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Beat Slave

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About Me

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i am what i am because of the people that have come, remained, or left my life...i believe that you meet people for a reason...whether the outcome is good or bad...or in that endless struggle to find who we were meant to be with...but for what it's worth...life is what you make of it...dream like you'll live forever...and...live like you'll die tomorrow...i hate and despise people that bring drama into my life...i take a laize faire approach to relationships...i believe in compromise...i believe in second chances (after that...that's it)...i'd rather be single than be in a relationship where i'm constantly unhappy...right now i am happy beyond any sort of conceivable comprehension...any genuine relationship is to be based on mutual respect and trust...i believe it takes two halves to make a relationship whole... all you have to do is love me and be loyal...my judgment is not based on looks or possessions but on the stength and quality of character...i hate people who aren't realistic...i have no patience for closed-minded people...i hate people who don't keep their promises...i loathe the double standard....i like to eat....i like to relax, by any means necessary...i love God, my family, and those people i hold true and dear to my heart...i'm a great listener...and will give you my honest opinion whether you like it or not...i live for consistency, but i love surprises......i love a challenge...i believe that laughter is the ideal remedy for any situation...i have a tendency to over analyze...i have a tendency to make situations more complicated than is necessary......i've learned that you have to love yourself, before you love someone else, so that when you do, you know what to do..."the greatest thing you'll ever learn is to love and be loved in return"...how can you have a beautiful ending without making beautiful mistakes....."Mary -Anne "FOR THE LOVE OF GOOD MUSICDANCE to live and live to DANCE! ........now thats a good saying life is short stop worrying about what others will think and how the world around could change, it just might for the better ...get out and dance If your standing in the club then what did you come for?!?! , getting out and seeing a good DJ is to me the greatest excitment! I love to hit the club with my hubby and dance our little arsses off!........ live out loud, love out loud, and demand all of this even LOUDER! i love to meet new people ! i have been taking ballet since 4 yrs old. at the age of 9 recieved a scholarship to go and study with them, i taught for the chicago ballet for 11 yrs , i miss it but my time is with my family now. I HAPPEN TO LOVE,gardens, people, my 3 girls , cereal, basketball, baseball.....(only if i am playing it ! )GO SOX....eww cubbies... i love... walks around the lake we have here. still a total kid at heart ..i love chuckie cheese! its good to go thr and sit and watch the little bugers have a blast:) constantly revising myself into what i can make better, still in full force looking for the job that i love. and thats about it. felt like i had not told enough about myself. so thr ya go! my signs says .... you give your love and friendship unconditionaly. You enjoy long, thoughtful conversations rich in philosophy and spirituality. You are very loyal and intuitive....... I trust one person in my life and he knows who he is. fantasy layout @ HOT FreeLayouts.com
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I believe that you MUST know humility to be real with yourself, and to others. Confidence is great and all, but arrogance is my worst pet peeve, and I refuse to put up with it on ANY level... period."I THINK WHEN WE DANCE WE ARE GOD'S , AND I ALSO THINK THIS IS WHAT GOD WANTS " HongsavathI LOVE COFFEE !!!!i cry when i see bums, i gave my coat and my kids coats away, in dead middle of winter, downtown chicago, be cause thr were homeless people who needed them. if i won a million dollars i probably wouldnt keep it. i would give it all away. money is ugly, greedy, and will kill us all one day.i see myself as caring and compasionate about everything around me, a bit of a temper, butyou learn to deal with it.i love to talk and i love to listen. people often dont take in the wise words that fall around them. wisdom is gained and retained. not already known. i like people with substance, opinions, no ignorance. i have so many friends on here, but i like them all. the list just wont stop building.each of them everyday bring me light. i'am full of energy, the energizer bunny is what they call me! i dont ever stop. i dont know how to relax. i cant watch a movie all the way through without getting up 500 times. i would rather have a beer with the guys, and play cards. i smoke wayyyyy to much. i love people that smile, and laugh. i love people that can cry and complain. I just love people who are real. I have great friends, and i take care of them just as they do me. you either like me a lot, or you dont at all. you know the minute you meet me. i'am the person that stands out , that talks the most, i instigate almost every conversation, and i will always tap into your interests. i listen well, and i fight well. although i seem hardcore by the looks of my page, i have such a wondeful flower inside that is always in bloom. THE BEST ADVICE i could ever give anyone is....always analyze everything in your life! think before you move, life is like a game of chess. its a good thing we get to play over and over again!
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I'd like to meet:

open minded fun people ............tired of stupid people .... around here your either damned or dumb. i would rather meet the damned and be the damned. i find people amusing but often within much need of some character and or of morals ,values.

