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Melanie

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Murder
I Love Ross.
You're everything I need
A loaded gun
&& A reason to pull the [trigger]
Leopard print is ♥
She's beautiful as usuall//with -bruises- on her [ego]
I am hopelessly in love!
I read, I write, I love.
I feel && I am not afraid to admit when I make mistakes .
You can break my hearttough but the truth is I hide behind my smile.
When I say it [doesn't matter] it usually does the most
Just because I know I am pretty doesn't mean I don't crave affirmation.
You only call me a -BiTcH- b//c you can't think of a better word for StRonG
I want a story book romance.
I like ((sexXx)) but I'm not a whore.
I don't care if you think I'm a +slut+.
I don't like most ~girls~, I judge them too quickly .
I miss the comfort of my best friend.
I don't lie, and sometimes the truth hurts
I love kissing.
I'm hesitant when it comes to (+falling for someone+) but once I make up my mind I don't hold back.
I love pretty much ^all country songs^. && I say it frequently.
I love to sing, but !!I can't at all!!.
I am NoT a stupid girl.
When I really want some0ne I pour my ♥heart♥ into it.
You never know when the oNe is right under your n0se.
Luckily I opened my eyes
It's worth it , you're worth it.
I see him for what he is now.
I will probally break your ♥heart♥.
You can't say I didn't warn you.
I will give you everything I am capable of. I will show you nothing but ResPecT, caRiNg, && ♥LoVe♥.
I will give YOU all of me .

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My Interests

♥Ross
♥Attention
♥Kisses
♥Cuddling
♥Kissing and almost walking away then coming right back for more
♥Love
♥Kissing my forhead
♥Holding hands
♥SexXx
♥Sleeping with someone
♥Nibbling on ears
♥hopeless romantics
♥shooting stars
♥drive ins
♥fairs
♥people that make my heart race
♥boys who talk to me
♥being told im pretty, beautiful, sexy ect. ect.
♥mixed CDs made for me
♥Being in love
♥ Cats

I'd like to meet:

I've already met him he is more than you will ever be. He is my life and I love him.

♥ I have wonderful friends, and yeah most of them are guys. See guys don't stab you in the back, they are way too lazy, it takes less effort to just tell it how it is. The girl friends I do have are pretty much the strongest females I have ever met. So pretty much I want to meet real people, who add to my life not try to control it.

Me: "You are going to hell."
Jason: "No way. God, Jesus and St. Peter fucking love my shit. I crack them up."

Hahaha J-Ripp you are going to hell even though you DO crack the cheif up.

My heart is in Germany.

[Does it hurt you too, so far away?]

Leave ♥

Music:



Right now I am diggin' slower music. Love songs, heart break, whatever. I like songs I can feel.

He is the reason I get out of bed in the morning. I love you Ross, you are mine always.

♥ Your Gaurdian Angel Lyrics ♥
When I see your smile Tears run down my face I can't replace And now that I'm strong I have figured out How this world turns cold and it breaks through my soul And I know I'll find deep inside me I can be the oneI will never let you fall I'll stand up with you forever I'll be there for you through it all Even if saving you sends me to heavenIt's okay. It's okay. It's okay. Seasons are changing And waves are crashing And stars are falling all for us Days grow longer and nights grow shorter I can show you I'll be the oneI will never let you fall (let you fall) I'll stand up with you forever I'll be there for you through it all (through it all) Even if saving you sends me to heavenCuz you're my, you're my, my, my true love, my whole heart Please don't throw that away Cuz I'm here for you Please don't walk away and Please tell me you'll stay, stayUse me as you will Pull my strings just for a thrill And I know I'll be okay Though my skies are turning grayI will never let you fall I'll stand up with you forever I'll be there for you through it all Even if saving you sends me to heaven [to fade]

Movies:



