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[AmyR]®RIP Jonathan

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First off!!!
Stop stealing the pictures off of my page! Yes, I know my friends are cool and you want my pictures, but please ask before taking. If I let you take them please give me some kind of credit. If you see my pictures on someone elses page it would be lovely if you notified me. Thank you.
Secondly, stop asking me to help you edit your profile and where I got all this "cool stuff". I taught myself, so learn!!! I don't care if I sound like a bitch, but I am tired of people asking me.
Amy Ramos
Hello. My name is Amy Ramos.I am a girl who is 16 years old. I live in San Bernardino California and attend San Bernardino High School [SBHS] here. As "ghetto" as it may seem, I really do enjoy living here. I think I found the beauty behind it. There are plenty of things I don't like about living here and I wish to live in Pomona sometimes. I have moved a lot and it is nice to finally stay in one place. I still get the feeling I am moving though. I have never really been out of the state of California. I stayed only in South California. I wish to visit other countires later in life. I have some of the most amazing friends here and I don't wish to move because I am tired of losing friends. I have plenty of good friends, "friends", frienemies, acquaintances, but very very few friends. **Friend- When you have true friends you should only be able to count them with your fingers [on one hand]. I only think I have three friends. There is my very very good friend Jesse [Jesse Nasty]. It took him a while to call me his friend, but I admire him for that because he chooses his friends wisely. I love and respect that. There is also Robby [Robot]. I think of him as a brother who I can talk to about anything. Last, but most certainly not least is Jonathan. Him and I have gone through so much together. I don't know if he calls me his friend, but I am glad to call him mine. I know that sounds odd to call him my friend, but he is such a good person to me.
This may sound like anything anyone else might say, but I believe no one likes to be labled. Call me what you want, but I don't consider myself goth, psychobilly, rockabilly, emo, or what ever. If you want to call me something like that go ahead, but I am not what you say or think I am. Yes, I respect all styles and genres and sub-genres. I like changing the way I dress. Why should I only dress one way? Why should my clothes reflect so much on the way I act or things I “must” like? I dress the way I want to. One day I might look like a goth kid or a rockabilly or like a hippy, but I don't care. Call me a poser for all I care. I am not afraid to show the many sides of me. [I try to mix every style I like to make my own or if I am just in a certain mood I dress a certain way. I am a very opened minded person, but I can also be one of the pickiest person you will meet. Sometimes I do let things get to me so I do tend to stereotype others. I am not going to say I don't lie because then I would be lying. I also contradict myself. Why? I don't know, but sometimes I am not all there. I think it's because my opinions change here and there. People change. Also I am honestly not sure of myself right now. Some people believe I am this smart girl who should just knows everything, but others see me as this slow person who may just be insane or may just be in some need of assistance, but I don't know. Think of me what you will. I just don't like it when people expect things from me as if I should just know how to do everything. I will admit to this. I think way too much about my life. I am very pessimistic. I also can't complete a simple task without thinking about it and in the end I completely change the subject or rambling. A lot of people think they know me so well, but they don't. It's funny really. I think the person who knows me best is Jesse.
Quote:
"Why does life get worse and worse everytime I do something good. What happened to karma? It's like [good] Karma is a bus and I miss it all the time!"-Amy Ramos [me]
[Some Lyrics To Show You A Bit About Me]
They may not always remind me about my life, but just
things that I've heard or something I find interesting.
These may change later so keep in touch.
[Bands I Support]
Funeral Party
A True Flame
The 45's
The Dresden Dolls
Morrissey
Jeffree Star

My Interests


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What I Look For In A Guy [Personality] Open mind Can keep a conv. Good listener Supports me Has common sense Gets along with people [Doesn’t mean talks with EVERYONE] Doesn’t get [too] jealous Likes me for me Tells the truth even though it’ll hurt Able to stay in a relationship Doesn’t move too fast Doesn’t force me to do things [Extra Points] Nerdy _Skinny/Boney _Wears glasses _Has/had braces _Shy/quiet _Talks with a lisp/slur _Talks intelligently [Doesn’t mean like a know it all] More than 4in. taller than me More than 3in. Shorter than me Funny Stubble _or very smooth [face]

I'd like to meet:


Jesse [Jesse Nasty]
Where to start with Jesse? I love being around him, that's for sure. He is a singer in a band called A True Flame . He drinks and smokes, so get over it. This kid is a good listener and argues with me a lot just to make a point, but it's fun though. This guy has helped me understand so much about myself. It's amazing that someone so great has come into my life. Jesse gives some of the greatest hugs even though they are funny and weird [sometimes]. I feel so comfortable around him, that I tell him everything, even the most pointless things. This very intelligent kid will do many great things. He never always agrees with what I have to say and if he doesn't or just gets tired of something I say he says "Oh, come off of it!" and he knows it annoys me, but it's funny [just like Kayla]. Haha. Somehow he manages to make me smile. It's just so different with him because he doesn't have to make jokes or even make a funny face. We could talk about politics and we bust up laughing somehow. It's awesome!

