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Lydia

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About Me


i'm always:

in my head.
observing those around me.
wishing for a kinder world while simultaneously hating humanity.
looking for a reason to travel.
waiting for something.
thinking about good food.
ready to dance.
up for seeing live music.
awake and exhausted.
battling allergies of some sort.
wanting to learn more.

whatever you're looking for, i'm not it. i'm just a girl.

honesty, please. that's all i can ask for.

not bad for my first try ever, yeah?
snuff on digital, the solo design
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My Interests

art, video games, horror movies, talking to intelligent people, live music, abnormal psych, philosophical debates, juice, body mods, travel, ninja turtles, halloween, harajuku, fondue, dancing, cooking, reading, learning, picnics, tea, museums, health food, fashion, things that go bump in the night..

I'd like to meet:

in theory, beautiful intellectuals.

someone who wants more, who isn't afraid of change and loves adventures. someone who doesn't take things for granted and who can look me in the eye with all sincerity.

my expectations for people are high. i'd rather not give you the chance to let me down.

someone who looks at me like this:

rare blind recognition rushed in with a breath. turn to salutation. slyly, she said "haven't we met?" let our history repeat itself one too many times, for every time we return to our scene, it seems less like a crime.

Music:

afi
death by stereo
joy division
him
smashing pumpkins
stabbing westward
atreyu
vnv nation
seabound
dead can dance
david bowie
depeche mode
queen
the cure
cky
billy idol
bon jovi
nightmare of you
the decemberists
blaqk audio
morrissey
apoptygma berzerk
ashbury heights
de/vision
new order
iamx
wumpscut
wolfsheim
and one

there's a lot of other random stuff. i love music. ..

Movies:

halloween
the halloween tree
friday the 13th
american psycho
joy luck club
the breakfast club
sideways
battle royale
lost in translation
broken flowers
kiss kiss bang bang
igby goes down
spirited away
my neighbor totoro
suicide club
death at a funeral
party monster
the hamiltons
wristcutters: a love story
the fall

Television:

house, SVU, top chef, project runway, dan abrams, various documentaries.

Books:

goodnight moon, siddhartha, jonathan livingston seagull, the island of dr moreau... + lots of random philosophy that takes me forever to fully digest.

Heroes:



<3 wendell like whoa.

My Blog

yup, again

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Posted by Lydia on Fri, 05 Sep 2008 10:15:00 PST

one world away

why is it that locking eyes with certain people causes us to look away immediately? whenever i feel that urge i always try my best to do the opposite. by the way, i'd appreciate it if my fellow demo...
Posted by Lydia on Wed, 30 Apr 2008 09:21:00 PST

modern love is automatic

i’m a happy and lucky girl. new(ish) family, friends, video games, movies, music, school and now work. i can live without whatever i’m missing and barely notice. times are good, my frie...
Posted by Lydia on Tue, 01 Apr 2008 01:07:00 PST

diary of the dead

i just drove all the way out to ucf territory (hate limited release) for this movie and while i don't regret it, i wouldn't recommend it to anyone else either. it fails as a zombie movie and the nove...
Posted by Lydia on Tue, 19 Feb 2008 02:18:00 PST

super duper tuesday

may the best candidate win.as far as i'm concerned, this is the real election. sorry repubs.
Posted by Lydia on Tue, 05 Feb 2008 08:39:00 PST

omg, america opposes genocide!

w just told me. i'm relieved, because i was really confused about how to feel on that subject. i also like how he carefully said we can all agree on how the "no child left behind" thing went. yeah,...
Posted by Lydia on Tue, 29 Jan 2008 06:59:00 PST

and if its quite alright...

now who is going to serenade me while i pretend to hate them? :( always lovely to see the westboro baptist church taking an interest in humanity. i was going to actually post it here for all...
Posted by Lydia on Wed, 23 Jan 2008 10:09:00 PST

if you’re going to...

stare at me for 30+ minutes, either say something to me or be less obvious. in that same light, if i turn my head and find that your face is 12 inches from mine and you're looking at me... be prepare...
Posted by Lydia on Fri, 11 Jan 2008 12:09:00 PST

quick entertainment

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Posted by Lydia on Wed, 09 Jan 2008 10:39:00 PST

dear scene, i wish i was deaf

can i include the political scene in that? hey obama, you can't change everything. it might sound nice, but it's unrealistic and you know you're getting votes based on things you'll never follow thr...
Posted by Lydia on Mon, 07 Jan 2008 01:21:00 PST