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I am happily married, and a mother of four.I have three sons & one daughter. My sons are Brian, 24, Daniel, 22, and Kyle,20. My daughter is Rachel, 11. My oldest is married to wife, Lacie, and they have a girl, Mariah Fayth, she is 1 year old. Daniel is in no hurry to settle down!! My youngest is married to wife, Jaimie, and they have a one 22 month old son, Elias! Being a grandmother I have discovered is one of the greatest joys I've ever experienced, and I don't even mind the gray hairs anymore!!( but I do mind the arthritis!)I am married to my wonderful husband, Bill (husband #2). We have been married for 14 years.( Did i mention he is 11 years younger than me!)I love spending time with my family, and making new friends!I don't hold grudges, and I forgive easily! I love to sing! I have been singing in church since I was 8 years old, and my mother taught me to play piano at age 9. I formerly was Youth Group Praise & Worship leader at my last church, (Assembly of God), and my three sons played music with me. I know that I have a ministry in music, and really enjoy it.I desire to follow the Lord in where and in what He leads me. I am the youngest, and only girl, out of 4 children. My oldest brother, age 63, lives in Pennsylvania. My second brother, age 58, lives in Illinois, and my youngest (but still older than me) brother, is 52, and lives in Texas.My father was a Nazarene minister until a young death at age 46 took him to be with the Lord.My mother was a very accomplished musician, and played for church from age 11 until after a stroke changed all that at the age of 73.She went to be with the Lord 3 years later. I was very fortunate to be raised in a christian home, although I really strayed away from the Lord. I owe Him a debt of gratitude for loving, me, dying for me, and rescuing me!Without the Lord, I would hate to think where I would be in my life. He doesn't promise that life will have no problems or trials or heartaches if you live for Him, but He does promise to be there by your side as you go through it all. I have discovered that when i seem to be going through the roughtest times of my life, that is when God is pruning me, and helping me to grow spiritually. Going through the desert time is a refining time. . .something very necessary in a spiritual walk if we are to go the next level with Him!! Stepping out of our comfort zone and trusting Him can be ( and usually is) very scary, but also very fulfilling!! And He is faithful! I have found Him to be a very true friend, a very present help in trouble!
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I love to play piano and sing and write poetry. I love spending time with my family, and kissing on my grandbabies cheeks! I love watching a good movie, usually a sappy love story!! I get real talkative when I'm tired or had too much coffee ~ Love Starbucks!!!
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Music:

Hillsong Worship,Chris Tomlin,Matt Redman, - I love music! I love to play the piano, sing, and worship the Lord! I love to praise Him and to be in His presence! There is no better place to be! .. .. .="http://i120

Movies:

Everafter,Save the Last Dance, The Patriot, A Knight's Tale,Remember the Titans, Pretty Woman,Cinderella Man, Gone With the Wind, anything with Denzel Washington uh oh
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Television:

Dr. Phil, Forensic Files, Cold Case Files, Dateline
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Books:

The B.I.B.L.E. I also like books by Max Lucado, Joyce Meyer."Your Best Life Now, by Joel Osteen, and the book, "The Purpose Driven Life.

Heroes:

Jesus Christ is my #1 hero for giving His life so that I may have eternal life! My parents are my next heroes, for loving me and raising me in a christian home. Though they are both gone now, I know that someday I will see them again!








How large is Your bottle Lord
Where You?€™ve placed all my tears?
How many have I shed Lord
Down through these many years?
I know there have been many
Each time when things went wrong
But knowing that You count them
Has helped me to be strong.
You listened and You heard
The sound of my weeping
And held me in Your arms
Safe within Your keeping.
Sometimes when I praise You
I try to restrain their flow
But sometimes; praising You with tears
Is the only way I know.
Thank You Lord for counting
Each time I shed a tear.
Thank You for drying each one,
And always holding me near.
There will forever be tears
Welling in these eyes of mine,
Tears of comfort and joy
Knowing I am Thine...


" You keep track of all my sorrows.
You have collected all my tears in your bottle.
You have recorded each one in your book."
(Psalm 56:8 NLT)
" Blessed are those who mourn, for they will be comforted."
(Matthew 5:4 NIV)
" They that sow in tears shall reap in joy."
(Psalm 126:5 KJV)
" The Lord is my light and my salvation; whom shall I fear? The Lord is the strength of my life; of whom shall I be afraid? "(Psalm 27:1 KJV)
" Trust the Lord your God with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make your paths straight." (Proverbs 3:5-6 NIV)
" Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own." (Matthew 6:34 NIV)
" According to your faith will it be done to you."
(Matthew 9:29 NIV)


" LIFE'S STRUGGLES "
(Something to think about...)
One day a man found the cocoon of a butterfly, with a small opening just starting to appear. So, he sat down to watch as the butterfly struggled for several hours to force its body through the hole. Then it seemed to stop making any progress. It appeared to the man that it had gotten as far as it could.
Then the man decided to help the butterfly, so he took a pair of scissors and snipped the remaining bit of the cocoon. The butterfly then emerged easily. But it had a swollen body and small shriveled wings. The man continued to watch the butterfly because he expected, at any moment, the wings would enlarge and the body would contract, so it could fly -- but neither happened. Sadly, the butterfly spent the rest of it's life crawling around with a swollen body and shriveled wings. It was never able to fly, or be a truly beautiful butterfly.
What the man in his well meaning kindness and haste did not understand, was that the restricting cocoon, and the struggle required for the butterfly to get through the tiny opening, was God's way of forcing fluid from the body of the butterfly, into its wings, so that it would be ready for flight once it got out of the cocoon.
Sometimes, like the butterfly, the struggles we go through in life are necessary, although we usually don't understand why. If God allowed us to go through life without any obstacles, it could hurt our growth. Then we would not be as strong as we should be -- and it could keep us from soaring to the wonderful heights that HE has planned for you and me.
"No discipline seems pleasant at the time, but painful. Later on, however, it produces a harvest of righteousness and peace for those who have been trained by it." (Hebrews 12:11 NIV)


