"...and now that i know you, i could never turn my back away, and now that i see you, i could never look away, and now that i know you i could never turn my back away, and now that i see you, ILL BELIEVE NO MATTER WHAT THEY SAY!!!!"
well i love music if you couldnt tell by now. i also love my mom and i love ppl who can appreciate the smaller finer things in life as i do. honestly i have many likes in this world talk to me if you wanna know more.poker is big in my life no not gambling ...POKER!
If I had to choose Daniel Negreanu would be at the top somewhere on the list, not only is he one of my "poker heroes" you can tell by watching him at the table what kind of person he is. very genuine very caring and very much into living for the sake of living and I love that in people!
well i am a HUGE local music freak!!! there is no way around that. but i love a perfect circle and days of the new and oar and mudvayne and carly simon, joan baez is one of my favorites, along with elton john and gordon lightfoot and leon russel and so many more!!if you wanna go deeper again just gimme a shout.when it boils down to it tho music is on a much higher level than many things in this world its a universal language and as such it is fragile and subsequent to much ridicule, we all know that music is wonderful and that it is a necessity to life, but how many ppl can actually say that there life is a song in motion? its what i strive for and its what i dream of. music is how i bleed...it is how im free...and it is how i live.TO:world FROM: the soulKeep your thorns, Im through mending the wounds of us, im running away, im flying away, only in a world so cold can one be turned to death as punishment for ones love.******************************************************* ************************************************************ ************************************************************ ************************************************************ ************************************************************ ********************* Ancestors, I ask for your guidance. Blessed mother, come to me with the Gods' desire for my future. Blessed father, watch over my wife and son with a ready sword. Whisper to them that I live only to hold them again. Ancestors, I honor you and will try to live with the dignity that you have taught me.********************************************************* ************************************************************ ************************************************************ ************
oooohhh.....i cant tell you that i LOVE movies but i do enjoy a good movie just about every night or so. i have narrowed it down to 3 in no particular order: high fidelity, and the other two i just forgot so ill have to get back ot you with those. and anything with ZOMBIES OR VAMPIRES!***************************************************
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*************************you can make yourself believe or not believe anything you want to, you just need to know how to make your mind believe it, i know you can make yourself love someone, and that technecially means you can love anybody you want to, not just the people that you have "that feeling" for, i also know that with any relationship that love grows over time, all that needs to be done is to have two people who are willing to meet eachother half way, and to grow and mature and learn together, that's what love is, sharing the accumulation of knowledge, learning together, teaching eachother, you learn some of the most important things from those you love, and people can even learn and grow to love eachother, they just have to be willing to make it worki am glad you are more agressive in your persuits than i, if there is anything to be when it comes to matters of the heart, it's passive, i have lost more that way than any other way i could possibly lose, you can not let chances slip you by, and you can't ever afford yourself the opportunity to say exactly what it is that you feel eitheri also wish i could belive that fairy tales do exist, but unfortunately, i know they only exist in movies, and that definitions of fairy tales are so blown out of proportion nowadays, that in and of themselves they are unrealsticyeah, the callouses get pretty bad over time, every time you're hurt, the callous is ripped from your flesh, only to grow back another layer thicker, and your soul a littler harder, and your heart a little harder to reach... i knowi am so very tired of being alone, i drive myself nuts thinking about it. i really think this is why i can't sleep at night lately. sleeping is a chore. i can't shut my mind off. and judging by the fact that you are still awake at nearly seven a.m. you can't stop thinking either. the strange thing is, when i think, i feel like half the time i am thinking about everything, but at the same time nothing at once... i don't know how to explain it. it hurts more than anything to love so much and not be able to share it with anyone, it's like the ultimate slap in the face. and i want love more than anyting ever in my life. love is the thing i search for, it's the thing i lust after, i think about it all the time, just wondering what it would feel like if for once, all the energy.... all the warmth that poured out of my body all the time, was reciprocated by another. even just once. i would give everything just to feel that.i felt the same way when i met you, comfortable and intimidated... that is kind of odd that we felt the same way about that.i am certainly glad that we talk more, i wish you lived not in florida so meeting eachother wouldn't be such a tricky procedure, i would really like to see you, and i think that we would probably be great together, given our conversations. if we could still have the same conversations in person that we can on the phone, we would be a perfect match.i just wish that i could go back and do it all over again, and just not been a pussy about my back and tried my damndest to see you.i feel that i am responsible for your feeling cheated and exposed. but i didn't at all mean for you to feel that way, and i'm sorry if i did. in all honesty i think you deserve to be treated so great. you're such a great guy, and it hurts me that you don't have. it also makes me wish even more that i could see you because i think perhaps that things could have worked out for the best.*******************************************************
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mushroomhead you are amazingand this is the flier for my going away show WHAT A GREAT NIGHT IT WAS
MAXIMUS I LOVE YOU TOO BUDDY!
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ya not the biggest reader i always did enjoy summer of the monkeys and various biographies and auto bios.
GOD IS MY LOVE MY STRENGTH AND MY HELPING HANDI SEE HIM AND I KNOW ..