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~**Joelie**~

My.Love.Never.Fades.

About Me

Whatever you would like to know you can always ask. But to summarized I go to Seneca College for Fashion Merchandising to become a FASHION BUYER! I have 2 brothers, one older, one younger. The oldest is going to be a soon to be father therefore making me an uncle. I grew up in the country but the big city has my heart.
Drifting
I sometimes find I'm drifting
Through this life without effect;
I often wonder if I'm truly
Worth what I've been blessed.
I search through days that have been hard,
To try to understand,
The many trials that I have known,
The life that I have had.
You see me in my daily grind,
So confident and strong;
Yet when I am alone, I question
Just where I belong.
I often try too hard I find,
To analyze and guess,
To scrutinize, investigate
My life I will confess.
For somewhere deeper, there must be
Some meaning to this life,
Some way to make a difference,
Give a reason for this strife.
Is there some hidden meaning?
Some agenda to be found?
A greater purpose waiting
If I care to hang around?
It teases and it taunts me,
Always slightly out of sight;
A hazy vision out of reach,
Where darkness hides the light.
I struggle to bring clarity
To what awaits me there,
And yet this weak illusion
Always fades before my stare.
It seems the harder that I try,
To focus through the haze,
Just serves to add more questions,
Through my endless, tired gaze.
Perhaps I'm trying just too hard,
To understand it all,
For can we ever truly know
Just what we have in store?
Each incident, each moment passed,
Just adds upon the next,
But in the end, will I find truth ...
Or will I be perplexed?
Perhaps I make it harder
Than it has to be sometimes,
But will my searching bring to me
My meaning over time?
Or will it leave me broken,
And confused as I feel now,
While questions bring no solitude,
To this, my wrinkled brow.

My Interests

My biggest interest is fashion. I love clothes, magazines, designers, the whole fashion indusrty. The most fun is shopping, however being a student now, I do not get to indulge too often. I'm a shopping whore. Hanging out with my friends, having loads of memories and making new ones, going out to the bar just getting rip drunk and having a blast with everyone around you!

I'd like to meet:

This profile is just for kicks. Nothing is going to come of this profile. I have the friends that will always been there and the family that is a strong influence in my life, whether it be good or bad sometimes. This does not mean not to add me if you want to talk, by all means, go for it. Meeting new people is always an adventure in itself.

Music:

music all depends on my mood and where i am... frou froe, our lady peace, incubus, matt costa, damien rice, a silver mt. zion, butterfly boucher, jenny owen youngs, charlotte martin, dashboard confessions, Imogen Heap, gwen, head automatica, iron and wine, jacks mannequin, jason mraz, matt white band, james morrison, motion city soundtrack, making april,the used, early november, red jumpsuit apparatus, ETC!!!

Movies:

i love movies!! my selection varies a lot.save the last dance, center stage, rent, waiting, darkness, girl with the pearl earring, notebook, corpse bride, a walk to remember, red eye, jar head, green mile, wedding planner, 10 things i hate about you, mean girls, donnie darco, the illusionist, step up, oh so so so many...

Television:

Desperate housewives, family guy, ANTM, Project Runway, Greys Anatomy, Much Music, NEXT, Real World, CSI, The Hills etc

Heroes:



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Ahhhh sooo bored!!! Day off and nothing to do...call me or msg me if u have ideas>!?!?!?!
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