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In ONE day
5,388 youths are arrested.
4,219 teenagers get a sexually transmitted disease.
3,610 teens are assaulted.
80 are raped.
2,861 teens drop out of school.
1,377 teenagers become mothers.
1,106 teenage girls get an abortion.
1,000 adolescents begin drinking alcohol.
500 adolescents begin using drugs.
420 children are arrested for drug use.
6 teens commit suicide.
THE TRUTH HURTS.
My name is Michelle.
I'm 17.
AIM = fiiithevoid
I'd rather have you hate me for who I am than love me for someone I'm not.
I love music, photography, and art.
I plan on going into the field of Criminology.
My personality is like heroin. I'm a rollercoaster ride.
"There's a point in your life when you get tired of trying to fix everything and trying to make everyone happy. When you finally decide to quit, it's NOT giving up. It's realizing you don't need certain people and the bullshit they bring to your life."
I'm very aggressive.
I'm generally a cynical person.
But I do laugh and smile a lot.
I'm as independent as they come.
I can be quite the dorkette...
I sing. A lot. In the shower...in class...if someone says something that reminds me of a lyric of a song, I'll burst out singing...
I'm kinda complicated.
I love thunder and lightning storms.
I work on street teams to promote bands like The Exies, Linkin Park, Seether, Breaking Benjamin, Atreyu, and Evans Blue.
I can be lazy or restless.
Vampires are fucking hott.
I can be logical or creative.
I'm drug free and I intend on keeping it that way. I only drink, and that's a rare occasion.
I'm moody.
When I fall in love, I fall hard.
"Pay no mind to those that talk behind your back. It simply means that you are two steps ahead."
I hate being called a poser when I never try to be someone that I'm not.
"It's better to burn out than to fade away." - Kurt Cobain
Just because I don't fit into your category doesn't mean that I'm fake...it means that you have a need to judge everyone.
It's stupid to let music and style define who you are. Those things should never overpower your personality.
I love piercings and tattoos. You have a problem with it? Then don't look at me.
I like dark and bright colors that contrast against each other.
I hate ignorance and arrogance.
I like pickles and cheese.
I hate Bush and our government.
I hate people who preach about their god to me - they are nothing but bigots.
You have your religion...I respect that...now respect the fact that I have lost mine.
I hate poopy brown and puke green.
I will not judge you until the day you judge me.
T • A • U • R • U • S: the strongest
Aggressive. Trustworthy. Rare to find! Loves being in long relationships. Likes to give a good fight for what they want. Extremely outgoing. Sexy as ...you know!... Loves to help people in times of need. Outstanding kisser. Very funny. Awesome personality. Stubborn. Sexual as ... Most caring person you will ever meet! One of a kind. Not one to fuck with. Are the most sexiest people on earth!
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My Interests



I'd like to meet:

Kurt Cobain, Adriana Lima, M Shadows, Johnny Christ, Stephen Lynch, Angelina Jolie, Amy Winehouse, Greg Behrendt, Jared Leto...and a lot of people that are dead already...

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Music:

ROCK!!!! Grunge, Metal, Hardcore, Punk, Classic Rock, Acoustic...I'm open to anything [except Rap and Country]. I also like some operas and musicals.

Avenged Sevenfold
The Exies
Linkin Park
Atreyu
Seether
Bullet for My Valentine
TRUSTcompany
Red
Nirvana
Alkaline Trio
Metallica
Evans Blue
HIM
Godsmack
30 Seconds to Mars
Sarah McLachlan
Saosin
Fuel
Killswitch Engage
Story of the Year
3 Doors Down
Coheed and Cambria
The Black Maria
Third Eye Blind
Disturbed
AC/DC
Eighteen Visions
Lacuna Coil
Our Lady Peace
Rocketface
Amy Winehouse
Vanna
Dragonforce
In This Moment
Hall & Oates
Pogues
The Clash
Submersed
Flyleaf
10 Years
No Address
CCR
Mindless Self Indulgence
Taproot
Senses Fail
Nightwish
Lifehouse
As I Lay Dying
REO Speedwagon
The Sex Pistols
Sum 41
Marilyn Manson
Audioslave
Smashing Pumpkins
Ministry
Weezer
Lamb of God
Journey
Papa Roach
Norma Jean
The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
Korn
311
The Offspring
Lost Prophets
Thrice
Spineshank
REM
Foreigner
Goldfinger
The Misfits
Underoath
Three Days Grace
Evanescence
Stephen Lynch
Project Orange
Madonna
Glassjaw
Thornley
Silvertide
Breaking Benjamin
Chevelle
System of a Down
Staind
Hole
Green Day (old)
Pink Floyd
Sevendust
Unearth
Poison
Led Zeppelin
12 Stones
Flogging Molly
Stone Sour
Smile Empty Soul
Caustic
Tonic
Red Hot Chili Peppers
Jet
A Perfect Circle
Tool
Shinedown
Nickelback
Adema
Dream Theater
Jimmy Eat World
Whitesnake
AFI
Drowning Pool
Alice In Chains
Guns N Roses
The Rolling Stones
Alvin and the Chipmunks
Black Sabbath
Rush
U2
Earshot
Torment the Vein
No Warning
Candlebox
Blindside
Trivium
The Killers
Element Eighty
Deftones
Puddle of Mudd
Finger Eleven
Brand New
The Trews
Live
The Scorpions
Bush
Cold
Default
Matchbox 20
Vertical Horizon
Coldplay
Franz Ferdinand
Nonpoint
Kelly Clarkson
Red
Shiny Toy Guns
Powderfinger
Collective Soul
Motley Crue
Crossfade
Revis
Rammstein
The Darkness
Incubus
Stone Temple Pilots
Velvet Revolver
Def Leppard
........and much more that I can't think of right now.......

