Amazed |
Well I just had the last communication I will ever have with the person I was blogging about in my last blog. I knew they had issues, maybe I was just stupid and clueless as to how many issues they we...
Posted by on Fri, 13 Feb 2009 15:47:00 GMT |
Confused |
Well, I guess I am over being sick so now i get to think.....How is it that some people can have such a profound affect on you? How can you so absolutly click with someone and then they dissappear? Ho...
Posted by on Fri, 13 Feb 2009 04:08:00 GMT |
Turning 45 |
This has been a weirder birthday than most. It has made me stop and question everything in my life. I am definitly doing alot of soul searching. I have never really known careerwise what I wanted to d...
Posted by on Thu, 17 Jul 2008 03:20:00 GMT |
Fuck |
Man, I am in a super shitty mood. How can you fly half way around the world and feel this fucked up? I thought getting out after the anniversary of My dad passing was going to be a good idea. I ...
Posted by on Mon, 12 May 2008 05:46:00 GMT |
One Year |
So Pops has been gone a year.....
Not really sure what to think about that. One thing I am doing is checking the fuck out for a bit. I am leaving town for three weeks. I was looking forward to it more...
Posted by on Sat, 03 May 2008 02:35:00 GMT |
I make it harder on myself |
Just livin life cause now I wanna change my diet too. So not only do I put myself thru the hell of quitting smoking, but I am gonna try to gradually eliminate fried food, red meat and sugar. I know I ...
Posted by on Mon, 21 Apr 2008 23:51:00 GMT |
Off the Meds |
Well, I Finished the cycle of the meds to quit smoking. I have been off of them now for 4 days. I have been jonesing to smoke a bit since then to on and off. I did good on the medicine, but I think I ...
Posted by on Sat, 05 Apr 2008 19:51:00 GMT |
Late Nights |
Ya know, late nights spur alot of thought. I am thinking about my Dad a bunch. It's been almost a year he's been gone. I still miss him a bunch. I miss just hamgin out sometimes. I miss his stories an...
Posted by on Mon, 31 Mar 2008 23:18:00 GMT |
2 things |
Paranoia and My Camera.
Ok, figured I'd write cause its stuck in my head. I am kinda paranoid these days cause this about the amount of time that I had the last time I tried to quit smoking. I fucked...
Posted by on Sun, 16 Mar 2008 03:36:00 GMT |
Boredom |
Ok, I wanna smoke when I am bored and i am bored most of the time lately. This staying smoke free is a bitch. The thing that pisses me off most about it is I did it to myself. So yeah, I'm bored, piss...
Posted by on Sun, 17 Feb 2008 20:13:00 GMT |
