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Lucid Dreams

Art of creating supernatural illusions

About Me

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You think you see right through me...but all you see is just refection of what you wanted. I can taste his illusions on my tounge. I


I hate you. My heart belongs to someone already so you are wasting your time by trying to sell yourself to me.
♥ ♥

My Interests

Cause this band is better than your band!!! Taking walks, good conversations, good debates, but I'm up for most things.

I'd like to meet:

Because I don't have enough words on this page I am going to write this and no I don't care that my page is already taking forever to load...I will continuely add to it and still not give a fuck that it might piss you off. I think that art is one of the most imporant things in life and although I lack pretty much all artistic abilities I still try. People think I am obscene and obnoxious but it is because they don't understand where I am coming from. Almost everything I do, have done, and will do is for the sake of expression. People will not always be able to understand because life and surroundings complicate pure communication. I have morals, values, and standards, which I'm sure I'll eventually explain somewhere in this paragraph. I don't care if you think that's lame...those things are important to me. My goals are to become a nurse. I don't know what really inspired me but I think it's 1. because I am a person who wants to understand anything and everything about my own body and mind. I feel that by obtaining this knowledge I might be enlightened to something others have yet to find. Second because I guess I like to be that person who is there for people in their last moments and able to help them conclude is fitting for them (which in a way is contradicting to what nursing is suppose to do but I think I want to do comfort care).

Music:

This List Looks Like A Dictionary Because I Like Too Much Shit
Living Dead
Nirvana
Nine Inch Nails
Fiona Apple
Mindless Self Indulence
Bush
Dishwalla
Rob Zombie/White Zombie
System of a Down
Dope
Mushroomhead
Orgy
Deadsy
Rasputina
Otep
Deadfly
Dead Star Assembly
Lollipop Lust Kill
Stone Sour
Slipknot
Marilyn Manson
Depeche Mode
Smashing Pumpkins
Psyclon 9
Live
Goo Goo Dolls
Collective Soul
A Perfect Circle
Tool
Norma Jean
Candy Coated Jesus
Hole
Shellac
Deftones
Guns N Roses
Motley Crue
AC/DC
Nameless
Our Lady Peace
The Cure
Papa Roach
Ludacris
Three Six Mafia
Kotton Mouth Kings
Insane Clown Posse
Alice In Chains
Shinedown
Smile Empty Soul
American Head Charge
Kittie
Skinny Puppy
Gwar
Seether
Orchestrated Massarcre
A Perfect Failure
NWP
Dead X 28
Mudvayne
KMFDM
Columbine
Korn
Disturbed
30 Seconds To Mars
Soundgarden
I try to add on to this list daily...it's too much to do in one sitting

Movies:

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A Clockwork Orange
Waking Life
Memento
What Dreams May Come
Party Monster
Seven
Slaughter Vomit Dolls
Rocky Horror Picture Show
House Of A Thousand Corpses
Blue Velvet
Natural Born Killer
Doomed Generation
Dirty Love

Television:

INVADER ZIM! This tainted love kills.

Books:

Wuther Heights, and A Clockwork Orange

Heroes:


All the other stars have exploded and failed existance except for one. My lust, love, hate, strength, and weakness.

My Blog

OHIO

So life has a strange way of working itself out to benefit everyone. Kaylene is moving in with her brother which will save her a shit load of money. It looks like ROBBY will be moving in with Adan/Mar...
Posted by Tis' Phantasmagorie [Is A Perfect Failure] on Sat, 09 Dec 2006 05:33:00 PST

letters=words

cut myself to make it prettyhate the way the color fadesdecaying flesh to walk onit feels so wrong to bleed in pityremorse for nothing sickening to the human racestarring straight in the blanknessthe ...
Posted by Tis' Phantasmagorie [Is A Perfect Failure] on Sun, 05 Nov 2006 03:59:00 PST

MSI

If you go to this SIX will suck your dick...if you don't have a dick... he'll suck your clit! ...
Posted by Tis' Phantasmagorie [Is A Perfect Failure] on Tue, 12 Sep 2006 09:29:00 PST

I hate coperate america

So this is my first time ever having an electric bill in my name. I fucking hate DTE. They are a bunch of monopolizing bastards that I would love to stick a fucking screw driver in their throat and wa...
Posted by Tis' Phantasmagorie [Is A Perfect Failure] on Tue, 05 Sep 2006 10:07:00 PST

Burn All The Stars Out Of Your Mind

I want someone to join me in this black hole.
Posted by Tis' Phantasmagorie [Is A Perfect Failure] on Thu, 22 Jun 2006 04:41:00 PST

Just for Matt

So the rules are, once you've been tagged, you have to write a blog with 6 weird things or habits about yourself. In the end, you need to choose the 7 people to be tagged and list their names. Those p...
Posted by Tis' Phantasmagorie [Is A Perfect Failure] on Wed, 14 Jun 2006 09:13:00 PST

Ugly Truths

Revolt against this will to submit to this world of organized defeat of all that is supposed freedom. Words are simple incantations that will lead us down a path to a place that we have not thought up...
Posted by Tis' Phantasmagorie [Is A Perfect Failure] on Fri, 12 May 2006 11:15:00 PST

Amusing

Got this from Sean..but it amused me enough to want to share it.
Posted by Tis' Phantasmagorie [Is A Perfect Failure] on Thu, 11 May 2006 08:32:00 PST

???

Happiness.
Posted by Tis' Phantasmagorie [Is A Perfect Failure] on Thu, 20 Apr 2006 10:34:00 PST

Sugar Coat My Eyes So I'm Blind With Sweetness

I'm going crazy again. I don't know which personality will win.
Posted by Tis' Phantasmagorie [Is A Perfect Failure] on Mon, 03 Oct 2005 08:44:00 PST