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Amethyst Rock Star

I am here for Dating, Serious Relationships, Friends and Networking

About Me

If I might have heard within your head and listened to your fears... heard a plea for me not to leave If I might have felt your loins interlocked with mine... shivering like the wandering madness- in mobility- entombing my flagrant lust I might have found comfort, and stayed to strengthen the cherishment every following day with you as someone to believe in, and someone to resonate. I might have held my history for the future free of censor and freely righteous in dedication to our swarming virtues if I had felt like having taken something away... that could not be returned if choice had me departed I would have been rid of the choice to leave because in my being, it was engraved, that I indeed had found my heart cradled and felt it perpetually begging for cradling because upon me was imparted that there wouldn’t have been any other way... much less of this way.If I might have found the words dripping from your lips that we would no longer dream of play but remain in it fused granting the gratification abandoning the need for imagination I might have had the urge to stay

My Interests

things fall apart. madness re-united. the bottles are empty. "is everybody in......the shows about to begin". even J.D.M. had is time to shine. ~~~~~~~~~~~~DROP~~~~~~~~~~~~ my soul drips over the table. into the mouths of unexpecting children. take the lunacy with a side of love. its all i've ever been worth. $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$ my monetary value multiplies with loss. loss. loss. with nothing to gain. and even less to lose. i chat with the demons that are so frequently ignored. they smile upon me with superiority. *BANG* the emotion sets in. or lack there of go with the flow for thats all i will ever know sleep with the lagrime sadness dream of the midnight madness KARLO B. DEMENTED never to be lamented love lies motionless at the end of the fucking rainbow

I'd like to meet:


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Music:

guru, the doors, pink floyd, bob marley, jimi hendrix, the sex pistols, radiohead, jane's addiction, tribe called quest, public enemy, beastie boys, sigur ros, MC5, the smiths, porno for pyros, sly and the family stone, the beatles, morrissey, van morrison, neil young, red hot chili peppers, captain beefheart, velvet underground, nirvana, eric clapton, led zeppelin, frank zappa, the cure, pearl jam, soundgarden, U2, ben harper, bjork, portishead, sneaker pimps, tricky, crosby stills nash and young, bush, al green, marvin gaye, curtis mayfield, parliament, funkadelic, the meters, bone thugs, cypress hill, todd rundgren, oasis, jeff buckley, joni mitchell, peter gabriel, red house painters, minor threat, ramones, new york dolls, james brown, stevie wonder, the who, police, allman brothers band, miles davis, john coltrane, television, otis redding, replacements, kraftwerk, bob dylan, richard salem, wayne kramer, roger waters, bad brains, sublime, snoop, danny elfman, air, beethoven, lenny kravitz, beck, john lennon, isaac hayes, the dust brothers, the chemical brothers, 2pac, chuck d, joshua kadison, fugazi, the sugarcubes, lee "scratch" perry, peter tosh, uziq, martin medeski & wood, david gilmour, john frusciante, robert johnson, naughty by nature, mazzy star, syd barrett, massive attack, paul oakenfold, wu tang, gza, nas, mobb deep, talib kweli, placebo, athletic mic league, misfits, aesop rock, lords of the underground, rakim, thom yorke, robert johnson, david bowie, muddy waters, patti smith, prince, cream, iggy pop, the stooges, blondie, joy division, grandmaster flash and the furious five, sugar hill gang, de la soul, goldie, KRS-one, pixies, mogwai, flaming lips, dinosaur jr., elliot smith, charlie parker, fluke, RZA, papa wu, prodigy, havoc, SORRY TO ANYONE I MIGHT HAVE LEFT OFF.......

Movies:

apocalypse now, the godfather part I, clockwork orange, pi, requiem for a dream, amores perros, slam, 21 grams, taxi driver, pulp fiction, fallen angels, easy rider, heat, ghost dog, fight club, seven, eternal sunshine of the spotless mind, city of god, delicatessan, il postino, dead man, night on earth, casino, goodfellas, godfather part II, amadeus, 2001 a space odysee, the shining, lolita, eyes wide shut, dr. strangelove, bringing out the dead, in the name of the father, lost in translation, dancer in the dark, the dancer upstairs, before night falls, beetlejuice, batman, batman returns, big fish, bamboozled, do the right thing, clockers, the usual suspects, chungking express, days of being wild, ashes of time, in the mood for love, ali, malcolm x, raging bull, barry lyndon, the big lebowski, kingpin, the man who wasnt there, oh brother where art thou, leaving las vegas, adaptation, punch drunk love, 25th hour, kill bill, run lola run, the professional, the messenger, big blue, blue velvet, mulholland drive, lost highway, drugstore cowboy, midnight cowboy, fargo, barton fink, royal tenenbaums, hard boiled, nightmare before christmas, peewee's big adventure, don juan demarco, vanilla sky, dead poets society, color of money, princess bride, monty pythons meaning of life, fear and loathing in las vegas, monty python's search for the holy grail, monty pythons life of brian, where the buffalo roam, the adventures of baron munchausen, quills, basketball diaries, whats eating gilbert grape, edward scissorhands, romeo and juliet, teenage mutant ninja turtles, being john malkovich, toy story, toy story 2, monsters inc, finding nemo, antz, a bugs life, sleepy hollow, raising arizona, love liza, last of the mohicans, four rooms, shawshank redemption, desperado, alice in wonderland, the little mermaid, batteries not inluded, gremlins, gremlins 2, stand by me, the lost boys, dumb and dumber, zoolander, time bandits, brazil, the fisher king, scarface, carlitos way, point break, city of lost children, amelie, ed wood, sling blade, blade runner, indian runner, crossing guard, jacobs ladder, mission impossible, dead man walking, trainspotting, thin red line, a life less ordinary, dead presidents, menace to society, juice, south central, boys in the hood, kids, vertigo, birds, im gonna git you sucka, robin hood men in tights, poetic justice, fellinis 8 1/2, satyricon, metropolis, once upon a time in america, bronx tale, mean streets, donnie brasco, happy gilmore, blazing saddles, home alone, the good son, rabbit proof fence, gummo, reservoir dogs, china town, blood simple, forrest gump, the ladykillers, gladiator, moulin rouge, who framed roger rabbit, full metal jacket, snatch, fifth element, swept away, barfly, the bird, silence of the lambs, salton sea, happy together, 12 monkeys, citizen kane, clerks, terminator 2, annie hall, manhattan, hollywood ending, bananas, alien, roger dodger, scent of a woman, el mariachi, the crow, the limey, blow, fastimes at ridgemont high, traffic, the game, the last temptation of christ, la femme nikita, lock stock and two smoking barrels, crouching tiger hidden dragon, united states of leland, coffee and cigarettes, team america : world police, SORRY AGAIN FOR WHATEVER I MIGHT HAVE LEFT OUT.

