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~elusive~

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About Me

if your lucky you'll be surprised to know the person i am. i'm very much not what you expect but only those close to me know the deal. i'm "surprisingly unexpected" what ever you think i am, i'm the opposite and so much more. MyGen Profile Generator div

My Interests

cooking, eating, reading, writing, scuba diving, bartending, traveling, visiting new places for the first time, meeting new people, catching up with good friends, artsy-smartys stuff, scrapbooking... too many to say. i'm going back to school! i love learning new things.

I'd like to meet:

I recently had a long ass list of things I wanted in people I meet but I remembered something I seemed to have forgotten. "People come in and out of our lives for a reason... to teach us something we need to learn." Granted, sometimes we learn some fucked up shit but still it was a lesson to be learned. SO... if by chance there is a reason we meet... hopefully it won't be a fucked up one!!! lol!!!!my soulmate... i'd love to fall in love with him again in another country...

Music:

i'm horrible with names!!!!! all i can say is that i love all types of music and i'm pretty sure i might know the chorus! (if i hear the song enough times. lol!!! ^-^)

Movies:

Pride and Prejudice, Crash, Lord of the Rings, Finding Nemo, Harry Potter, the old skool stuff, scary movies... (only when i have someone to laugh at me for being such a fraidy-cat).

Television:

Sex in the City, Charmed, CSI, Law and Order, any Discovery Channel shows, cooking channel, Friends, Date my mom (but I so would never go on it... my mom would totally spill the beans!), The 4400, Fear Factor, The deadliest Catch. Whatever catches my intrest, whenever i'm watchng the box.

Books:

The Lord of the Rings, Harry Potter, The Teachings of Buddha. Tuesdays with Morrie, The Five People You Meet in Heaven. Celestine prophecy. (still have to read the other 2 books). The Four Agreements. The Strange Incident of the Dog in the Nite Time, The Da Vinci Code, A Series of Unfortunate Events, A Million Pieces, Sextrology, The Zahir, The Alchemist, and so forth.. i think i shall try e-books.

Heroes:

People I look up to and admire...my parents who work extremely hard to try and give my 5 sisters and I a better life than the one they had. Hopefully they're near the end of that whole 25 year depression that married couples go thru because of all the stress that their children bring so that they can stop worrying about us and focus on themselves. (Kinda hard since they want to hold our hands all the way up the steps) Bianca... who i will never forget... who showed me how time and distance never falters true friendship. Forever in our hearts. My grown up sisters who fight for our rights. my girls i grew up with, my kuyas since i never had any bros, people who are inpsired to follow their dreams and the guys who broke my heart and taught me that love still does exist.

My Blog

My master piece...

I figured since I finally posted a picture of my backpiece, that I should tell the story behind it. The concept behind it is a "Yin and Yang", an angel and her shadow is of a devil...
Posted by ~elusive~ on Sat, 25 Aug 2007 11:26:00 PST

vaca!!!!

yes! love it. i might not have the best job in the world... those of you who know, know the BULLSHIT i gotta deal with but it def pays the bills and allows me to take a week or two off to go visit my ...
Posted by ~elusive~ on Sat, 10 Dec 2005 09:59:00 PST

bout to strangle a bitch!

OH MY FREAKEN GOD!!!!!!!!! why 3333 miles away! i hate not getting what i want and i won't accept substitiutes! want the real deal... AHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!! fuck! damnit! uuhhh! k.. that's...
Posted by ~elusive~ on Sun, 30 Oct 2005 02:26:00 PST

Kids... the perfect birth control method!

This week I get to play "mommy". My moms went to the philippines for a week so I have to watch my nephew JULIAN. He's 3... luv him. He's so cute.We went to the Waikiki Aquarium and saw the Hawaiian mo...
Posted by ~elusive~ on Mon, 15 Aug 2005 06:27:00 PST

lessons learned...

it's definetly different being home. what have i learned.... integrity is a very important trait! it's a bitch to uphold but nevertheless it is the easier route! Sometimes people actually loose t...
Posted by ~elusive~ on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Growing up at last!!!

well... i finally did it!!! i joined the coast guard and am on my way to Cape May, NJ! i start tomorrow. it's about that time that i grow up anyways!! partying after graduation was dope. thank you to ...
Posted by ~elusive~ on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

It's hard but...

Well.. so far so good. Sort of... lol!! No, I can honestly say that there aren't any NEW ones. (YES!!!! I swear there aren't!!! ) But this weekend was fucken crazy... ANIT was down for her usual "wrec...
Posted by ~elusive~ on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

it's all about me got'damnit!

got to talk to my marine. ^_^  it's raining and cold... perfect time to hop into bed and cuddle. too bad i don't have any one at the moment but it's cool... it's all about me right now. yeah, i k...
Posted by ~elusive~ on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

can't we all just get the fuck along!!!

ah... i wish the world would come together and get along... then people we care bout wouldn't be flying half way around the world having to put their lives in harms way. it never really hit me how muc...
Posted by ~elusive~ on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

no... it doesn't have to repeat itself but it doesn't help if i help make it out that way...

yeah... so i did it again. i never seem to learn from my own mistakes. but as with eveything in life... there is a lesson to be learned right? and every passing moment is a chance to turn it all aroun...
Posted by ~elusive~ on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST