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don’t pretend

let me start over don't ever pretend, that you love me. i'm sick of the feeling. maybe i talk about how i feel too much. but i can't choke your heart with my two hands. i can't gouge your self-image i...
Posted by lover. on Thu, 11 Oct 2007 09:18:00 PST

leaves

I hold the button. I await the small black square with a circle of eight circles inside. Suddenly light emerges. The square lets three other squares cascade from under it. I'm empowered with danger. I...
Posted by lover. on Mon, 01 Oct 2007 06:55:00 PST

Circles

Have I done this before? Have I been in this same exact place? Same Jack, different surroundings, another dead end? Its been several years since we defined the circles. Do you remember them? Not only ...
Posted by lover. on Wed, 26 Sep 2007 12:59:00 PST

saying goodbye

It's like a pencil with erasers at both endsI want it all but we're dealing in percentsAnd these activities that you have engaged inThis is the politics of seeing you dance with him gosh here i am aga...
Posted by lover. on Fri, 14 Sep 2007 09:58:00 PST

pockets.

I'm a dreamer, a lover, a liar, a make-believer. Mostly I'm only jack.But I will not give up in this. My pursuit. These words keep pouring out. Blogs, texts, comments, and post-it notes. Full of my wo...
Posted by lover. on Fri, 07 Sep 2007 10:56:00 PST

Just Say...

MAYDAY PARADE"Just Say You're Not Into It"A show of hands, who has said these words before With a show of hearts on the floor, who has ever meant them more Well I'll swallow my pride if you'll stay fo...
Posted by lover. on Tue, 28 Aug 2007 04:12:00 PST

hope

hope on my calendar a red X. on my calendar. carved. the date is august third. yes, 2008. if you don't know what it means, then you probably aren't that important. she didn't give me permission t...
Posted by lover. on Mon, 27 Aug 2007 03:02:00 PST

demons

its an idea, it boils in my chest a demon in my head that controls my smiles allows them to be seen, lets them be sincere my year is up. i told her i'd never get married again. and if i ever told her ...
Posted by lover. on Fri, 24 Aug 2007 05:18:00 PST

for me

He is in me, through blood coursing it's way through our sickly twisted veins.... By locking him up you are sentencing my sister, he is her solace, and breaking me apart with guilt.... Release him fro...
Posted by lover. on Fri, 30 Mar 2007 09:29:00 PST

Tarmac

Hold my hands while I step into traffic pulling the trigger of my vehicular homicidedon't let go what will they saywho will they blameI don't care follow me downbut don't lose faithbecause yours is al...
Posted by lover. on Tue, 13 Feb 2007 11:19:00 PST