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BrightBlack the Fool

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About Me

I do not add people I have not spoken with to my friends list - I am not here as friend fodder to fill out your list. My self worth is not determined by the size of my friend or comment list. People I add are people I actually talk to. Bright Black (Struthio Felidae) - An unusual creature that has a marked tendancy toward daydreams and gibberish . A silly creature known to make badly phrased but well-meaning comments - NEVER TAKE TOO SERIOUSLY .
What is there to life but fleeting moments that fade away slowly taking with them the chance to do what you want done ... Regrets are foolish thoughts that ruin the one chance you have to be happy right now so why bother?
What... you still reading ? Hmm... suppose I should say something more worthwhile , then? Or perhaps less worthwhile ... I have nothing important to say, just random musings and thoughts of the moment. My mental priorities are somewhat backwards which tends to confuse or anger most people since the conversations never seem to go in quite the right direction if it is on a subject deeper than the weather . I have strong opinions that I'm not afraid to change if new evidence comes to light to prove that my previous way of thinking was not as right as I thought. I may be stubborn but I'm not completely stupid.
I like video games but I'm not good at them, mostly I watch other people play. I do love to play Animal Crossing , We Love Katamari and Katamari Damacy, though. That's my zen... ^_^
The only other thing often on my mind is spirituality in general . I've read about any kind of religion or spiritual path I could get my hands on and dabbled in various kinds of magick over the years but I have finally found my personal path. That has not reduced my facination for everything else. More than anything I love hearing about other people's experiences with the supernatural... you know, all that stuff that most people won't believe? I've seen enough to know that there is nothing really impossible in this world.
I took comfort knowing
Black is every colour shining
Brightly at once
-Dipsomaniacs
"...and the greatest of teachers won't hesitate
to leave you there, by yourself, chained to fate" Live (I, Alone)
I'd love to know what makes you tick. Not only that, but what makes you go cuckoo every half-hour.
I edited my profile with Thomas’ Myspace Editor V3.6 ! (mostly just cause I'm really lazy ^_^)
Advanced Global Personality Test Results
Extraversion |||||||||| 40%
Stability |||||||||||||| 56%
Orderliness |||||||||| 40%
Accommodation |||||||||||||||| 63%
Interdependence |||||||||||||||| 63%
Intellectual |||||||||||||||| 63%
Mystical |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Artistic |||||||||||||||| 63%
Religious |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Hedonism |||||||||| 36%
Materialism |||||| 30%
Narcissism |||||||||||| 43%
Adventurousness |||||||||||| 43%
Work ethic |||||||||||| 50%
Self absorbed |||||||||| 36%
Conflict seeking |||||||||| 36%
Need to dominate |||||| 30%
Romantic |||||| 30%
Avoidant |||||||||||| 43%
Anti-authority |||||||||||| 43%
Wealth |||| 16%
Dependency |||||||||||| 50%
Change averse |||||| 30%
Cautiousness |||||||||||||||| 63%
Individuality |||||||||||||||| 63%
Sexuality |||||||||||||||| 70%
Peter pan complex |||||||||||| 43%
Physical security |||||||||||||| 56%
Physical Fitness |||| 17%
Histrionic |||||| 30%
Paranoia |||||||||||| 50%
Vanity |||||| 30%
Hypersensitivity |||||||||| 36%
Female cliche |||||| 23% Take Free Advanced Global Personality Test
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My Interests


I'm
BrightBlack
on
My Husband , IMVU - The World's Greatest 3D Chat , strange websites, occult and supernatural things, interesting people, music, games, looking at exceptional art, painting, sculpting, well-made flash animations... Lately I've gotten hooked on IMVU LOL I've been having a blast designing my avatar and talking to random people.

I'd like to meet:

I am both facinated and repulsed by humans. A condition I am sure most understand if not agree with. I love to just listen to people talk about their experiences... which is good seeing as most people like to talk about themselves.

Above all I love talking to people about paranormal/supernatural experiences. From personal experience I know that a VERY large number of things said to not exist DO exist (Even if not exactly as legend has it). Witches, ghosts, vampires, werewolves, fairies, demons, spirits, elementals, God... Either I am a severe paranoid schizophrenic with serious psychosis problems that looks, acts and functions normally or there is more to life than they teach in school. I also have trouble staying on topic sometimes...

I am not here to make myself seem popular - my friends list contains just that. Friends. I won't join just any group or add just any person because they feel that a number defines who they are in the eyes of others.

Music:

Voltaire, Poe, Pat Benatar, Violet Tumle, L7, Live, Frolic, Disjecta Membra, Adrian Alexis, Elaine Silver, Pink Floyd, Lisa Thiel, The Judds, Rammstein, The Four Postmen, The Mamas and the Papas, Type O Negative (old stuff), Alanis Morrisette, Delerium, David Arkenstone, Joan Osbourne, John Oakenfold, Green Day, Alan Parsons Project, Circle of Women, Beach Boys, Eric Schwartz, Cranberries, Tom Lehrer, Nevermore, Weird Al, Mindless Self Indulgence, Nine Inch Nails, Nirvana, Depeche Mode, My Life with the Thrill Kill Kult, Bass Kittens....

