saben profile picture

saben

I am here for Friends

About Me

hmm well im 6'8 and i have a large snake... thats about it

My Interests

rx7s and hearses, russian, snakes and all animals, hearses. photography... lots of stuff goes here.

Music:

marilyn manson, tatu, kittie, tori amos, portishead, banditos, nin, rasputina, nirvana, white zombie, rage aganst the machine, its a big list... damn near everything but country or rap

Movies:

saw.... stuff like that or other stuff too......

Television:

whos line is it anyway, any magic show or show on animals, cartoons....

Books:

..any thing i can learn from.

Heroes:

my mom and my better half.

My Blog

questions

i need any emotional help i can get. im having a problem dealing with them. its to the point i cant control it really. i ..  i need help. someone please help me....
Posted by saben on Tue, 08 Jul 2008 01:38:00 PST

99

screw all this... i dont even wanna breath anymore happyness is fake. life is a joke, no one really reads this crap or cares.
Posted by saben on Mon, 07 Jul 2008 03:12:00 PST

celebration

today is the celebration of the passing of my mother on june 5 thursday at 127 am. i want to thank everyone that has been there for me. not needed with names, only to know by sight and smiles who kept...
Posted by saben on Sun, 22 Jun 2008 07:22:00 PST

im not sure

im not sure if she knows my name or why im here... the only thing i know for sure is im here for her.
Posted by saben on Mon, 02 Jun 2008 02:07:00 PST

sleep

i will hang up my halo and tear off my wings i will give you my spot in heaven if it only means.... one more day
Posted by saben on Thu, 22 May 2008 12:54:00 PST

movies....

iron man was awsome... didnt even seem long but they said its 2 hours either way it was pretty slick... im gonna go see it again before it leaves theaters... forgetting sarah martial... i think was th...
Posted by saben on Thu, 15 May 2008 02:01:00 PST

frustration

why do we search for things that we know's not there. like answers. and friends. the people that lend a helping hand do so at there convience, but when we really need somone, no one is there to catch ...
Posted by saben on Thu, 01 May 2008 05:29:00 PST

jumbled thoughts.

the closer i get to someone the more i feel alone, the further away i get. the worse i feel. and nothing feels good. this sounded better in my head. 2 months i was given, to laugh to cry, to listen. t...
Posted by saben on Thu, 17 Apr 2008 01:15:00 PST

Bad feeling

i got a real.. real bad feeling... that my baby she dont love me no more......... never thought id sing that song.....
Posted by saben on Thu, 27 Sep 2007 03:16:00 PST

smirks

for if knowledge is power, than a god am i. i love friends. and you know who you are. for the people i meet dont go very far. the people i trust i trust no more. for the people that lie, dont know wha...
Posted by saben on Sat, 05 May 2007 08:18:00 PST