there are few people i like to spend my time with anymore. im starting to miss a few things from my past, and i dont know why. i love my friends and the life i live, just something needs to change. ive got a lot of growing up left to do, but sometimes i just really feel like im growing up way too fast. i dont know where ill be a couple years from now, i just know what my essential goal is. i dont care if you think something bad about me, i probably think a lot lower of you than you think of me. sometimes i want things to fall into place a bit quicker, but then again it would take away some of the fun. i over analyze situations and its starting to get old. i need change constantly because consistancy is never good for me, although i should be more consistant with things. if youve got my attention youll know it, if you dont youll definantly know it. i live my life the way i want to, and so far its turning out pretty good for the most part. but, im young, and even though ive been through a lot ive still got a lot more to go through. it will be rough, but im pretty sure im ready for it, or at least im as ready as ill ever be.
larry smith: youre the person i trust the most, youre the person that i know i can always rely on. no one compares to you. you dont know how much you mean to me. we go through absolutely everything together, id do absolutely anything for you. no matter what i know youll be there in the end. it doesnt matter what im doing, who im with, where i am, whats going on in my life, or anything, id drop everything and kill for you if i had to. theres not enough i can say to explain what you mean to me. you hold my hand through everything and make sure that im okay. i couldnt ask for a better friend than you. im so lucky to have you in my life, im so lucky to not have lost you as a friend through the years. i dont care what others say about you, they dont know you like i do. youll be there for me when im falling, and youre the only there to care enough to break my fall. ive hurt you, youve hurt me. but, we always make it up to each other. i cant stand the thought of you getting hurt, i couldnt take it if you were gone again, i dont know what i would do. you make my heart whole, i love you, with all my heart. best friends, forever.