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[hOLLysxoxhYSTERIc!] iMsORRy4♥iNgYoUbABy

&& i'll always love him, [iwishi'dknownthatthen]♥♥

About Me

{tAkE mY hAnD; kIsS mE tWiCe &i♥U}
Funniest thing I've heard recently... "Hey Holly, you're kinky" - quoted by Randy Lee, AKA DUSTIN'S DAD! Lawls!
Ahaha, so fucking hilarious. I think I'm going to die. These boys' video made my day!
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♥ .Welcome to Holly's Myspace page. ♥Hey!
I’m Holly (duh). I’m 18 years old suckersssss. :]
Dustin♥♥=My BFFAA {no matter what happens [ILYBBY]}
I’m a cancer survivor.
& An aspiring author.
I’m currently single , but I like it that way.
My thoughts on love are becoming skeptical, I’m losing my belief that it’s even real.
My favorite color is green !
I’m an animal lover. I have two cats. Henry and Sylvester.
I love eyeliner.
Eyeshadow, any color of the rainbow = love.
I have one tattoo on my ankle.
It’s special because I got it with my sister.
I’m getting another one on my hip of a green star outlined in blue to match Ashley’s blue star outlined in green.
I have five piercings, two on the lobe of my left ear, one on the lobe of my right ear, the industrial on my left ear, and my belly button.
I want snakebites.
My heart is currently (like always, really) broken.
Don’t leave the one you love for the one you like because the one you like will leave you for the one they love and then you’re fucked.
I smoke, but not often (honestly it‘s gross). I drink, but only on occasion. & I don’t and never will do drugs.
Hugs not drugs.
I have no stereotype, don’t label me .
I s u p p o r t gay marriage.
♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

My Interests

Vampires
Reading
Poetry
Writing
Music
Supernatural
Mythology
Swimming
Camping
Animals

I'd like to meet:

Add me to MSN [ [email protected] ]

Out of all the people I've met over the net and kept a relationship with over the years,...I'd like to meet Eric W. and Sarah more than anyone. ♥
Also, Evan and Valerie. So I can slap Evan is person!
Also Sonny Moore, Matt Good (FFTL), Zacky Vengeance (A7X), & Ben Jorgensen (Armor For Sleep)
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Music:



30 Seconds to Mars
AFI
Alkaline Trio
Amber Pacific
Anberlin
Armor For Sleep
Asteria
Avenged Sevenfold
Blink 182
Boys Like Girls
Busted
Chiodos
Crime Rate in Iowa
Cute Is What We Aim For
Dashboard Confessionals
From First to Last
Hawthorne Heights
HelloGoodbye
HIM
Hinder
Hollywood Undead
Just Surrender
Korn
Lifehouse
Mae
Motion City Soundtrack
Mudvayne
My Chemical Romance
Panic! At the Disco
Paramore
Relient K
Rise Against
Saosin
Say Anything
Scary Kids Scaring Kids
Senses Fail
Son of Dork
Story of the Year
Taking Back Sunday
The Academy Is...
The All-American Rejects
The Early November
The Matches
The Pink Spiders
The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
The Summer Obsession
The Used

Movies:

Disturbia
300
Pirates of the Carribean 1, 2 & 3.
Stay Alive
Underworld
Underworld Evolution
Van Helsing
Hangman's Curse
Amityville Horror
The Notebook
A Walk to Remember
Transformers

Television:

The O.C.
Naruto
Unsolved Mysteries
Laguna Beach
Trinity Blood
Bleach

Books:

Demon in My View
A Girl's Guide to Vampires
Vamped
Shattered Mirror
Twilight
New Moon
Eclipse

Heroes:


Dustin
I will always love this boy no matter what happens along the way. We've been through so much shit. I love him to death, he was my first *true* love. It bothers me to know we can't be together and that things probably wouldn't change even if we did. It hurts me to think he's given up on me. No matter what though, through the jealousy and tears he puts me through, I still love him. I want to be by his side forever. In some form or another. He completes me. He makes me a better person. I know we fight all the time and it sucks, but it never lasts. I will love him until the day I die, he is my best friend forever and the love of my life at times. He's completely gorgeous, I mean.. come on. & He's a sweetheart. Plus I'm pretty positive he's better than you! Some days he just makes me feel like a different person, he's amazing. I can't stay mad at him. I'd probably marry him in a heartbeat, as pathetic as that is. I couldn't walk away from him even if I had to. He will always be my friend, even if I want more than that. He'll always be by my side. This he has promised to me and so I hold him to it. He's lied to me before but this I hope is true because I couldn't go a minute without. I get sick when I think of him not being with me. It's terrible. I get worried when I don't know where he's at and can't get a hold of him. If I lost him... I don't think I could live with myself. He's everything to me. He's my world. & He kind of owns my heart as sad as that may sound. I love the shit out of this boy and I don't think I'll ever stop. ♥
"Sorry... I just want you to know it. And I want you to realize what I would give up for you to feel the exact same..."
"I love u baby and u kno it"
"Love me forever? Lol. Go to bed."
"Yes 4ever goodnite"