Jonathan [Cancer]
Jonathan is a very odd kid. I like to sleep with his shirt.[inside joke] Jonathan and I . . . well, one can say that him and I do not get along, but if you were to ask that same person they may think that we are best friends or even dating, but it is nothing like that. Long story. . .no time really. . .hahaha. He seems pretty carless about me so I am making this look pretty careless as well. <: Just kidding. I really really care a lot about Jonathan. I still think he does not understand how much I care about him. I would give anything for him. He is so close to my heart. He is very close to being as important as family. Jonathan is Thee Biggest Gum Stealer! I swear to you, if he wasn't around I could ration my gum so well. He never really listens to me when I ask him to do something. I really doubt that he cares what I have to say, but I care about what he says. . .for some odd reason!!!

Robby [Robot]
Robby is such a funny ass guy. I love going bowling with this guy! Him and I go back. My brother and his sister dated before so it brought this kid and I together. I love this guy like another brother!

[Friends List]

Music:



Bruit
1349
13th Floor Elevators
16 Volt
1919
311
45 Grave
69 Eyes
808 State
Aaliyah
Acid Bath
Adhesive
Adicts, The
A Fire Inside
A Flock of Seagulls
Against All Authority
Agnelli & Nelson
Ah-ha
Aiden
Aimee Mann
Alexisonfire
Alexz Johnson
Alien Sex Fiend
A Life Once Lost
All American Rejects, The
All Gone Dead
Anti-Flag
Antisect
Aqua
Arcade Fire, The
Arcana
Armor For Sleep
A Static Lullaby
Authority Zero
Avril Lavigne
Backstreet Boys
Bad Religion
Bauhaus
Bella Morte
Benny Goodman
Berlin
Berzerker, The
Billy Idol
Birthday Massacre, The
Bjork
Black Ice
Black Sabbath
Black Tape For Blue Girl
Blank 77
Bleed the dream
Blink-182
Blondie
Blood Brothers, The
%0Blutengel
Bob Marley
Born From Pain
Boys Don't Cry
Brand New
Breaking Benjamin
Bright Eyes
Bush
Cacophony
Ca+e
Cascada Christian Death
Chuck Berry
Cindy Lauper
Cinema Strange
Click Five
Coldplay
Comeback Kid
Convent
Cradle of Filth Creep Show, The
Crovus Corax
Culture Club
Cure, The
Cybotron
Cyndi Lauper
Daft Punk
Danny Elfman
Danzig
Dargaard
Darilington
Death Cab for Cutie
Dean Martin
Debbie Deb
Deathin June
Deftones
DeSade
D'espairs Ray
Depeche Mode
Desperate Bicycles
Devo
Devotchkas
Dir En Grey
Disfunftional Youth
Diskontrol
Dj Boris
Dj Durt
Dj Krush
Dj Liquid
Dj Melodie
Dj Mix
Dj Mystik
Dj Shadow
Dj Tiesto
Donnybrook!
Down To Earth Approach
Dramarama
Dream Theater
Droom
Dropkick Murphys
Duran Duran
Easy Cure
Eels
Eiffel 65
Elvis Presley
El Tri
English Dogs
Entwine
Eric Clapton
Eurythmics
Evanesence
Everclear
Evergreen Terrace
Every New Dead Ghost
Excession
Expose
Fear Cult
Fear Factory
Final Burden, The
Fiona Apple
Five Iron Frenzy
Flunk
Foo Fighters
Frank Sinatra
Frank The Baptist Music
Franz Ferdinand
From First to Last
Funeral For a Friend
Futureheads
GBH
Global Threat
Good Charlotte
Gorillaz
Gravity Kills
Green Day
Grendal
Guff
Guns n' Roses
Halifax
Happy Campers
Harey Danger
Hellogoodbye
Heroes Del Silencio
HIM
Horrorpops
Hot Hot Heat
Human Disease
IFN
Icon of Coil
In Flames
Incubus
Interpol
Hole
Hot Hot Heat
Jack off Jill
Janis Joplin
Jive Bombers
Joan Jett
Johnny Cash
Jorge Gonzalez
Joy Division
Kaiser Chiefs
Kamelot
Kittie
Korn
Krum Bums
Laibach
La Ley
L'ame Immortelle
Lasgo
Last Days of April
Last Days of Jesus, The
Lauren Hill
Le Click
Le Shok
Le Tigre
Led Zeppelin
Less Than Jake
Letter Kills
Lime
Linkin Park
Living End
London After Midnight
Los Ciafanes
Los Enanitos Verdes
Los Prisioneros
Lost Prophets
Lotte Lenye
Ludwig Van Beethoven
Madonna
Mana
Marilyn Manson
Maroon 5
Men Without Hats
Metallica
Michelle Branch
Mindless Self Indulgence
Miguel and the Living Dead
Ministry
Misfits
Moby
Modest Mouse
Moneen
Morrissey
Motion City Soundtrack
Mozart
MU330
Mudvayne
Murder Dolls
My Chemical Romance
MYMP
MYNX
MXPX
Nekromantix
Nena
New Order
New Skin
Nirvana
Nightwish
Nine Inch Nails
No Doubt
NOFX
Norah Jones
Not By Choice
Oingo Boingo
OMD
Opera IX
Operation Ivy
Ordeal By Fire
Orgy
Otis Redding
Ozzy
Panic! at the Disco
Pantera
Paragraf 119
Paralamas
Pat Benatar
Perfect Chaos
Pete Moss
Pink
Pink Floyd
Piraten Pir
Pitbull Daycare
Placebo
P.O.D.
Poison Girls
Premature Ejaculation
Pretty Girls Make Graves
Queen
Queens of the Stone Age
Radiohead
Rage Against the Machine
Rammstein
Ramones
Razed in Black
Real Life
Richie Valenz
Rise Against
Rosetta Stone
Roxy Music
Rx Bandits
Ryan Adams
Satanic Grounds
Scandal
Schiller and Heppner
Scorpions
Screams For Tina
Seneses Fail
Sex Pistols
She Wants Revenge
Silverchair
Silverstien
Skinny Puppy
Slayer
Sleeping Children
Slow Jerkin'
Social Distortion
Soft Cell
Softball
Sonic Youth
Sound Garden
Spice Girls
Squirrel Nut Zippers
SS-Kaliert
Stabbing Westward
Static-X
Stray Cats
Straylight Run
Streetlight Manifesto
Sublime
Suicidal Tendencies
Suicide Machines
Syrian
System of a Down
System Syn
Tapps
T.A.T.U.
Tears For Fears
Terminal Choice
The Bravery
The B-52's
The Briggs
The Casualties
The Clash
The Cramps
The Cruxshadows
The Curse
The Dead 60s
The Devotchkas
The Distillers
The Doors
The Dresden Dolls
The Exies
The Flaming Stars
The Killers
The Lawrence Arms
The Legendary Pink Dots
The Living End
The Misfits
The Mission UK
The New York Dolls
The Offspring
The Order Of The Fly
The Planet Smashers
The Postal Service
The Ramones
The Rapture
The Rolling Stones
The Smashing Pumpkins
The Smiths
The Specials
The Spice Girls
The Starting Line
The Strokes
The Thrillseekers
The Used
The Vibrators
The Virus
TLC
Total Chaos
Tsunami Bomb
Trajic Black
Trivium
Type O Negative
U.S. Subs
Vanessa Carlton
Venga Boys
Vice Squad
Voice Industrie
Voices of Masada
Violent Femmes
Voodoo Church
Wednesday 13
Weezer
With Broken Wings
Wolfbrigade
Wolfsheim
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X-ANIMO
X-Ray Spex
Zaderak
Zao
Zeromancer
Zombie Ghost Train
Zombie Girl
Zombina and the Skeletons

