my_dying_grind-light operator

About Me

No Into the defect The reason The source Of all this Mysery And extract it ForeverWhat heals me kills meI'm a natural assasin A massacre in action I've never known remorse Or felt any compassion This is my drug of choice The reason demons rejoice My rage remains a beast untamedI bet you'll remember me nowGlutton I am heartbreak and depression Regret without redemption A wounded animal Afraid of my reflection I am an epidemic This is a crime of passion The willing weak deserve defeat The penance will be savageI bet you'll remember me nowBi-polar Self-abortion Mind fuck Can't escape These chains Of shame I'm stuck Swollen in the mud Barely Standing still Hungry for the hunt And the thrill Of the killCome on I've always been a shadow Content with my disease You'll never see it coming 'Cause you never notice me Unload Words are the remedyWhat heals me kills me The plague rages onI've built myself out of ash and agony I am ready I Am I I am my own creation, I am, self-made Destroyers I am I A bone heals A bruise fades But art is forever

My Interests

i work as a light operator,in a few words i am responsible for all the light effects:)i also work at a music shop called MOUSIKOPOLIS(it includes all kinds of music,especialy metal)at KIPSELIS 83:)[email protected]

I'd like to meet:

my maker,jim morrison,ian curtis....

Music:

anything that sounds good...music that i like most at the moment is neurosis,isis,mogwai,portishead,my dying bride,katatonia,the dillinger escape plan,the red sparows,placebo,anathema,16..........

Movies:

the crow,fight club,v for vendeta,south park,happy tree friends,dracula....

Television:

tv lies!

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Books:

books of phychology especialy about depression,comic books about vampires and of course the crow by james o barr

Heroes:

In vein and valor Be what they fear Their days are over Our nights are here With hate and heartache I'll strike you down With rage and rapture I crush your crown No more gods No more graves No more love No more hate No more heroes No more no more In my world of enemies I walk alone

My Blog

your star

I can't see your star. I can't see your star. Though I patiently waited, bedside, for the death of today. I can't see your star. The mechanical lights of Lisbon frightened it away. And I'm alone now...
Posted by my_dying_grind-light operator on Sun, 30 Sep 2007 03:09:00 PST

a means to an end

i have to give a means to an end....
Posted by my_dying_grind-light operator on Sun, 30 Sep 2007 07:15:00 PST

the kill

Moved in a hired carand I find no way to runAdds every moment longerhad no time for funJust something that I knew I had to doBut through it allI kept my eyes on youI had an impulse to clear it all awa...
Posted by my_dying_grind-light operator on Sun, 30 Sep 2007 07:12:00 PST

cold

what is cold to you is love to me
Posted by my_dying_grind-light operator on Sat, 29 Sep 2007 11:01:00 PST

miss

i miss the warm embrace i felt the first time you touched me...secure and safe in open armsi should have known you would crush me...
Posted by my_dying_grind-light operator on Sat, 29 Sep 2007 10:34:00 PST

tired of being sorry

I don't know why You want to follow me tonight When the rest of the world With whom I've crossed and I've quarreled Let's me down so For a thousand reasons that I know To share forever the unrest Wi...
Posted by my_dying_grind-light operator on Fri, 28 Sep 2007 05:18:00 PST

everythings shit

how does it feel when everything around you falls apart?when you have a job and they tell you one day that you are no good so take a hike!or when you are in love with someone whos never gonna love you...
Posted by my_dying_grind-light operator on Fri, 28 Sep 2007 04:31:00 PST

lithium

Lithium, don't want to lock me up inside. Lithium, don't want to forget how it feels without... Lithium, I want to stay in love with my sorrow. Oh, but God, I want to let it go. Come to bed, don't m...
Posted by my_dying_grind-light operator on Thu, 27 Sep 2007 01:32:00 PST

the one pice puzzle

Pick up the fragments and piece them together Tell me do you like what you've found? Are your thoughts like the earth spinning round? Existence is pure pantomime Why is life such a puzzle sometimes? ...
Posted by my_dying_grind-light operator on Wed, 26 Sep 2007 07:12:00 PST

undenied

Your softly spoken words, Release my whole desire, Undenied, Totally. And so bare is my heart, I can't hide, And so where does my heart, Belong. Beneath your tender touch, My senses can't divide, O...
Posted by my_dying_grind-light operator on Tue, 25 Sep 2007 02:30:00 PST