Now living in TO. But, forever a montreal girl :)

I'd like to meet:

Someone who can deal with this - me ...
How to make a Debbie
Ingredients:
5 parts intelligence
5 parts arrogance
5 parts beauty
Method:
Layer ingredientes in a shot glass. Add lovability to taste! Do not overindulge!
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Personality cocktail
From Go-Quiz.comCan you handle a Debbie? I am not even sure I can! Perhaps it wasn't apparent enough in my PROFILE what I am and NOT looking for so let's get it straight .. ok?

Telling you I am a married lesbian is my polite way of telling you I am not looking to date. As it says... I am here for FRIENDS and NETWORKING. I am not sure how much more clear I can POSSIBLY be.

That said, I can never say never... but you should know your chances are slim to none. and, UNDERSTAND that.

I am not a canadian mail order bride who wants to marry you for a green card. Wake the fuck up !

These bullshit lines of you are the stars, sky and I have never seen a more beautiful woman. I have already heard it, thanks anyway. Go tell a porn star or someone who cares.

If you DO compliment me... try something different!

If I don't know you, I will likely not add you. Sorry.

If your top 8 consist of porn stars, while I am flattered I am not adding you. Not sorry.

One last thing, I add bands - I love music. I once had a douchebag in a band harass me. Don't pose as someone if you are no one and don't expect anything from me cause of it.

Other than that, I have met some cool and decent people despite my resistance to this whole myspace thing. The good outweight the bad unfortunately my patience for ignorance and idiots is somewhat fine...

Add me at your own risk!

Music:

Some of my Fave Lyrics Dark as roses, fine as sand
Feel your healing and your sting again
I hear you laughing and my soul is saved
On forgotten graves you cry

Crawl like ivy up my spine
Through my nerves and into my eyes
Cuts like anguish
Or recollections of better days gone by

But it s all right
When you re caught in pain
And you feel the rain come down
It s all right
When you find your way
Then you see it disappear
It s all right
Though your garden grey
I know all your graces
Someday will flower
In the sweet sunshower

Eyes like oceans so far away
A feather trail to a better way
Worried mornings turn into days
Then into worried nights

But it s all right
When you’re all in pain
And you feel the rain come down
Oh it s all right
When you find your way
Then you see it disappear
Oh it s all right
Though your garden’s grey
I know all your graces
Someday will flower
Oh in the sweet sunshower
Oh in the sweet sunshower
In the sweet sunshower

I know all your graces
Someday will flower
In the sweet sunshower
And it s all right
All you ll be you are today
Are today
It s all right
All you ll be you are today
Are today......... ********************************* FAVE LYRICS As I cuddled the porcupine
He said I had none to blame but me.
Held my heart, deep in hell,
Time to shave, shave it off, it off
No. no time for romantic escape
And your fluffy heart is ready for rape *************************** Well, you knew you had to want to go , dance down slow.
Better get yourself and transcend it,
Or burst of light
Blaze stars into me,
While the love breaks through here and now.
So, murder by the light of the sun.
Please don t get too close to me.
You said you are for real, it ’s not pretend.
All memories stolen, know this for yourself.
How would you like to be the happiest man in the world?
Behind the weathered field hands, whose blistered
Paws
Harvest cut, for wedding clothes they ’ll never wear,
Marching down a road that was never there.
It takes place on a sunlit face and the backbone broken. ********************************************* There is a child sleeping near his twin
The pictures go wild in a rush of wind
That dark angel he is shuffling in
Watching over them with his black feather wings unfurled

The love you lost with her skin so fair
Is free with the wind in her butterscotch hair
Her green eyes blew goodbyes
With her head in her hands
And your kiss on the lips of another
Dream brother with your tears scattered round the world.

I feel afraid and I call your name
I love your voice and your dance insane
I hear your words and I know your pain
With your head in your hands and her kiss on the lips of another
Your eyes to the ground and the world spinning round forever
Asleep in the sand with the ocean washing over

Ah do you meet the one I love
And smell the one who loves you *********************************** Twenty-nine pearls in your kiss
A singing smile
Coffee smell and lilac skin
Your flame in me

I m only here for this moment

I know everybody here wants you
I know everybody here thinks he needs you
I ll be waiting right here just to show you
How our love will blow it all away

Hmm, such a thing of wonder in this crowd
I m a stranger in this town
You re free with me
And our eyes locked in downcast love
I sit here proud
Even now you re undressed in your dreams with me

I know the tears we cried
Have dried on yesterday
The sea of fools has parted for us
There s nothing in our way
My love

Don t you see, don t you see?
You re just the torch to put the flame to all our guilt and shame
And I ll rise like an ember in your name

That love can rise, rise just like embers

Love can taste like the wine of the ages, oh babe,
And I know they all looks so good from a distance
But I tell you I’m the one ****************************** This is our last embrace
Must I dream and always see your face
Why can t we overcome this wall
Well, maybe it s just because I didn’t know you at all

Kiss me, please kiss me
But kiss me out of desire, babe, and not consolation
You know it makes me so angry cause I know that in time
I ll only make you cry, this is our last goodbye ***************************
There s the moon asking to stay
Long enough for the clouds to fly me away
Well it s my time coming, I m not afraid, afraid to die

My fading voice sings of love
But she cries to the clicking of time,
Wait in the fire...

