Jess-ka<♥> - ProfilesArchive

About Me

Everyday I grow and change as a person. Learn something new, lose something cherished, remember a face, smile at a memory. I live. I breathe. I laugh. I cry. I smile. I love. I hate. I grow. I change...
Listen as the wind blows from across the great divide voices trapped in yearning, memories trapped in time the night is my companion, and solitude my guide would I spend forever here and not be satisfied? and I would be the oneto hold you down kiss you so hard I'll take your breath away and after, I'd wipe away the tears just close your eyes dearThrough this world I've stumbled so many times betrayed trying to find an honest word to find the truth enslaved oh you speak to me in riddles and you speak to me in rhymes my body aches to breathe your breath your words keep me aliveInto this night I wander it's morning that I dread another day of knowing of the path I fear to treadinto the sea of waking dreams I follow without pride nothing stands between us here and I won't be denied and I would be the oneto hold you down kiss you so hard I'll take your breath away and after, I'd wipe away the tears just close your eyes...
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My Interests

Imprisoned inside this mind Hiding behind the empty smiles So simple (the anguish) As it haunts me Crawling back into the darkRunning, always running, into the distance Stop me before I bleed, again The echoes of my voice Follow me down The shadows I cast Follow me downDeeper I'm falling Into the arms of sorrow Blindly descending Into the arms of sorrowThere must be serenityThe echoes of my voice Follow me down The shadows I cast Follow me downDeeper I'm falling Into the arms of sorrow Blindly descending Into the arms of sorrowThe demons of my own design This horror must not remainDeeper I'm falling Into the arms of sorrow Blindly descending Into the arms of sorrowThere must be serenityThere must be deliveranceDeeper I'm fallingBlindly descending

I'd like to meet:

Someone strange, and someone unique. One who can teach me something new, something old, or something lost. One who can open my heart and not just my eyes. Someone who listens not just hears. Someone worth not forgetting....

There's a lit cigarette:in the hand of my new angel she's blowing smoke like halos, and now everybody wants her but I shouldn't even bother because you made me so complete dear, but you left me so alone here hang a noose for my new sinner somewhere everyone can see itwon't you beg me and then tell me how to love you like anybody else would I know you're risking failure (risking failure) go run for cover (for how long) you better start to love her so much you're moving on and onnow there's a whole wide world...that wants to know have cheap hotels lost their turn-on? she's bathing in the neon and she's polluting all the airways while I'm passed out in the hallway and you left me so in love here, you left with so much hate dear was I creating only chaos-this world lives just fine without us:won't you?will it change your life if I change my mind? when she's lit the whole wide world I want to know if you will beg me and then tell me how to love you like anybody else would I know you're risking failure, (risking failure) but I'd hope you set your levels (for how long) so you can run for cover you better fucking love her now are we this pathetic? you made me finally see it (will it change your life when I change my mind, will it change your mind when I change my life)go run for cover you better fucking love her so much you're moving on I'm so pathetic, you made me finally see it got what you want? I'm gonefor how long? for how long? for how long will it change your life?