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hana

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About Me

i'm 22, i work for a living, and my boyfriend is in a band. also, i have two beautiful black cats who love to play. /// i get a kick out of reading what people write on bathroom stall walls. /// i take too many pills and smoke too many cigarettes. /// i'm a sucker for "girly drinks" yet hold my own when drinking with 'the boys' /// drugs, not diamonds, are a girl's best friend /// i love most all music but i'm quite fond of the doors /// i have a weakness for cuddling/actually sleeping with people. /// i like turtles...i want a turtle. or iguana/lizard of some sort. /// i AM getting a tattoo. /// my 3 c's: cigarettes, coffee, and c-action! ///

My Interests

Lots of things.

I'd like to meet:

Totally awesome and amazing people.

Music:

[update needed]

Movies:

OH goodness...

My Blog

dream fragments

so lately i've been having strange dreams - not spooky or eerie like they sometimes are, but just odd. add to that the fact that i rarely remember a whole dream, and instead have only bits and fragmen...
Posted by hana on Wed, 04 Jun 2008 07:32:00 PST

WTF / PISSED.

wtf/PISSED.so i just got a call from the woman at the staffing agency who assigned me to this job. and apparently, the company isn't satisfied with my "attendance" and say i'm repeatedly coming in lat...
Posted by hana on Tue, 15 Apr 2008 02:43:00 PST

new job, more weight

there is chocolate everywhere. and not much too keep me busy. i just keep. eating. little. pieces. of. chocolate.  is doesn’t count as eating if everything is consumed in less than 1-oz por...
Posted by hana on Fri, 04 Apr 2008 08:47:00 PST

new beginnings

Changes in my head for the better.  I still don’t know what I want to do with my life, but at least I’m ready to face it... or as ready as I’m going to get. Getting fired from T...
Posted by hana on Wed, 02 Apr 2008 08:07:00 PST

finally!!

So after a little more than a week without internet, I’m finally back!  When I got back online today it was like taking a big breath after I had been holding it for a long, long time....
Posted by hana on Wed, 02 Apr 2008 07:53:00 PST

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i can't decide how i feel. i'm in a very odd state between calm and nervous, happy and sad, hungry and full, warm and chilly.  okay, the last one i have a handle on, and i'm downright cold! shive...
Posted by hana on Mon, 23 Jul 2007 10:53:00 PST

so excited

I HAVE A ROOMMATE!!! (SOON!)One of the all-time greatest people has decided to live with me - yes, ME!!! As of August 1, 2007, Mr. Charles Bedell and I will be co-habitating an apartment in the Pilsen...
Posted by hana on Tue, 17 Jul 2007 12:00:00 PST

at least it's friday

i got hit with a sprinkler on my way to work, after missing like 3 i thought this one was going back the other way and BAM! my drink spilled in my bag and ruined all my notebooks ($20-30 worth, plus a...
Posted by hana on Fri, 22 Jun 2007 11:59:00 PST

The Taste of Blood In My Mouth

This summer will be the real test.  Everything is falling apart in front of me, there's no money, no food, and plenty of stress.  My school situation is rapidly deteriorating. My parents can...
Posted by hana on Mon, 21 May 2007 10:59:00 PST

"everything is fine"

"EVERYTHING IS FINE." - this is the mantra of both the Goekens and the Badens. The German stoicism runs high, emotions are suppressed as much as possible. When emotions do slip out, one must feel asha...
Posted by hana on Tue, 03 Oct 2006 09:55:00 PST