And she weeps on my arm
Walking to the bright lights in sorrow
Oh drink a bit of wine we both might go tomorrow
Oh my love...

And the rain is falling and I believe my time has come
And it reminds me of the pain I might leave behind
Wait in the fire...

And I feel them drown my name
So easy to know and forget with this kiss
But I m not afraid to go, baby it s all because of you
But I m not afraid to go, but it goes so slow, slow
Wait in the fire, wait in the fire
Wait in the fire...

...don t you take it away from me ********************************* Everything is a mess
I have to come to confess
Sold out all my beliefs
I'm a liar and a cheat
Searched my soul in despair
Callused heart is rubbed bare
How I wish to believe
In your innocent dreams
Delicate love, precious and pale
Tempted and torn
Broken and failed
Don't leave me here
Don't leave me alone
I am the one
The devil you know
I'm your man on the cross
I'm the soul you have lost
I'm the choice you regret
One you wish to forget
Lover broken and sad
Lost the dreams that you had
How I wish I could be everything that you need ****************************** sold out the truth
and repackaged the lies
polluted our souls
took the dreams from our lives ************************************ You'll never see the courage I know
Its colors' richness won't appear within your view
I'll never glow - the way that you glow
Your presence dominates the judgements made on you

But as the scenery grows, I see in different lights
The shades and shadows undulate in my perception
My feelings swell and stretch; I see from greater heights
I understand what I am still too proud to mention - to you

You'll say you understand, but You don't understand
You'll say you'd never give up seeing eye to eye
But never is a promise, and you can't afford to lie

You'll never touch - these things that I hold
The skin of my emotions lies beneath my own
You'll never feel the heat of this soul
My fever burns me deeper than I've ever shown - to you

You'll say, Don't fear your dreams, it's easier than it seems
You'll say you'd never let me fall from hopes so high
But never is a promise and you can't afford to lie

You'll never live this life that I live
I'll never live the life that wakes me in the night
You'll never hear the message I give
You'll say it looks as though I might give up this fight

But as the scenery grows, I see in different lights
The shades and shadows undulate in my perception
My feelings swell and stretch, I see from greater heights
I realize what I am now too smart to mention - to you

You'll say you understand, you'll never understand
I'll say I'll never wake up knowing how or why
I don't know what to believe in, you don't know who I am
You'll say I need appeasing when I start to cry
But never is a promise and I'll never need a lie ****************************** Hey...oooh...
Sheets of empty canvas, untouched sheets of clay
Were laid spread out before me as her body once did
All five horizons revolved around her soul
As the earth to the sun
Now the air I tasted and breathed has taken a turn
Ooh, and all I taught her was everything
Ooh, I know she gave me all that she wore
And now my bitter hands chafe beneath the clouds
Of what was everything?
Oh, the pictures have all been washed in black, tattooed everything...
I take a walk outside
I'm surrounded by some kids at play
I can feel their laughter, so why do I sear
Oh, and twisted thoughts that spin round my head
I'm spinning, oh, I'm spinning
How quick the sun can, drop away
And now my bitter hands cradle broken glass
Of what was everything?
All the pictures have all been washed in black, tattooed everything...
All the love gone bad turned my world to black
Tattooed all I see, all that I am, all I'll ever be...yeah...
Uh huh...uh huh...ooh...
I know someday you'll have a beautiful life, I know you'll be a star
In somebody else's sky, but why
Why, why can't it be, why can't it be mine ****************************** If I had my way
I would never go back
with my back to the wall
I just let myself fall
watch the daytimes turn black
but now and again I find
you cross my mind
If I was a train
I would never slow down
with my head in the sky
and the world going by
every nowhere town
as I write one more letter to you
I know I can't change the things that I do
one day
when you discover
just why I ran
ran away from you lover
I know I'm to blame
I feel so ashamed
call out your name
after the rain
what do you want me to do
I've thrown away everything for you
well I've wasted my dreams
each day it seems
I'm losing my way back to you
It's time for a change
what else can I do
the clock ticking time
I better make up my mind
is it me or is it you
tonight as I'm losing control I will drink to the queen of my soul
one day
when you discover
just why I ran
ran away from you lover
I know I'm to blame
I feel so ashamed
call out your name
after the rain...

Movies:

lmao Once you go white, a trailer's in sight! .. width="425" height="350" ....Foamy rocks !

Television:

Nip/Tuck or sports

Books:

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Heroes:

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