Bebe's modeling page

hi my name is Bebe. i am 18 y/o and i am a model waiting to be discovered! so how i became a model! Models have to have confidence and faith in everything they do;they own the camera and the runway. Models have poise, a sophisticated and clean look. Models can not be scared to be infront of a big crowd with cameras flashing everywhere. Models are not advertising themselves they are advertising the clothes and the fashion designer. my whole life i have been made fun of and never been respected by other people. People have always said that i will never succeed in anything and i will always be a failure. When people have put me down for so long i lose respect in myself and i no longer love the person i am. i started to believe the things they told me, i believed i was hopeless abd a failure abd i would never be abything but a loser. that is until i found modeling..or should i say modeling found me. one ordinary day i googled modeling schools and agencies, i stumbled over a modeling school called Barbizon school of Modeling. i looked around their website and i thought it was interesting, so i filled out an application and sent a picture of me. Not thinking anything of it i signed up to other modeling schools, thinking this is a waste of time because i am too short and i have no modeling expirience. About three months later my mom told me that Barbizon wanted me to audition for their school, so i went. when we arrived i was terrified to death, i thought i was going to throw up. i remembered what my mom told me" everyone gets in thats how they make their money" she was however not accurate. all of a sudden they called my name and i went to every judge at different tables. they asked me how old i was, if my parents supported me, what my parents did for a living, why i wanted to be a model and so on. then they asked me to walk down the runway and at the end of the catwalk to to say why i wanted to go to their modeling school. i got accepted and it was the best opportunity i have ever expirienced, i learned to be the model that had confidence in everything she did and bilieved in herself. i had poise abd i always walked as if i was on the runway. i graduated with the best and most beautiful model and the best Model Magic Magazine Award! later on i got a friend who was a professional photographer to take pictures of me and help me make my modeling portfolio. i have worked with a few great photographers and a several private photographers but i am still waiting to make it in the magazines. i am sending my portfolio out to a magazine agency in california and hopefuly appear in some magazines. which reminds me i got a phone call from Barbizon about a week ago and they asked me to redo their classes free of charges so i could be a teacher aid and help some of the students model. its great because i have slacked off a little and i need to touch up on my poise and confidence! i am also going to an interveiw January 27,2007 to enter into the Miss Teen USA Pageant. you just might see me on tv! wish me luck i know i will need it! thanks guys for all your support and love! Dont forget to add my personal myspace to your friends list! xoxox Bebe