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Antonia

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About Me


I'm Antonia and I'm alive.
One day I will shine and be truly happy; for now I must explore, discover my place, create myself, keep on living, keep on loving, fight it, fight it, fight it, and just go, until I die and can not go any further.

"Living is more than existing".

My Interests

variety.
don't bring me down; i'm interested in living the happiest life possible.
and i'm interested in people, places, concepts, ideas, and things that are willing to contribute to the above statement.

some interests of mine are:
living correctly, doing things until i have done them right, finding new music, meeting new people, re-meeting people i know, small talk, in depth conversations, seeing small bands live, music on vinyl, notebooks, pouring my thoughts on pages, pouring my secrets on pages, going on runs while listening to fast beats, cross country, lacto-ovo vegetarianism, nature, ebay, thrifty shopping, cozy sweaters, flowy dresses, poetry, philosophy, reading, writing, capturing the real moments on camera, traveling, people watching, coffee shops, book shops, odd indivuduals, helping the helpless, loving the cold-hearts, socializing with the anti-socials, socializing with the overly-socials, being nothing but sweet, being satirical when in doubt, being romantic, being a friend, karoke, dancing like a fool, singing off key, playing the keys, painting pictures than analyzing them, doodling, fixing errors, finding personal faults, finding others faults, seeing past faults, learning lessons, British culture, the whole UK in general.

I'd like to meet:


Characters, that's all you are. Every single one of you.

Oh love, oh love, come meet me.

Music:


50s motown,60s girlgroups, 70s art punk, 80s indie, 90s alternative, and music in the present that has those vibes.

the smiths, joy division, buddy holly, the ramones, tullycraft, the unicorns, tilly and the wall, bright eyes, boat, the pipettes, edwyn collins, orange juice, sonic youth, the shirelles, the apples in stereo, the boy least likely to, aberfeldy, vampire weekend, the cookies,the good life, cursive, we are the fury, xui xui, !!!, you say party! we say die!,belle and sebastian, the salteens, the blood brothers, neon blonde, radiohead, the rakes,coconut records, elvis costello, devo, hello saferide, the fratellis, anti-flag, bad brains, los campesinos!

music like that...

Movies:

variety.
I need to view more.
As you can see I am more of a music listener and book reader, than a movie watcher.
Stand by Me, My Girl, Girl Interupted, Donnie Darco, I 3 Huckabees, Clueless.

Television:

variety.
I rarely watch it.
I can't get glued to the tevevision, sadly I can get glued to the computer screen.
Family Feud, Wonder Years, Boy Meets World, Full House, sit-coms you say you don't watch but you really do.

Books:

variety.
I am an open book.
I'm writing one.

Some books worth reading:
Catcher in the Rye
Apathy and other small victories
The Stranger
The Metamorphosis
The Outsiders
Walk two moons
Winona's Web
Cut
Girl Interupted
Pretty Things
The Sun also Rises
Go Ask Alice
Kim: Empty inside
The Joy Luck Club
Fat Chance
The Poisionwood Bible
Tom Sawyer

Some plays worth reading and/or acting:
Romeo and Juliet
The Lost Work- Beat Generation
Into the Woods
A Midsummer night's Dream

Some poets worth mentioning:
Allen Ginsburg
Jack Kerouac
Emily Dickinson
Edgar Allen Poe
Robert Frost
Dylan Thomas
Langston Hughes
E.E. Cummings
William Shakespeare
William Blake

Magazines I read:
Fitness.
Death & Taxes.
Nylon.

Heroes:

I battle alone.
Only love will save me.

My Blog

paths.

Thinking, visualizing, imagining....Yes they are similar, but similar and only similar.I've been doing all three lately.Continuousness, it's a cycle.Time, ah what is time?There's more to it than a clo...
Posted by Antonia on Mon, 18 Feb 2008 08:34:00 PST

Will you be my valentine?

This is a Valentine's truth survey. So dont lie:1.Do you like anyone?I want to get to know people more before I can say I actually "like" them. However I am interested in quite a few fellows.2. Are yo...
Posted by Antonia on Sun, 20 Jan 2008 07:42:00 PST

College Schedule

Monday College Composition - Ferbach 9:00 AM- 9:50 AM Survey of Math - Quinn 10:00 AM- 10:50 AM Enjoyment of Music- Jhun 11:00 AM- 11:50 AM Physical Fitness - Barley 12:00PM- 12:50 PM Tuesday Int...
Posted by Antonia on Mon, 14 Jan 2008 01:51:00 PST

resolution

I am not going to set some outrageous resolution that is hard to achieve.No, I am not slacking. But time, time is not an option. When it happens, it happens. Your agenda will decay, but will your will...
Posted by Antonia on Mon, 07 Jan 2008 01:57:00 PST

360

A 360, yes a circle.So you made a 360, you did not change. You are right back where you starting.Antonia, you will always be that Antonia.No matter what happens.No you did not change, everything aroun...
Posted by Antonia on Wed, 05 Dec 2007 06:30:00 PST

Be patient Antonia.

As Emily Dickinson once said : "The soul should always stand ajar, ready to welcome the ecstatic experience." My soul is ajar, always. Now I just have to wait for that ecstatic experience....
Posted by Antonia on Fri, 23 Nov 2007 10:13:00 PST