The Exies

Nirvana

Movies:

I love vampire movies - both old and new. Queen of the Damned, Interview With the Vampire, War of the Worlds, Stephen Lynch's Live at the El Rey, Jerry Maguire, Havoc, A Walk to Remember, Thirteen, Blade, anything with Ben Stiller, Eurotrip, Phenomenon, The Phantom of the Opera, White Squall, Taking Lives, Spinal Tap, The Goonies, School of Rock, Silence of the Lambs, Rockstar, The Messengers, 30 Days of Night, Airheads, Metallica's Some Kind of Monster, anything with Adam Sandler, The Exorcist, The Ring, Highway, Darkness, The Longest Yard, The Grudge...I love comedies and horror flicks...and the scary movies that have lots of gore are actually funny to me...I'm sick and twisted in that sort of way...

Television:

Steven's Untitled Rock Show, Beavis and Butthead, Headbanger's Ball, All Things Rock, Friends, Family Guy, Futurama, Law & Order SVU, anything on Comedy Central or IFC, the History channel, Discovery channel, Travel channel - I can be a geek...

Books:

Wuthering Heights by Emily Bronte,The Catcher in the Rye by J.D. Salinger, John Grisham, Stephen King . Oh, and Anne Rice's the Vampire Chronicles.

Heroes:

Anyone who can see outside of the box and fight for what they believe in no matter if they stand alone in the face of adversity.

My Blog

Haha.

I just noticed that the majority of my blogs are negative or angsty. What a surprise.
Posted by [[[surrender my serenity]]] on Sat, 16 Feb 2008 10:13:00 PST

Overdose [Hurt]

I'll take one, 'cause I needed to feel it so much I had an emotional crutch, but I'm feeling bored so ill take some more 'Cause nothing is happening. And once you told me that you loved me so much I f...
Posted by [[[surrender my serenity]]] on Tue, 08 Jan 2008 04:45:00 PST

Dazed and Confused.

I'm borderline going crazy. I'm so fucked up right now. I can barely walk straight or pick my head up. I haven't slept well in almost 2 days. I have too much on my mind to be able to sleep. Or I'...
Posted by [[[surrender my serenity]]] on Tue, 08 Jan 2008 04:36:00 PST

Spontaneous Combustion [Is Wishful Thinking]

Lost in a dream, Vulnerable to fallacy. Trying to escape What we thought was destiny.   You don't have to be afraid anymore. This is only an illusion.   I'll be in your arms as we crumble to...
Posted by [[[surrender my serenity]]] on Sat, 05 Jan 2008 09:38:00 PST

If you love me...

You will go to this site.   I promise, you will love me for it.   http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QfZItov1BUo...
Posted by [[[surrender my serenity]]] on Thu, 04 Oct 2007 10:20:00 PST

George W. Bush

"...and so he led the country to fascism. A fascist country is one that runs mostly using military power, with a strong sense of nationalism...much like a dictatorship...he used propaganda to discrimi...
Posted by [[[surrender my serenity]]] on Thu, 20 Sep 2007 03:14:00 PST

Venting time...

I just don't know what to do anymore. It's like everything is stuck in a cycle and it can never be broken, no matter how badly I want it to be or how hard I try. I really wish I could find someone tha...
Posted by [[[surrender my serenity]]] on Fri, 10 Aug 2007 12:18:00 PST

Take a wild guess who this is about.

"America the Beautiful" The silence screams for your answer.Still you neglect to awknowledge our issues,Because you are deaf and dumb.The waves and currents steal our breath,And weigh our bodies down....
Posted by [[[surrender my serenity]]] on Mon, 06 Aug 2007 10:18:00 PST

30 Things

30 THINGS GUYS SHOULD KNOW ABOUT GIRLS:This was written by a guy who has had years of experience.1. Whatever you do, don't just show up at their house...they run around in their underwear just like we...
Posted by [[[surrender my serenity]]] on Sun, 05 Feb 2006 03:13:00 PST

I wish it wasn't illegal to kill...

I could kill some people some days. Back-stabbers. Ignorant fools. People with IQs lower than their age. People who annoy you just because they have nothing better to do. Guys who hit on you just beca...
Posted by [[[surrender my serenity]]] on Fri, 03 Feb 2006 04:15:00 PST