he stands on the brink of destruction, with his hands firmly in his pockets. he fingers the cold object, wondering if he can continue onward. his heart beats fear with every pump, and he can feel his ...
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The Petal

she pulled her hand down the chilled glass. the squeaking sound of friction left a heated trail that chased her fingers. a touch of curl graced her long locks, which fell upon her freckled shoulders. ...
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17 Reasons Not to Slit Your Wrists...by Michael Moore

Dear Friends, Ok, it sucks. Really sucks. But before you go and cash it all in, let's, in the words of Monty Python, always look on the bright side of life! There IS some good news from Tuesday's el...
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Now Everybody Do The Propaganda

Reasons why I hate this election.1. Bush won.2. Kerry conceded.Here are just a few reasons why we should be allowed to re-call Bush.1. The "War On Iraq".Did we find any weapons of mass destruction? No...
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