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raisin girl

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About Me

I am a complicated person! I tend to be to honest for most people to handle. I am strong, yet so weak. I am afraid to be alone, but I somehow manage push everyone away. when I love, I love hard but when I hate, I hate harder!
I am always misjudged. I guess I sometimes come off as a bitch-I don't mean too. im actually a really nice person, just overly sarcastic-maybe. I love BRIGHT EYES so much that I hardly ever listen to anything else, and I am always listening to music. I swear he wrote most of his music from my experiences. some say my love for B.E. is unhealthy, I say it could be worse.
I am a writer, but for some I cant write right now, so I have started playing the piano-and its awesome.

Simplicity became a way of life once ones self became comfortable with a simple state of mind.

aim arianette66 .

My Interests

♥A FIRE INSIDE
red wine
cigerettes
BRIGHT EYES
MYSELF!!
films
books
ethnic foods
my little cousin katie brook (she's an angel)
tattoos
hair
red lipstick
thunderstorms
spooning
kissing
fashion
eyeliner
the sound of breakin glass
empty notebooks
learning new things about myself and those around me
traveling
dancing
crying
writting
old cemetaries
listening to new and awesome music.

I'd like to meet:

Honest people who are not afraid of living. intellectual people that want to talk about real things. someone strong enough to deal with the mess of me!!!!

Music:

Bright Eyes
Tori Amos
Nuetral Milk Hotel
Slowdive
Mogwai
Belle&Sebastian
pg.99
the dillinger escape plan
silver sun pick-ups
David Bowie
Daniel Johnston
AFIREINSIDE
Marilyn Manson
Nico
Broadcast
The cure
The Jesus and Mary Chain
The Velvet Undrground
My Bloody Valentine
Cursive
Tilly and The Wall
The Smiths
I Hate Myself
Me Without You
Nirvana
Minus the Bear
The Black Heart Procession
Hole
Mazzy Star
Cocoa Rosie
The Rapture
Todays the Day
Secret Stars
RahBras
Zao
Converge
The Pixies
The Stooges
Murder by Death
Murder City Devils
Crooked Fingers
Ghengis Tron
pig Destroyer
agoraphobic nosebleeb
black audio
for stars
weak and determined
as i lay dying
black kids
the hello sequence
stereophonics
the sounds
heavyheavylowlow
panda bear
damien rice

Movies:

the dreamers
the shawshank redemption
gummo
julien donkey boy
the labrynth
snatch
kill bill 1-2
dazed and confused
the lost highway
party monster
16 candles
weird science
resevoir dogs
hedwig and the angry inch
sid and nancy
thegood the bad and the ugly( any westerns)
he loves me he loves me not
amelie
me without you
may
my new best friend
eternal sunshine of the spotless mind
silenece of the lambs
benny and joon
reality bites
children of the lost city
it's a beautiful life
donnie darko
ghost world
drop dead fred
james and the giant peach
edward scissor hands
nightmare before christmas
run lola run
a home @ the end of the world
igby goes bown
about a boy
the science of sleep
running with scissors
hannibal rising
mind the gap
C.R.A.Z.Y
pand labrynth
pride and prejudice

Television:

Project Runway
Ugly Betty
Greys Anatomy
ANTM
theLword

Books:

go ask alice
lullaby
survivor
invisible monsters
american psycho
lovely bones
american hardcore
harry fucking potter
thier eyes were watching god
perks of being a wallflower
hairstyles of the damned
catcher in th rye
to kill a mocking bird
prozac nation
wicked
eldest
pride and prejudice
east of eden
more...reading is all i do

Heroes:

haha Teal and black stripes as the background. Tables are black with teal writing. Custom contac table(add to friends..etc) included!

My Blog

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