Music:

torin, dj dan, ..... ,D-NOX, grayson miller ,....dj irene , tiesto , armin , oliver klien ,sally doolally,dj tatiana,dj lahasa,Habersham,jeff andvik,robbie lopez,tracy tobey,bryan cox,james lauher,LRCN, christopher paul,morgan page,303 infinity, global dj's,duderstadt STONEFACE AND TERMINALAVB, above and beyond, solar strings, fergie, dj candy kid, dj icey,gabriel dresden , jeff mills , ferry corsten,carl cox, ..... i love house, trance , breakbeats , drum and bass ,techno, hard house , sara mclachlan ,markus schulz , jimmie page, tod miner,blank and jones , johan cielen, marco v,sasha , paul oakenfold , billy the kid ,bad boy bill, atb, greenday , kelly clarkson ,blink 182 , the cure, goo goo dolls,311, dave mathews, the flys , bush, 3 doors down, kika , tori amos,journey, david bowie, cyndi lauper ,prince, a lot of 80's music and i LOVE PUNK, ,smashing pumpkins, finger 11

Movies:

the green mile , snatch , locked stocked and two smoking barrels , a beautiful mind , the shawshank redemption. the gladiato, braveheart , lord of the rings . KILL BILL. disney, NEMO, MADAGASCAR , TOY STORY, ICE AGE

Books:

political shit, cookbooks, poetry, lots of bullshit. i like to read the new book of knowledge :) ya i am a nerd at heart

Heroes:

My Mother and my Husband! and those dj's and dj lovers

My Blog

I am proud of every choice i make in life..

To laugh is to risk appearing the fool To weep is to risk appearing sentimental to reach out for another is to risk involvement To expose feelings is to risk exposing our true self To place your ideas...
Posted by Beat Slave on Thu, 24 May 2007 10:29:00 PST

Heal today

dont ever mistrust in who you are. never think that because you have secrets of your past they are your own, when what ills us affects the world around us, they become the worlds problems, open up, fe...
Posted by Beat Slave on Sat, 19 May 2007 09:33:00 PST

always think

 Keep in mind that things will find us and stick to us in everyday life, be aware of when they are lurking, and give them a swift kick out..........meaning memories and haunts of the past.  ...
Posted by Beat Slave on Sat, 19 May 2007 09:47:00 PST

Waking

  Oh these tests... they come in two's and three's. I'm stuck behind myself, I can't see. Shine your light, need to fight.... harder, I've been getting soft. Focus, I've been losing track of what...
Posted by Beat Slave on Fri, 04 May 2007 01:56:00 PST

an old blog

Thank you  Thank you !!!!  To One Wise Lady  ~ Lan ~   The key to any and all possibilities of happiness is the right attitude, the right outlook on all of the situations that...
Posted by Beat Slave on Fri, 04 May 2007 01:37:00 PST

Attitude

The longer I live, the more I realize the impact of attitude on life.Attitude, to me is more important than facts. It is more important than the past, than education, than money, than circumstances, t...
Posted by Beat Slave on Fri, 04 May 2007 01:23:00 PST

Delete

Delete me everyone from your entire existence. Dont have to worry about ever seeing me again. Forget I ever existed sorry for whatever pain I caused. Just like the button on the computer click it. I'l...
Posted by Beat Slave on Wed, 02 May 2007 08:10:00 PST

Betrayed

the quality of aiding an enemy  How can I trust anyone...when every trust I have begun has been betrayed?When every truth and heartfelt answer has been taken for granted has been misused? Ho...
Posted by Beat Slave on Wed, 02 May 2007 07:58:00 PST

A new way of thinking

  A friend Rachel wrote this, she happens to be my neighbor . I adore her way of thinking, and i believe all of us as parents ,should follow such simple thoughts.  This made me smile, and th...
Posted by Beat Slave on Tue, 01 May 2007 12:21:00 PST

Life

  Is pretty unpredictable, sometimes we make decisions that can change the way we live and breathe as a whole. I was pooring a bag of chips into a bowl and almost felt like i wasn't even there do...
Posted by Beat Slave on Tue, 01 May 2007 12:11:00 PST