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“What is a friend? A single soul in two bodies.”—Aristotle
THOU ART TO ME A DELICIOUS TORMENT...
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What we do in life echoes in eternity.
I always do something to separate myself from everyone else.
I walk a very fine line between what is right and what isn't, and I'm not afraid to test my boundaries.
“Within the furthest reaches of the heart lie those desires whose name one dares not speak. So seductive, so intoxicating, so indulgent, our most private passions burn at the molten core of our being, luring us to the very heights of ecstasy and depths of despair. Through the ages, the words of impassioned lovers have transformed a virginal sheet of paper into a sanctuary for a restless heart…” – unknown
"Calling it a simple schoolgirl crush was like saying a Rolls Royce was a vehicle with four wheels, something like a hay wagon. She did not giggle wildly and blush when she saw him, nor did she chalk his name on trees or write it on the walls of the Kissing Bridge. She simply lived with his face in her heart all of the time, a kind of sweet hurtful ache. She would have died for him." -"It" Stephen King
You don’t always know what to expect when you’re in my company. I’m 100% completely spontaneous and enigmatic. I’m cheesy. I say cliché phrases like: “An apple a day keeps the doctor away.” and “Naked as a Jaybird.” I like to dance around my house singing 80s tunes. I am not too sure if I classify as a good singer. I’d like to think so. I’ve never broken any windows! I giggle way too much. Have you ever had the giggles that never ended, and no matter what you thought about it was just so funny? That happens a lot to me. Some days I act like I'm 80, and other days I act like I'm 10. I am very compassionate, and love to cuddle!
My inner child needs a spanking hardcore.
I’m proud to be who I am. I have a magnetic personality and most of the time I’m pretty confident. I find myself intensely drawn into all aspects of nature and humanity. If I weren’t in the military you’d probably find me consumed by my desire for humanitarian reform! I’m big into ridding the earth of pollution, rainforest conservation, saving the endangered species, ending animal abuse, and more.
I’m a saint *and* a sinner. One moment you may catch me exploring the darkest enigmas of life, or I can be scathingly reviling sin and utter decadence. I was once told that my hypnotic appeal pierces straight through a man’s soul.
“Return often and take me,
Beloved sensation, return and take me—
When memory of the body awakens,
And old desire again runs through the blood;
When the lips and skin remember,
And the hands feel as if they touch again.”
--- C.P. Cavafy

I’m not the type of person to give false compliments just to win points with you. It is beneath me to flatter someone. So, if I give you a compliment, treasure it because it’s coming straight from my heart!
I rarely ever sit still.
“There can be no peace of mind in love,
Since what one has obtained is never anything
But a starting point for further desires.”
--- Marcel Proust
I love to dance, but I don't always like being watched. I like dancing that involves rotating the hips. When you can't find the words to speak, body language fills in the silence...
“Love— bittersweet, irrepressible—
Loosens my limbs and I tremble.”
--- Sappho
I love art. I have enough art supplies in my possession to start my own store. I love clay, painting, sculpting, ceramics, drawing, and everything else! I furnish my living space with my own designs. You should see my coffee table. It rocks! Maybe I'll post some photos.
I've said it once and I'll say it again and again. I love music. My best friend bought me an iPod back in May before he got deployed. I swear it has rarely ever left my side! I listen to it all the time. I carefully hand-selected 3000 songs for it and still have space to fill.
I have an awesome job. There are a few rotten apples the try and spoil the bunch, but I try not to let that get in my way. There are so many great people I work with. I regret the day where I have to see one of them leave, like if they ever got a new job or something. It's an eclectic gathering of personalities that I seem to mesh well with. I actually look forward to work most days, because I know someone there will put a smile on my face. =) You'd understand if you worked there!!
I love to talk. Give me 5 minutes and I'll talk for 500. It's an inherited trait, so it's not my fault. It's genetics, man! I could talk to anyone. There are so many people who are anxious when it comes to meeting someone. I can easily strike up a 3 hour conversation with someone I just met, and *I have.* I guess my hatred for silence overcomes my shyness. Does that make sense? I don't like silence in a public environment. It feels unnatural. So, I'll randomly strike up a conversation. I meet the most interesting people that way!
I love the feeling of being in love. I'm a hopeless romantic who is out to find her one true love. I thought I had found him, but he couldn't make up his mind. As much as it hurt inside, I couldn't hold onto what didn't want to be there. That whole quote, "If you love him, let him go.." really bit me in the butt. It was the hardest thing I ever had to do in my life. I hope he knows how much I love him and I will always love him. So, now I'm trying to adjust to life after being attached for 4 years. It feels weird. I feel inadequate. I come home and he's not there. It's like I walked into the wrong house or something. Well, I'm just taking life one day at a time. I've met a lot of really great people. I hope no one lets me down!
One of the most devastating and painful parts of life for me is dealing with a cheating significant other. I need someone who can be honest with me *no matter what.* Integrity in a relationship is a huge focal point. I don’t care if it’s a white lie. I may be only 22, but I’d like to think I’m unusually precocious when it comes to being in a relationship. With that being said, when it comes to being in a relationship, I need to remain spiritually connected to a person. There are so many levels of attraction, and I cannot simply be in a relationship where physical attraction is the only driving desire. I need someone who can intuitively sense my faults, desires, moods, fears, and needs. A man must possess the talent to imbue devotion, unbridled passion, an unfettered desire into my life. I need a man who shares my affinity for music. I’d like to think that I’m pretty receptive of how others are feeling, even when someone thinks they’re hiding it!!
I’m a person who lives in a world all of my own, encompassed by fantasy and diverse dreams. Sometimes I tend to be emotional and my tragic flaw is the fact that I sometimes struggle with inner conflicts and secret guilt. I guess I should throw all of my bad qualities onto the table now, so I don’t waste your time. If you hurt my feelings, you’ll know. I always try to be as friendly as I can to people, and when someone has the nerve to abuse my niceness you will regret the day you did. I harbor guilt and resentment boils under my skin. I’m pretty forgiving and tolerant the first time around, however repeat offenders will not get off so easily. Another flaw that is slowly diminishing is jealousy. It used to consume me, but as I’ve grown older my jealousy has slowly been replaced with confidence, which is a nice change.
Goals this year: 1. Lose the 35 pounds I gained when I joined the military 2. Continue with the pit bull book 3. Pay off my debts (car, credit card, etc) 4. Learn the saxophone 5. Save up money so I can go to Europe 6. Enjoy life ....
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