Labrynth
The Last Unicorn
Lost Boys
Dark Crystal
Edward Scissor Hands
Donnie Darko
Dragon Heart
Braveheart
The Passion
PJ Sparkles
Nemo
Cinderella Man
Traveling Pants
Rocky Horror Picture Show
Lost in Translation
Happy Gilmore
Punch Drunk Love
Spanglish
Billy Madison
The Notebook
Sleeping Beauty
Alladin
The Lion King
Cinderella
The Aristocats
Ice Age
Dark City
Who framed Roger Rabbit
Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas
Pirates of the Carribean
Cry Baby
Dirty Dancing
Almost Famous
American Psycho
Batman all of 'em

Television:



Law and Order SVU
Laguna Beach
The Surreal Life
CSI
The Real World
Degrassi
Law and Order
Days of Our Lives
Passions
Montel
Ellen
Insomniac Theatre

Books:



I can't get enough of books!
too many to effing name.
Vampire Diaries ALL TIME FAV
I like
Anthem and Ember and The Giver and Finding Blue.
Twilight is amazing as well.
Books about crazy stuff and ones that make me think are my favorites.

Heroes:



My Grandma(R.I.P I love you.)
Ross. I love him he is the most driven, amazing, genuine person I have ever met. He is pretty much better than you.
Christina Aguilera she is sooooo fucking gorgeous
ReZnOr
children
ANNA NALICK
AnImaLs

My Blog

Ouch. New poem.

Last four lines added.   Every fiber in my body is saying run But Im frozen in this spot My fingers ache to touch you But my brain says I better not My heart hurts in my chest My ache for you is ...
Posted by She's Murder [on her own state of mind] on Tue, 26 Dec 2006 05:09:00 PST

Santa baby, hurry down the chimney tonight ♥

So this christmas was a bitter sweet one, with my brother in Iraq and my baby in Germany, it just didn't feel so festive. Since this is the first christmas without my grandmother to call and list off ...
Posted by She's Murder [on her own state of mind] on Mon, 25 Dec 2006 10:33:00 PST

In 2006 (from Megan's profile)

in 2006...... Did you do something you would never do? I did a lot of things I thought I would never do, but that is part of growing up. Did you keep any New Year's Resolutions? No. This year was sup...
Posted by She's Murder [on her own state of mind] on Sun, 24 Dec 2006 10:08:00 PST

These men don't want no happy meal that's been around the block femal you nasty girl.

So I cause drama right.   Because I defended myself in an email. (She posted it on her page.)   Because I don't seek her out. (She came to my work.)   Because I made a mistake. (They we...
Posted by She's Murder [on her own state of mind] on Thu, 21 Dec 2006 05:22:00 PST

I win. Yeay.

I love Ross.   He keeps me sane, and thank GOD I have him.   In a little over 3 months I can finally drop all the petty shit that is drama whores and jealousy and take a break for a whi...
Posted by She's Murder [on her own state of mind] on Sun, 17 Dec 2006 07:51:00 PST

Give him up?

I have the most romantic, smartest, funniest, level headed, goal oriented, amazing boyfriend in the world. Let me give you just a few examples of why I love him so much. He is in Germany, yet I still ...
Posted by She's Murder [on her own state of mind] on Wed, 29 Nov 2006 06:08:00 PST

My Life Will Never Be The Same!

People wonder why I love you Because they can't hear the things you say But I hold tight to your words Because I know you can make them true someday People question what we have Because its not their ...
Posted by She's Murder [on her own state of mind] on Sat, 18 Nov 2006 07:31:00 PST

What a Marine is.

What is a United States Marine?! U.S. Marine Corps Body: Body: Marines come in all shapes, shades, weights, sizes, and states of sobriety, misery, and confusion. He is sly as a fox, has the nerv...
Posted by She's Murder [on her own state of mind] on Fri, 17 Nov 2006 08:31:00 PST

I'm a fool for you.

You play your games like a pro I almost believe what you say you eat away at my soul You lie about some day And I hold onto your promises Ones you don't intend to keep You just stand by and watch Whil...
Posted by She's Murder [on her own state of mind] on Fri, 10 Nov 2006 03:47:00 PST

Broken heart lullabys

Broken heart lullaby's You ran back to a lie Because it was easier on your heart All I asked is for you to tell me So I could play my part But your affections were never enough Too few and far...
Posted by She's Murder [on her own state of mind] on Fri, 10 Nov 2006 03:30:00 PST