Television:


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Books:

Anything by Jack Kerouac, Aldous Huxley, James Joyce, Herman Hesse, Marquis De Sade, Chuck Palahniuk, Vladimir Nabokov, Hunter S. Thompson, and others. Favorite writers/poets are Amiri Baraka (Leroi Jones), Jack Kerouac, Allen Ginsberg, William Burroughs, Pablo Neruda, Oscar Wilde, Michael McClure, Ken Kesey, Frank O'Hara, Sigfried Sassoon, Jim Morrison, and Hunter S. Thompson.

Heroes:

Jim Morrison - "Im kind of hooked to the game of art and literature; my heroes are artists and writers. If my poetry aims to achieve anything, its to deliver people from the limited ways in which they see and feel." - "I wouldnt mind dying in a plane crash. Itd be a good way to go. I dont want to die in my sleep, or of old age, or OD... I want to feel what its like. I want to taste it, hear it, smell it." - "Lets just say I was testing the bounds of reality. I was curious to see what would happen. Thats all it was: curiosity. Expose yourself to your deepest fear; after that, fear has no power." Oh shit, I can't forget Hunter S. Thompson. What a crazy fucker.

My Blog

Tick -Tick

Once the air was dry and drenched with light. We watched clouds form shapes in the sky. One final cry I believe, one final shout. Expected but surprising. Yet nobody hears it.Every new beginning, is a...
Posted by Amethyst Rock Star on Fri, 02 Nov 2007 06:03:00 PST

Found

these lucid visions of hopeful suggestionand the dreams that follow patiently "What happens when your heart rewards you?"questioning only the palm of your handvitality warm and i feel al...
Posted by Amethyst Rock Star on Sun, 05 Aug 2007 12:39:00 PST

Hmmm....

They raised the price of dreams.
Posted by Amethyst Rock Star on Thu, 02 Aug 2007 12:29:00 PST

5:21 AM

> indication of articulation, sounds> represented........BUZZ........with nothing between,> within, FURY, operation father immediately preceding> union of youth, few will mute> visible processor, what...
Posted by Amethyst Rock Star on Wed, 01 Aug 2007 05:16:00 PST

Dim

outlaw arizona breezes perfume the shining dance floorsspeaking a language never sanctioned in the new worldplease the ancestorslike comets christening the tropicssi, como no?
Posted by Amethyst Rock Star on Tue, 31 Jul 2007 05:45:00 PST

Ode to a Tuna-Nugget

Look what BG made!"My name is Tuna, I live in the sea!"...
Posted by Amethyst Rock Star on Tue, 05 Jun 2007 12:16:00 PST

Diminishing phases

cold bitter twist of emotionsneed to fill the hole when I face myself in this day in every way and screamin a way that I trembleI need myselfThis blending of confusions and understandings must bea pla...
Posted by Amethyst Rock Star on Tue, 29 May 2007 05:42:00 PST

Slip-slip-slipping

Drowning in my feathered pillowyour face in my headand my head in my sheetsmy love is drunkas double vision -and I hurl my sanityI can't breathe the same airtheir smell makes me forgetmy loaded facefl...
Posted by Amethyst Rock Star on Tue, 29 May 2007 05:37:00 PST

Miedo

I'm trying to find a way. I'm building up happiness. I start to get along fine. Then everything shatters. Everything falls. Colliding with untouched air. That's been released with ease. Beginning from...
Posted by Amethyst Rock Star on Mon, 23 Apr 2007 12:58:00 PST

No one knows....

I decided that I am no longer gonna TRY to be friends with my old so-called 'friends'. If you wanna be a friend, well then BE A FUCKING FRIEND. Yeah, all 6 of you know who you are. Much love. Rest of ...
Posted by Amethyst Rock Star on Sun, 01 Apr 2007 10:44:00 PST