Movies:

Funeral Party

A True Flame

Books:

Fiend
What My Mother Doesn't Know
Interview With A Vampire
Go ask Alice
Frankenstein
Dracula
Lost Souls
Witch Child
October Sky
Dramacon
Stop Laughing At Me. . .
La Portrait de Petite Cossette

My Blog

A little something I wrote to Rachel about Jonathan

"It's easier for you to not talk to Jonathan. I mean, I still talk to him, but usually it's only when he talks to me now or unless he texts me or if I just offer him his daily dose or gum. I really tr...
Posted by [AmyR]®RIP Jonathan on Mon, 19 Mar 2007 01:16:00 PST

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I am a passenger of life Getting lost is predictable I heart the sounds while going by They are awful, confusing, but Some are just comforting There is a distance in time But it goes too quickly The...
Posted by [AmyR]®RIP Jonathan on Fri, 12 Jan 2007 11:45:00 PST

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I am not as deep as an ocean Or as wide as the sky As tall as the mountains nor do I wish to die   I am not as smart as a genius Or as dumb as a rock Not as cold as the snow in which you love t...
Posted by [AmyR]®RIP Jonathan on Fri, 12 Jan 2007 11:39:00 PST

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The city gates have closed I was left outside Alone Tired Scared Isolated from the world Away from the lies I was spat out for knowing the truth Smiles placed upon their faces Afraid of being Differe...
Posted by [AmyR]®RIP Jonathan on Fri, 12 Jan 2007 11:39:00 PST

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I'm not self destructive, but I hurt others. My bags are almost packed and ready to go. Find me a plane ticket that will take me up to the sky. Get me some pills! I hate motion sickness. Life after de...
Posted by [AmyR]®RIP Jonathan on Fri, 12 Jan 2007 11:31:00 PST