" GIFT OF LIFE "
(A touching story for the Heart...)
Many years ago, when I worked as a volunteer at Stanford Hospital, I got to know a little girl named Liza who was suffering from a disease and needed a blood transfusion from her five-year-old brother, who had miraculously survived the same disease and had developed the antibodies needed to combat the illness.
The doctor explained the situation to her little brother, and asked the boy if he would be willing to give his blood to his sister. I saw him hesitate for only a moment before taking a deep breath and saying, "Yes, I'll do it if it will save Liza."
As the transfusion progressed, he lay in bed next to his sister and smiled, as we all did, seeing the color returning to her cheeks. Then his face grew pale and his smile faded.
He looked up at the doctor and asked with a trembling voice, "Will I start to die right away?" Being young, the boy had misunderstood the doctor; he thought he was going to have to give her all his blood.
John 15:13 (NIV) "Greater love has no one than this, that one lay down his life for his friends."
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It doesn't interest me what you do for a living
I want to know what you ache for
and if you dare to dream of meeting your heart's longing.
It doesn't interest me how old you are
I want to know if you will risk looking like a fool
for love
for your dreams
for the adventure of being alive.
It doesn't interest me what planets are squaring your moon...
I want to know if you have touched the center of your own sorrow
if you have been opened by life's betrayals
or have become shrivelled and closed
from fear of further pain.
I want to know if you can sit with pain
mine or your own
without moving to hide it
or fade it
or fix it.
I want to know if you can be with joy
mine or your own
if you can dance with wildness
and let the ecstasy fill you to the tips of your
fingers and toes
without cautioning us to
be careful
be realistic
to remember the limitations of being human.
It doesn't interest me if the story you are telling me
is true.
I want to know if you can
disappoint another
to be true to yourself.
If you can bear the accusation of betrayal
and not betray your own soul.
If you can be faithfull
and therefore trustworthy.
I want to know if you can see Beauty
even when it is not pretty
every day.
And if you can source your own life
from its presence.
I want to know if you can live with failure
yours and mine
and still stand on the edge of the lake
and shout to the silver of the full moon,
"Yes."
It doesn't interest me
to know where you live or how much money you have.
I want to know if you can get up
after a night of grief and despair
weary and bruised to the bone
and do what needs to be done
to feed the children and care for the elders
It doesn't interest me who you know
or how you came to be here.
I want to know if you will stand
in the center of the fire
with me
and not shrink back.
It doesn't interest me where or what or with whom
you have studied.
I want to know what sustains you
from the inside
when all else falls away.
I want to know if you can be alone
with yourself
and if you truly like the company you keep
in the empty moments.

My Blog

Getting ready to change

They say you "can't teach and old dog new tricks." But I think they're wrong. Tomorrow I am turning 49 - kind of an "old dog" but still capable of learning! I've been learning ALOT these days. . . abo...
Posted by ♥Sonja♥ on Mon, 12 May 2008 06:08:00 PST

a very confusing time

It's a very confusing time for me right now. Sometimes hurtful, sometimes happy, sometimes lonely, all sort of mixed into one big pile of emotions. .  . and maybe i am too sensitive or take thing...
Posted by ♥Sonja♥ on Sat, 10 May 2008 02:56:00 PST

Uncertainty

my heart aches for the mere thought of you ~ it's been so long now - we've drifted apart ~ but it was I who allowed the changes - not you ~ you've always been beckoning my heart. i know that you are s...
Posted by ♥Sonja♥ on Mon, 05 May 2008 07:05:00 PST

Behind the Walls

My youth is all locked up inside behind walls that keep me prisoner wanting to knock down those walls is a task that should not be done. But how do I survive alone, behind the walls? I scream inside ...
Posted by ♥Sonja♥ on Wed, 30 Apr 2008 06:03:00 PST

Are You Offended?

From: Music Is The BalmDate: Apr 27, 2008 4:58 AM By Michael Tummillo"Then shall many be offended, and shall betray one another, and shall hate one another . . . and because iniquity shall abound, th...
Posted by ♥Sonja♥ on Sun, 27 Apr 2008 05:46:00 PST

Best Friend

I'm a little sad tonight. . .as I sit here at the laptop, I looked over my top friends list. . and there is a friend who has been what i've called my best friend for  19 years. . . where is she? ...
Posted by ♥Sonja♥ on Tue, 22 Apr 2008 07:48:00 PST

- still waiting -

i don't know how to say it - how to let you know - i know i need you in my life - i feel i've let you go. i thought that i could handle it - it would be okay - but lately i've been noticing - a little...
Posted by ♥Sonja♥ on Tue, 15 Apr 2008 06:05:00 PST

Little Heart of Mine

Be careful little heart of mine you know how tender you are. Things affect you easily - now matter how near or far. Your love is so acceptable you always show you care - not everyone is like you, thou...
Posted by ♥Sonja♥ on Wed, 26 Mar 2008 07:44:00 PST

just waiting

I am feeling a variety of emotions today ~ unable to be in church on Easter for probably the first time ever in my whole life has felt a little odd. . . But I know God is with me every where. My daugh...
Posted by ♥Sonja♥ on Sun, 23 Mar 2008 12:19:00 PST

Our Lives Will Stand For Something

through the years, through many tears, through joy, laughter, & pain ~ our lives will stand for something, whether cloudy, sunshine, or rain. we’re given choices, through many voices, and de...
Posted by ♥Sonja♥ on Fri, 14 Mar 2008 07:39:00 PST