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About Me

"Ultimately, we're all dead men. Sadly we cannot chose how. But, we can decide how we meet that end in order that we are remembered as men."my fleeting ship capsized a while back, beneath a bed of rocks laid out doing the deadman float in this shoreless sea, i waded, drifting amongst insurmountable waves, crashing in between insufficient quantities of sleep and a modest existence. to understand me might be like trying to explain the concept of time to a watch, to stare at you perplexed. or explaining yourself to an ant, the motivations of the universe can not be understood, as i find myself questioning more times than receiving answers, and getting discouraged by my own nonexistent impression. there can not be knowledge based reasoning to explain the instinctual lusts that govern life. only those that know me couldn't possibly understand the insanity that has drawn out these lines. nihilistic thought is the gravy of life. I'm hard pressed to see the significance of human lfe, although an admirer of achievements and suspicious of such swift progress, but a believer, none the less, that we will not be the last ones standing, perhaps the real measure of intelligence should be an ability to balance on an uneven scale to overcome the inherent desire to take and inability to give. My insubordination comes from the wavering half-massed fairy tale known as life. at least for the moment, a member of the unseen modern day caste system of capitalist society, i suppose my drum beats out of tune with the rest of the mice and rats stockpiling and guarding their cheese. the best part of me was left in tucson, arizona somewhere between the Catalina mountain range and the pecan ochards of green valley, time and the desert wind should bury it, no need for a shovel, but it's still always there. i'm not crazy, i walk a different line, i dance out of step, i breath in your whisps of undifferentiated nothingness and wonder always what's coming next. so, the earth isn't the center of the universe......interesting and i thought we were special.img src="http://i84.photobucket.com/albums/k26/wanderlustwarrior /CapitalistSystem.gif"

My Interests

everything that interests a 25 year old male, mainly just being a spectator of social decay in a totalitarian state where people accept and love their servitude, i suppose you wanted to hear something like hopscotch or collecting bugs, or maybe reading books on a sunny beach, i'd much rather pick your brain

I'd like to meet:

the individual thought process, someone who inspires intelligent conversation. just about anyone, always enjoy meeting people, especially those with little in common with me, it's what gives life little dabs of color. my life has been a combination of natural disasters, i've yet to meet a counterpart to balance the fire and rain. My late Uncle Gerry, you can read his work at http://www.inspiracy.com/minitrue/bio.html

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Music:

everything that i've ever heard that i like, mainly, a lot

Books:

Vonnegut, Ellis, Cummings, Coelho, Huxley, Quinn, Kundera, Orwell

Heroes:

Professor David Gibbs, Professor David Ortiz, Professor Tom Gehrels, opened my mind and my eyes made me seek truth in an age of lies, steven hawking (i believed in your information pardox, takes a lot to admit you're wrong, you'll always be my favorite black hole, Subcomandante Marcos and the Zapatista Army of National Liberation img src="http://www.stanford.edu/~albertod/localpublicgoodsfin/m arcos.jpg"

My Blog

adverse salad days

As I picked up the gun, and loaded each bullet one by one. click, click, click, click, click. the pistol held ten, the shotgun with five. looking around at this world full of lies. Your God never cam...
Posted by HumanBeingBad (Go Fuck Yourself II) on Sat, 23 Feb 2008 10:37:00 PST

My quote for the day

"All i know is I am alive and that one day sooner or later I will die. So to fill the time in between I'll sleep, I'll fuck, I'll drink and dream. And if my end only brings me back to earth:...
Posted by HumanBeingBad (Go Fuck Yourself II) on Fri, 25 Jan 2008 02:56:00 PST

a world confused

With my world in a grave I should try and believe there will be no one left to save. And it's frustrating to see the end sitting just around the bend and I'm unable to leave. A shovel we all ...
Posted by HumanBeingBad (Go Fuck Yourself II) on Sat, 03 Nov 2007 10:28:00 PST

self induced emptiness

She came to me with empty arms, a cold embrace laced with charm. She came to me with nothing saying please try and make something. I would have given her everything left of this tired l...
Posted by HumanBeingBad (Go Fuck Yourself II) on Fri, 02 Nov 2007 04:46:00 PST

for a dear friend

Ryan was a man of integrity, respect, and principles. Often times I was envious of the smiles that constantly ran wild across his face, wishing only once i could say the same or experience a fra...
Posted by HumanBeingBad (Go Fuck Yourself II) on Mon, 17 Sep 2007 07:13:00 PST

growing up sucks

GROWING UP SUCKS Where once a child had laid his hands upon elder trees and rivers bending, to gaze past days once never-ending unscathed by all of life's demands. His father said, "these day...
Posted by HumanBeingBad (Go Fuck Yourself II) on Wed, 22 Aug 2007 12:30:00 PST

the dreams of a wanderer

Standing on the edgeof a great world unknown,breaking the surface with the cast of a stone.Waves crash at me feetas i stare off at the sea,looking at pebbles, a graveyard beneath me.Picking one up,how...
Posted by HumanBeingBad (Go Fuck Yourself II) on Tue, 21 Aug 2007 08:11:00 PST

14th century nonsensical romance

look into my eyes, do you see something I've not? maybe the blue hides secrets I've long since forgot. Vlad the impaler once wore the most peculiar of hats, thought to be in Ottoman caves dwel...
Posted by HumanBeingBad (Go Fuck Yourself II) on Mon, 13 Aug 2007 09:27:00 PST

anesthesia

I let it go today, much like a child lets go of a helium filled balloon. A complete lack of control rolled over me, as it was carried off tumbling through the wind and then long out of my sight. At t...
Posted by HumanBeingBad (Go Fuck Yourself II) on Mon, 09 Jul 2007 05:19:00 PST

e.e. cummings for the day

the boys i mean are not refined the boys i mean are not refined they go with girls who buck and bite they do not give a fuck for luck they hump them thirteen times a night one hangs a hat...
Posted by HumanBeingBad (Go Fuck Yourself II) on Mon, 14 May 2007 06:43:00 PST