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About Me

Wow, they just don't make them like they used to... Elfie, onstage, instead of a spotlight, a film clip: Elfie, trying so hard not to be the 55 year old lady. Trying so hard to stay in touch. Pretending you can't see her guts pouring out, or her sex all over the room... silly writers, you're all the same.I'll get it all back one day. You just wait. The hell I am! The HELL I am.

My Interests

Um... life? And all the facets thereof... and death, too, really. My interests will flit every now and then... there really isn't anything I don't want to conquer... real editor best profile tools real editor best profile tools

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I'd like to meet:

Something of mine you can't have.

marriedtothesea.com

Ray is High Under the Table. Achewood.com
xkcd.com

Music:

Kevin Leonard as Hedwig - Hedwig and the Angry Inch at the Crest Theatre 10/7/06 - The best bit of theatre ever... .. .. ^ The Dresden Dolls (Brian on drums rockin ya damn face) - Live at Bimbo's SF 10/13/06 - if you listen close, you can hear me scream.

Movies:

^ Gummo, 1997 - Harmony Korine - Just so you can't say I didn't warn you, do NOT watch when you're fucked up.
^Naked Lunch, 1991 - David Cronenberg - Some things are obvious... some things are meant to be analyzed... Somehow Naked Lunch is neither. This scene is only blatant in its grossness.
^ Before Sunset, 2004 - Richard Linklater - When she reaches out to touch him... oh fucking hell, so I die at sappy films, so what?

Television:

^ Firefly. Watch it. And watch Serenity. Boycott Fox. What more is there to say? ..

Books:

Trying to catch up on my reading... school is in the way. Ask me about the things you should read.

Heroes:

Garth Nix, Chuck Palahniuk, Joyce Carol Oates, Edgar Allen Poe, anyone who tells stories that completely push the limits.

My Blog

Just so everyone knows.

I am feeling   free.   Just like me   to find liberation   in stillness....
Posted by XI on Wed, 09 Apr 2008 12:35:00 PST

the orbital haunting

obsessive alone time with sharp edged plastic handle hold it when bright lights flash and the turbulence will fade.   wet-open drooling drags hard pink working teeth - listen to the way ...
Posted by XI on Thu, 06 Mar 2008 05:42:00 PST

Martyr

Tastes like copper the way the entrails spout like that tastes like worlds and faces of lies like the way you think   I know how the story goes. I have understood it in passing, in nothing p...
Posted by XI on Thu, 06 Mar 2008 05:35:00 PST

Innane people and horrible frustrations. Do not read if you are annoyed by vague anger.

I can't. I can't keep being pissed all the goddamn time. I find it hard at this point to feel anything besides, however. And I can get tired enough to start not caring, but then some cockular thing ha...
Posted by XI on Thu, 06 Mar 2008 04:43:00 PST

My Own Corner Room in the ER.

Things aren't so good.I mean, I figured they haven't been so good in a while. Every now and then I get happy, know that I am on the right path, but this path sucks. There are like... spikes and shit.M...
Posted by XI on Wed, 27 Feb 2008 07:49:00 PST

Damn, to think I actually WROTE something...

I'm blaming this one mostly on Muse. And the fact that the weather sucks and there's nothing to do in Sacramento. And that I've got problems. No One is Going to Take Me Alive her malice could be d...
Posted by XI on Sun, 03 Feb 2008 10:48:00 PST