Television:

I tend to watch more than I would like but there are only a few shows I really try not to miss. Bones, Family Guy, American Dad, Attack of the Show (X-play and Filter are pretty good too), I miss Oblongs...

Books:

Tanith Lee, Sherri S. Tepper, Piers Anthony, Anne Rice (Sad, I know), Nickolaus Pacione, Douglas Adams, Carolyn G. Hart, Hans Holzer, Emily Dickenson, Jennifer Roberson... the list goes on. I'll probably add more as I think of themThe Four Agreements
1.Be Impeccable With Your Word
Speak with integrity. Say only what you mean. Avoid using the word to speak against yourself or to gossip about others. Use the power of your word in the direction of truth and love.
2. Don’t Take Anything Personally
Nothing others do is because of you. What others say and do is a projection of their own reality, their own dream. When you are immune to the opinions and actions of others, you won’t be the victim of needless suffering.
3. Don’t Make Assumptions
Find the courage to ask questions and to express what you really want. Communicate with others as clearly as you can to avoid misunderstandings, sadness and drama. With just this one agreement, you can completely transform your life.
4. Always Do Your Best
Your best is going to change from moment to moment; it will be different when you are healthy as opposed to sick. Under any circumstance, simply do your best, and you will avoid self-judgment, self-abuse and regret.

Heroes:


Learning To Love You More
Irina Tweedie is admirable in so many ways. The first Western woman to be trained by a Sufi master. She held on stubbornly through such terrible and hard times to discover the truth.
Shel Silverstien
Gallagher! While most people seem to remember him for smashing anything that will soak an audience he stands for more than that to me. I grew up watching his videos, hearing him say 'Think about the world around you! Be creative! THINK CREATIVELY!' and it made a very deep impact on me. I see the world in a different light from most people and find amusement in the strangest places. ^_^
Amélie If you haven't seen the movie do so as soon as possible.
Red Green . What? Can't I appreciate a man who can find that many ways to use duct tape? You should see some of the inventions! ^_^
LOVE. Connect with one another
Despite the walls that exist between us
TRY. we want to roll everything in,
Roll in even the broken hearts

My Blog

This and That

The last few days have been tiring, stressful, worrisome and thought provoking. The best friend of one of my co-workers died. They had fallen out of contact the last few months so she was feeling hor...
Posted by BrightBlack on Tue, 22 May 2007 12:08:00 PST

Whatnot

So much has happened in the last week or so... most of it i'm just tired of thinking about. Life is a bit of a mess so on to something more interesting. I've been thinking a lot lately about this and...
Posted by BrightBlack on Fri, 04 May 2007 12:27:00 PST

Update on everything

Okay... so I realized that I haven't posted a blog since I got to Texas. Some people know what went on but most probably don't LOL The trip from Washington to Texas was hellish. We (foolishly) opted t...
Posted by BrightBlack on Wed, 28 Mar 2007 10:10:00 PST

Off we go

Well, I'm going to pull my computer apart soon. Tomorrow we leave to spend the weekend with friends then we'll head out on Monday. It should take about 2 days to get there. Not as long as we expected,...
Posted by BrightBlack on Fri, 16 Feb 2007 12:51:00 PST

Troubled and Going

Well, it's almost time to go. The pickup is packed. Tomorrow we'll be going to get the trailer. Pack that then clean the rooms up, retouch the paint and generally make sure we leave behind nice rooms....
Posted by BrightBlack on Wed, 14 Feb 2007 05:53:00 PST

Mayan Astrology

Yellow Spectral Warrior   Tone 11: Spectral - Dissonance & Letting Go   Yellow Warrior is your Conscious Self - who you are and who you ...
Posted by BrightBlack on Fri, 22 Dec 2006 10:03:00 PST

Book Tag

Eek! I was tagged! And there were people before and more to come!1. Grab the nearest book.2. Open the book to page 123.3. Find the fifth sentence.4. Post the text of the next 4 sentences on your MySpa...
Posted by BrightBlack on Thu, 30 Nov 2006 11:07:00 PST

Nature of Three

Now, at the best of times I couldn't be considered graceful. Most of the time I'm pretty clumsy, really. But this usually takes the form of dropping things, bumping in to things and stuff like that. (...
Posted by BrightBlack on Fri, 10 Nov 2006 10:54:00 PST

Burn out?

Ahh, I'm just tired I suppose. Everyone gets that way after a while. For the last year I've been trying to keep my patience and help those who want help but don't want to work for it.  I keep hol...
Posted by BrightBlack on Mon, 16 Oct 2006 09:46:00 PST

Trivialities

It's been a long day... I had another unusual dream. Fairly typical in most ways. We went with friends to visit someone and ended up detouring (or something, can't remember the reasoning) and ended up...
Posted by BrightBlack on Fri, 08 Sep 2006 11:21:00 PST