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gEMMA

I'm bored of this town, bored of this scene, bored of these people. yeah.

About Me

Hi i am a person pretty normal pretty average nothing much exciting. oh im 21 and i am currently a third year student at the university of Hertfordshire studying philosophy with film studies....................................Dont know what i want to do in life as long as i make some sort of difference to society- this means not working in a bank a fast food chain a factory or a farm. I am a VEGAN, i dont eat meat or fish. i also dont eat any meat products or eggs, milk cheese etc coz it disturbs me when i think of what i am eating and I dont buy leather or wool products........................................I am a bit odd really, you either love me or hate me. a few people do actually hate me and have told me to my face but i think i am ok. i drink every so often (and get very drunk)i also smoke way too much weed and take too may prescription medications. My current goal in life is to grow up and start living my life! i will let you know how it goes!........................................

My Interests

i really love seeing movies and listening to live music, and when i am in a quiet be alone mood i like to read. I also like music but well who doesnt really.

I'd like to meet:

Any people who arnt arseholes. am starting to realise that there are a lot of you about and this offends me. I am starting to dispair. so dont add me if u may be an arsehole, just look deep into yourself and think ' can i be a bit of a cunt sometimes or most of the time' if the answer is yes dont add me!
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Music:

i like lots. a list in no particular order would we- Anit-flag, NOFX, billy tallent, farse, dropkick murphys, flogging molly, Alkaline trio, the ramones, Misfits, Rise Against, Mad caddies, Jonny Cash, Brand New, Nekromantix, Capdown, Pennywise, AFI, Sonic Boom Six, King Prawn, Less Than Jake, No use for a name, The used, Million dead, Frank Turner, Demented are go, Rock-it dogs, Horrorpops, ... and now i am bored listing.

Movies:

anything remotly intelligent that makes me sit and go wow afterwards and i cant get out of my head for days afterwards...... oh and jackass movies (well u cant be serious all the time)

Television:

loved buffy since it started and then angel which is sometimes in a way better but buffy will always be in my heart... seriously i am that sad. fed up with reality shows esp as people have stoped making decent shows so i have to live with old episodes of stuff and the simpsons. webistes where i can illegally watch shows are my love!!

Books:

dont really have a fav type of book or author of book i just buy books and see if i like them when i read them. I like personal stories, autobiographies by non famous people basically. Books i have enjoyed recently are a head full of blue by nick johnstone and the perks of being a wallflower by... i forget.

Heroes:

my dad... or well buffy

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My Blog

End of it all

I just finished all my coursework and attended my last ever lecture and seminar! i wasnt sad about it. though i was when i left my film seminar even got a tear in my eye. lol. i was actually just in a...
Posted by gEMMA on Thu, 03 May 2007 09:24:00 PST

hello all

dunno who really reads this but i had an overwelming desire to write a blog. mainly due to the fact that i should be instead writing a 5000 word essay but oh well. um what to say. it is easter loads o...
Posted by gEMMA on Thu, 05 Apr 2007 10:24:00 PST

My dad

3 years ago today my dad died in hospital from an infection as a result of being in hospital for non-Hodgkin's lymphoma, a treatable highly survivable form of cancer. I am not writing this in order to...
Posted by gEMMA on Tue, 06 Feb 2007 01:36:00 PST

been having a thought...

...and its been bugging me for the last few days. right well as you know a lot of people protest against experementation on animals for scienfic as well as cosmetic research. and yeah i am all for tha...
Posted by gEMMA on Sun, 28 Jan 2007 10:29:00 PST

i have made a decision

well i had done. i wrote a really long blog explaining everything i had been thinking recently and come to the conclusion about but then decided this was all way too person and i deleted it. lol. neve...
Posted by gEMMA on Sun, 14 Jan 2007 05:46:00 PST

scary i may never drink again!

Went out and got way to pissed and cant remember going home. woke up very very ill on sunday afternoon. bathroom i found everything knocked over my tights ripped to shreads bra on floor boots on floor...
Posted by gEMMA on Tue, 26 Dec 2006 05:35:00 PST

catch up

just thought i would share some stuff- firstly alt night last week. i wasnt going to drink then i thought fuck it i cant go to the font sober so i drank and this is the result of it. [IMG]http://i130....
Posted by gEMMA on Sat, 23 Dec 2006 09:42:00 PST

today i had

an MRI it was well fun!! if the word fun was actually the opposite of what it means now. i was in this horrible tube thing all trapped for like 15 minutes which was horrible- i wanted out after the fi...
Posted by gEMMA on Thu, 14 Dec 2006 03:39:00 PST

i am changed woman

well not really just got bored and change my profile a bit! for once i dont have much to moan about in my blog. i am all cool right now, well not totally but well enough. am trying to work out what to...
Posted by gEMMA on Tue, 05 Dec 2006 09:35:00 PST

why is it...

....that when i see something that makes me sad or angry i keep on going to back to look at it or read it again? it like i wanna make myself more sad or more anygry. wierd. anyway thats just my though...
Posted by gEMMA on Fri, 17 Nov 2006 09:15:00 PST