well I may be just be a fool
but I know you're just as cool
and cool kids
they belong together
I can't really figure myself out, so if you can't, don't worry about it too much. I'm optimistic in day to day life, but in the long run, no fucking way. I'm patient but I've got a temper. Some days I'm funny, some days I am not. I can talk all day to most people, but if I'm secretly in love with you I'm can't think of shit to say. I think life is vastly complicated and every single thing that happens is a function of everything that has happened in the past and the world blows my mind. I think college is a scam, yet I continue the horrible process and the unnecessary stress because I love my parents and deep down I know I better get this shit done or I'm gonna be the poorest bum on the block. I don't like whiners. I feel like I don't care about much these days, and I wish I did, or I wish I was better at pretending. The little things in life delight me and I really like going on adventures.. at least one a day. I like my friends. I like everyone at first, pretty much, and it takes me a long time to figure out someone's bad traits. Once I do, I usually don't talk to them for a while, then I can go back to kinda liking them and being semi-friendly, just not best friendly. I wanna go places and do stuff, fun stuff, because all the other stuff is just a kink in the flowing hose of life and we gotta limited water supply and when it's gone it's gone.. if ya know what I mean. I also like metaphorical expressions.
