((Nikki))

I'd like to meet:

I Miss This.

Cursed by my imagination,
teaming with echoes of situations.
I do not feel well, pressed beneath this spell.
Polishing my social skills,
with one more drink, and two more pills.
I do not feel good, I thought by now I would.
It's like one thousand paper cuts,
soaked in vinegar.
Like the battles with yourself,
that leave you insecure.
It's all just a numbing charade
Until the day you finally wake up,
and you're not afraid.

Music:

Television:

Grey's Anatomy, CSI Las Vegas, House, and anything on MTV, Animal Planet, or Discovery Health.

Heroes:

♥Mom♥
♥Dad♥
♥Grandfather♥
♥My Big Lil' Sis♥
"I carry your heart with me, I carry it in my heart, I am never without it, anywhere I go you go, my dear; and whatever is done by only me is your doing, my darling, I fear No fate, for you are my fate, my sweet, I want No world, for beautiful you are my world, my true, Here is the deepest secret nobody knows,here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud, and the sky of the sky of a tree called life; which grows higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide, And this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart I carry your heart, I carry it in my heart."