Iridescent

I am the kind of person who you really have to talk to, to actually know me. nothing I could ever write in here would tell you anything about the kind of person i really am. I am sensitive and naive, i am always sincere and don't have a lying bone in my body, i lack the ability to be subtle. I am sarcastic and witty, I love to party, get crunked and feel likt shit the next morning. I like sappy love stories and crappy movies like Princess Diaries and bring it on: All or nothing. I work as an addictions counsellor btu what i do on my own time is my own business. I am smart and enjoy intelligent conversation, not pseudo-intelligent convo. that is not to say i wanna always be talking about hte plight in Iraq... I am a sucker for middle eastern girls, but they also happen to be my poison, i have yet to meet one who isn't out to destroy me. and yes I am a lesbian, but that does not define me, i do like to wear skirts and dress up, but i hate wearing make up and only wear high heels when the outfit calls for it. I am not a slave to fashion because i could really care less, I wear what's comfortable and makes me feel good. I act on impulse which gets me into trouble, i fall in and out of love easily and have low sel-esteem but tot he outside seem like i have all the confidence in the world. I'm too big for the boxes that people try to use to cofine me. I am too special for this world, and more then anyting I yearn to find my soulmate, start my family and live my life.