Loralei
I definitely can say I love this girl like crazy. She's amazing. I met her in gym class in the 10th grade. I never really planned on being friends with her, then we started talking, and she was so cool. I'd definitely regret not talking to her, so I'm really glad I did. My life without Loralei would probably be pointless. She's hilarious, we make each other fcking hyper as hell. We're psycho, when we get together we laugh until our heads hurt. We do stupid things. She awesome at guitar [even though she's a traitor ;)]. She's an amazing artist. She's fcking better than you are [get over it]. I remember all the crazy times we had together, and gosh I can't believe I almost forgot the time that the bus almost left without us. I think I might've laughed about it if it had though. We ran around the Dome parking lot. We got drunk off of CAFFEINE...cappuccino/frappucino. When we got back after racing we were sick, and we laughed about it. We fogged up my car. I jumped in the back seat with you and pretended we were DOING IT! Dustin wanted to join in. ;] We wrote stuff on the windows. You've dyed my hair more times than it's ever been dyed before, haha. I don't think it's possible to keep this short. I remember laughing at your Scooby Doo snowman replica. Haha, it kind of scared the sht out of me. We're definitely going to Bismarck/Mandan this summer & you, Kris, Dustin, and I are going to go camping. Let's get drunk...off of caffeine. BECAUSE WE DON'T NEED ALCOHOL TO HAVE FUN! :] Fck I LOVE YOU! We're married, we got married on NOV. 19th, 2006. FCK YOU BETCHES!
Eric B. W. AKA Darfy Eric is the only person on this earth that I can tell everything to. I have six best friends and out of all of them he is the one I trust the most. He doesn't judge me by the things I do, he may get disappointed, but he doesn't tell me I'm a bad person. We always have serious talks everytime we talk. He's my everything, if I ever lost him life would have no meaning. It's as if we were destined to be friends because he is like my soul-friend. From the day we met I knew it was meant to be,... as something at least. I love the fact that I don't need to worry about him hating me for something that I've done because he doesn't care, he worries about me and tells me this, but he's not going to start hating me. Him and I are going to take over the world one day TGAOHAD (The Great Adventures of Hollerz and Darfy). I don't even know how I came up with his nickname, I think it was a random word in my head at the moment and I decided that is what I was going to call him. He is my BFFAEAEAEAEAEAEAEAEAEEEE. I love him to death. :]

My Blog

You still need to listen...

So I'm tired of this. Not France, God I love France it's amazing and I need to live it up while I'm here considering I probably won't ever be back here again...But I'm still upset...Is it too much to ...
Posted by [hOLLysxoxhYSTERIc!] iMsORRy4♥iNgYoUbABy on Mon, 16 Jun 2008 10:24:00 PST

I shouldve known...

I don't know why I'm such an idiot.I should've known it from the start.It's whatever.I just can't stand feeling this way.If I could get over him, life would be better.Then I could move on to better th...
Posted by [hOLLysxoxhYSTERIc!] iMsORRy4♥iNgYoUbABy on Tue, 15 Apr 2008 09:31:00 PST

Sometimes I wish...

-That I could be pretty.-That I could just chop this hair off, do what I want with it, not give a shit what it looks like, take the time to care for it, with no regrets, no second thoughts.-That I cou...
Posted by [hOLLysxoxhYSTERIc!] iMsORRy4♥iNgYoUbABy on Sat, 22 Mar 2008 11:01:00 PST

The dirt [about myself]

I have failed myself.I post way too many surveys that no one reads or gives a shit less about, all the more reason to post them right? I'm a disappointment, I've done all the things I've promised myse...
Posted by [hOLLysxoxhYSTERIc!] iMsORRy4♥iNgYoUbABy on Sat, 08 Mar 2008 01:13:00 PST

My fears...

Yeah, I got bored so I decided I would list my fears. :DA:Achluophobia: Fear of darkness.Agliophobia: Fear of pain.Aichmophobia: Fear of needles or pointed objects.Anginophobia: Fear of angina, chokin...
Posted by [hOLLysxoxhYSTERIc!] iMsORRy4♥iNgYoUbABy on Tue, 04 Mar 2008 10:09:00 PST

This song describes my life!

THE SPILL CANVAS LYRICS "Bound To Happen" I used to know you like the back of my hand Until today you held your place Now you're shifting like the sand Your chest would heave with pride if I were sp...
Posted by [hOLLysxoxhYSTERIc!] iMsORRy4♥iNgYoUbABy on Fri, 22 Feb 2008 08:46:00 PST

Of course I screwed it up...

The balance of things is what I screwed up. You never... ever ever should get involved with someone who breaks your heart into pieces every chance they get. Three times this boy has done it to me and ...
Posted by [hOLLysxoxhYSTERIc!] iMsORRy4♥iNgYoUbABy on Fri, 15 Feb 2008 09:41:00 PST

Music and Books!

I'm having difficulty with my scroll boxes as the moment and my page was long and annoying, so I'm adding the music and books I like here. I'll put my ultimate faves in the other boxes though. I need ...
Posted by [hOLLysxoxhYSTERIc!] iMsORRy4♥iNgYoUbABy on Thu, 24 Jan 2008 10:04:00 PST

About Moi.

I KNOW I HAVE THIS ON MY MAIN PAGE, I'M JUST TRYING TO DO SOMETHING DIFFERENT WITH MY PROFILE, BUT I'M TOO LAZY TO DO IT, HAHAHellowhore; :]My name is Holly.I am 18 years old and a senior in high sch...
Posted by [hOLLysxoxhYSTERIc!] iMsORRy4♥iNgYoUbABy on Fri, 11 Jan 2008 10:52:00 PST

A few thoughts concerning life...

As if my life wasn't complicated enough, worse shit happens. It's as if everytime I have something to look forward to it gets crushed to stone. I'm single, but it's hard for me to like a guy for more ...
Posted by [hOLLysxoxhYSTERIc!] iMsORRy4♥iNgYoUbABy on Tue, 08 Jan 2008 09:38:00 PST