"So, this is my life. And I want you to know that I am both happy and sad and I'm still trying to figure out how that could be."
I'm what you would call an ambivalent person. I'm always stuck. I swear im psychic, and if you ever talk to me, you'll find out how serious I am on that matter. I've convinced myself that everything happens for a reason. It just makes things that much easier to deal with. I wish I didn't care so much, but I do entirely, about everyone. I'd love to hear that I've changed your life considerably, if theres anyone out there who believes that statement to be true. If I told you I was one of those really complicated people, i'd be lying. I've been called predictable one too many times, and I think I'm gonna change that. We'll see how that goes. My memory is amazing, so if you ever forget something you've said, don't fret. I'll most likely remember for you, word for word. I will never fall for another cutely written text message ever again. Yes, I'm the type of person who is easily inspired by quotes in postcards and books. I'm okay with that. I'm not as obnoxious as I may come off to be towards some people, I promise. But I have developed a loud nervous laugh over the past few months, so you're forewarned. If I can help it, we'll most definitely become friends.
the pleasures all mine :)
